Untitled Rhythm of Confusion: Poetry from a Broken Heart & Confused Soul

by Antoinette Faine

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FIRST BOOK EVER THAT MUST BE READ CLOCK WISE... You want drama, entertainment, anger, humor and education all at the same time??? This creative emotional selection of rhyming poems are confined from dreams, ideas, family, friends, strangers and Antoinette Faine's own life experiences. Also inspired by the book "Sweetness was my Weakness" where a older female falls in love with a younger man then finds out she got more than she bargain for. Throughout the story the main characters thoughts are in rhyming poetry similar to the poems in this book. Breakfast time, bedtime or just for fun... After you read this please pray to the sun... About this book tell everyone... Enjoy it because there is more to come... Thanking you, you and you a million...

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ISBN-13:	9781463424657
Publisher:	AuthorHouse
Publication date:	08/22/2011
Sold by:	Barnes & Noble
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Pages:	332
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About the Author

Antoinette Faine was born in Washington DC and now resides in Maryland with her five children Tyrell, Tavis, Tanae, Terius and Trulee Faine. She is a avid writer of poems, books, movies, songs and plays. She is hoping that her written and visual materials can become timeless to the world remaining interesting and educational for generations to come. E-mail address: [e-mail]

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Untitled Rhythm of Confusion

Poetry from a Broken Heart & Confused Soul

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By Antoinette Faine

AuthorHouse

Copyright © 2011 Antoinette Faine
All right reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4634-2467-1

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Chapter One

    I found the strength and the rhythm,
    To get you out my system,
    I've decided to cease,
    You taken my heart, my mind and my peace,
    Soon you will see,
    That you no-longer control me,
    My name you misused,
    I'm tired of all the abuse,
    You should be ashamed,
    The way you lie, cheat and play games,
    Finding out the truth almost drove me insane,
    I thought dam can he be that humane,
    I fell in love with somebody so lame,
    For too long I've fed,
    That little devil that said,
    You're in love with him in my head,
    Now you're gone and I've moved on, no-longer torn,
    Rebirth like a newborn ...


    What is it that you fear?
    Do you know why you're here?
    You can't hold me down,
    Just because you come around,
    It takes more than that to have a successful team,
    Is it starting to sink in? Do you see what I mean?
    All these years I've been so green,
    Now if I don't get rid of you I'm going to scream,
    I've tried so hard to make this work,
    But, you continue to act like a asshole and a jerk ...


    Getting rid of this I'm sure,
    Send my heart to the moon because I don't want it no-more,
    The blood filled rocket,
    Flew right out my shirt, my pocket,
    I miss used it,
    Let so many men stomp on it and abuse it,
    Got rid of the old and getting ready for the new one,
    Sent through the clouds, the sky and the sun,
    I'm not sad and blue because I got the shining stars and I sent my
    broken heart to the moon,
    Please heart, get here soon,
    I want to grow wiser please help me bloom,
    Into a beautiful flower,
    With my new heart, it's me, myself and I that I will shower,
    Every second, every minute and every hour ...

    I thought you was my Mr. Good Bar,
    I'm the one, who turned you into a star,
    I was with you before you got that fancy car,
    You with that Bitch now, I want war,
    You're stupid she's a dirty whore,
    After her, you think with me you're going to score.
    You will never get anymore,
    And with that I'm sure,
    You're actions make me want to slam you to the floor,
    Have you with bumps, bruises and sores,
    I had no idea that we weren't on the same level,
    Then I looked into your eyes and all I could see was the devil,
    You thought hurting me was fun, was a thrill,
    You do not even realize you were almost killed,
    I was a pussy supplier for a habitual liar,
    Who wasn't man enough to tell the truth?
    Cheating, lying and stealing thinking it was so appealing,
    I fucked you, niggas in your crew, not lying, showing you how real
    playas do,
    Now I'm getting rid of you like the swine flu,
    Now you go curl up in a corner crying Boohoo ...


    High heel love,
    Foot slanted, buckle on the side,
    With them, I'm not scared to get on the ride,
    Feet in and out so shiny glide, sweating so much my feet slide,
    Toes painted and pretty, forever with the above thee,
    This High heel love is just between you and me,
    Everybody else so blind maybe one day they'll see,
    Following my High heel love, yours will never be ...


    Let me mention,
    Please pay attention,
    All of us ladies need to wake up and listen,
    Those dudes don't love us, don't fight and don't feud,
    We gets no love from them bamma ass dudes,
    Sitting around crying, feeling like you're dying,
    Those relationships don't last; make them a part of your past,
    Keep it together you know you can do better,
    Say good bye to that guy, while your head is still up high,
    Just leave it alone, you can do better on your own,
    Stop being a little girl and be grown,
    Get and keep yourself in the right zone ...


    Wishing I was back in your life huh?
    Wishing I was the one your kids will call mama,
    Sorry but it's too late for us,
    Rushing and mad because you missed the bus,
    Stop calling and following me,
    Putting letters under my windshield wiper I see,
    Go on about your business and just leave me be,
    So sorry you lose,
    Now I'm out on a cruise,
    Seeing beautiful faces, handsome men with handsome faces,
    Men that want to really be with me,
    Since I left you I feel so free,
    Fly as hell honey, with money and rude with a big ass attitude ...


    Having a crack head mother,
    Made you jump out there with and older lover,
    Dikes, dirty bitches and a whole bunch of others,
    As much as you wish you could change but you'll for ever be the
    same,
    And that's a liar, a thief, fucking tricks,
    Now you got a dirty dick,
    Mad at me because I found out and flipped,
    Now you look dumb as shit,
    You should have stayed with the queen and not those dirty tricks,
    Whose asses I will kick,
    Even if that means picking up a brick,
    Or taking a knife and stick,
    Alternatively, pulling the trigger because I love you nigga ...


