i am a father who has not seen his son, Zemi Adore, since july 2008. although i have not seen Zemi in over twelve years, i salvaged our filial relationship through letters i wrote him during our estrangement.
collectively, they are a long love letter for Zemi divided into two stories. one recounts how the relationship between his mother and i began--two lost souls searching for love cross paths at a community theatre and instantly fall for each other only to have our raw unbridled passion be derailed by severe trust issues and untempered insecurities. this sets the stage for the rapid deterioration of our toxic relationship which ultimately ends with i parting ways with Zemi.
the other story begin where the first one ends--twenty seven days later--in which my countless attempts to reconnect with Zemi are not only sabotaged by his mother, but by my own inner demons, spiraling me deeper into the depths of depression. confused about my place on this earth--my authentic self; my identity--i developed the belief--among many others--of being an utter failure, engendering self-berating thoughts. in an effort to silence these beliefs, i began to cope--unsuccessfully--with drugs, alcohol, and women. this story abruptly ends on july 2019.
i believe my experience will truly resonate with fathers who are not allowed to see their children, with couples who are in toxic relationships and have children, with single parent families, and with military families who struggle with long stretches of time that they are often forced to endure without meaningful contact with their children.
if you sympathize, please pick up a copy of my book titled Zemi--I am here ... an e-copy runs for just $2.99. or if you have a dear friend who has or is going through something similar, direct them to this page or to my website.
oh, and let me know what you thought by leaving a review on b&n. if b&n does not let you upload a review, no worries. message it to me at facebook.com/joseluispaez17 and i will upload it myself.
thank you for your time.
jose luis paez ...
i am a father who has not seen his son, Zemi Adore, since july 2008. although i have not seen Zemi in over twelve years, i salvaged our filial relationship through letters i wrote him during our estrangement.
collectively, they are a long love letter for Zemi divided into two stories. one recounts how the relationship between his mother and i began--two lost souls searching for love cross paths at a community theatre and instantly fall for each other only to have our raw unbridled passion be derailed by severe trust issues and untempered insecurities. this sets the stage for the rapid deterioration of our toxic relationship which ultimately ends with i parting ways with Zemi.
the other story begin where the first one ends--twenty seven days later--in which my countless attempts to reconnect with Zemi are not only sabotaged by his mother, but by my own inner demons, spiraling me deeper into the depths of depression. confused about my place on this earth--my authentic self; my identity--i developed the belief--among many others--of being an utter failure, engendering self-berating thoughts. in an effort to silence these beliefs, i began to cope--unsuccessfully--with drugs, alcohol, and women. this story abruptly ends on july 2019.
i believe my experience will truly resonate with fathers who are not allowed to see their children, with couples who are in toxic relationships and have children, with single parent families, and with military families who struggle with long stretches of time that they are often forced to endure without meaningful contact with their children.
if you sympathize, please pick up a copy of my book titled Zemi--I am here ... an e-copy runs for just $2.99. or if you have a dear friend who has or is going through something similar, direct them to this page or to my website.
oh, and let me know what you thought by leaving a review on b&n. if b&n does not let you upload a review, no worries. message it to me at facebook.com/joseluispaez17 and i will upload it myself.
thank you for your time.
jose luis paez ...
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BN ID: | 2940162961451 |
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Publisher: | Jose Luis Paez |
Publication date: | 10/01/2019 |
Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
Format: | eBook |
File size: | 1 MB |