    It would be real nice,
    If you'd take me to paradise and make me your wife,
    Forever and ever, for life ...


    I didn't know what else to do,
    I was so unhappy when I did not hear from you,
    Not talking to you my heart was no-longer red it was blue,
    As the time rolled by, I realized how much I missed you too,
    Love me tender, my nigga,
    Love me sweet to the beat,
    I'll sing the same ole song,
    Just continue to love me all night long ...


    Lately you've been treating me like some trash,
    I guess you feel as though I'm just a piece of ass,
    Why did we ever have to clash?
    Now I want to curl up and hide behind a mask,
    For you I lust and I no-longer want to fuss,
    It's just that when I laid eyes on you there was an instant crush,
    As I sit and think and wonder how you lost all respect for me,
    Gee ...



    I'll be real glad when you leave all that dump shit alone,
    I wonder do you really care who I bone with and moan with,
    Do you care as much as you say you do?
    Is your heart really sincere and true?
    Can we ever get through this?
    The old you is the one I really miss,
    I know that there is more fish in the sea,
    I'm tired of fishing I want to be with you and I want you to want to be
    with me,
    Can't you see, I'm really, really trying? I just don't know what to do,
    I'm still so in love with you,
    And I don't know how I feel about us anymore,
    Every time we have a problem, you just walk out the door,
    I swear I feel like you I want to grit and stare,
    You're not the only one who needs air,
    It's funny to me and now I see,
    That every time you need air, you go out without me,
    And at this point, I'm truly not understanding,
    What it is you're planning,
    Is it to tuff for you to stay here?
    You need to make yourself clear,
    I just don't know what to do,
    I'm still so in love with you ...


    When we made love it made me want to sing,
    And after I'm gone, you're going to wish you had this good thing,
    You do not have to front,
    Being with a bunch of bitches is what you really want,
    And I must say,
    I have no choice but to pull myself away,
    For a long time I used you as a crutch,
    Now I realize I love myself to much,
    All you want to do is hit it,
    Which is old and I'm tired of that bullshit,
    Your story was already told, it's weak and also old,
    By the way you think being with a bunch of bitches is bold?
    When you catch that monkey, you die and your body becomes
    cold,
    Let me tell that is how your life will unfold ...



    For a minute I didn't think that I could live without you,
    And when I bring up your other chicks you repeatedly let me know
    that you are going to do what you do,
    To do whatever you wanted I was willing but you keep hurting my
    feelings,
    I now know we weren't meant, because when we make love it's no
    difference,
    It's just time for us ladies to take a stand,
    I'm tired of messing with boys I'm looking for a real man,
    Is it getting through your head? Do you finally understand?
    And don't get mad when I don't say hi or bye,
    I have to get you out of my system my heart would never lie,
    You're missing out not I'm,
    Because little do you know, I'll continue to get better with time ...


    You don't know what you're missing,
    And you will miss my kissing,
    I thought I was your number one,
    I remember when it was me and you good old natural fun,
    I wish it could be me and me only,
    Without you in my life I feel so lonely,
    I'm on the grind realizing that I get better with time,
    My figure is off the hook,
    All the men be trying to book,
    You had me all to yourself even spending my wealth,
    You think I was molding you for my health,
    I know I have to be more careful and I know all this is my fault,
    That's why our relationship has been put to a halt,
    It's me you weren't appreciating,
    I guess that's why you were still dating,
    And, I like a fool for you I was still patiently waiting ...


    I almost flipped when you didn't go on our planned trip,
    Was it because your young minded and scared,
    I was so mad my eyes turned blood shot red,
    I had to change my tone,
    Right before it was time to leave you stopped answering your cell
    phone,
    Do you see me as a hoe?
    Is that why you weren't man enough to tell me no?
    That you no-longer wanted to go,
    You better stop teasing,
    I don't know why you don't think you need to give me a reason,
    My mind must be playing tricks,
    You not being able to communicate with me makes me sick,
    And in due time I think I might flick ...


    It was you I trusted,
    But today you got busted,
    You bitch made bandit,
    You let me catch your ass red handed,
    You've been singing the same ole song,
    You knew messing with those bitches was wrong,
    Dang, right in my face bout to make me catch a murder case,
    And you don't feel anything? I'm about to swing,
    When I met you I thought I had been hit by cupid,
    I see you out to make me feel and look stupid,
    I began drinking when I was thinking, what the fuck was I thinking?
    I thought we were on the same team, I guess I was just dreaming ...


    I want to be your lover,
    Not your mother,
    You never take me out and I'm trying to figure out what's that all
    about,
    Oh I see, you don't want to be seen with me,
    Are you scared of what people might say?
    We are suppose to hold our chins up and do things our way,
    I'm starting to think I'm trying too hard,
    So I'm putting back up my guards,
    I will let you come for me when you are ready ...


    You could make me grin,
    By telling me I'm your girlfriend,
    Like the good words in this letter,
    You'll never find anyone better,
    I want to love you forever,
    You make me want to kick and scream on the floor,
    Because we don't talk and hang out like we use to no more,
    You have to realize I'm hurt, trying to sweep this under the rug with
    the rest of your dirt,
    But holding back my feelings just didn't work,
    I have just been so jealous,
    Now that I realize you have been hanging with other bitches and
    not just the fellas ...


    Now if what they say is true and you go out of your relationship
    and do what you do,
    In the end will it be you that's sad and blue?
    Wishing that you hadn't but you had,
    Now you're making up with the original person, are you glad?
    Make your new goal to free your soul,
    Get boulder and wash those old sins off your shoulders,
    I'm over here having a fit, now that I know you wasn't worth it,
    I hope you got the message I've sent,
    I write all of this down so that I can vent,
    I use to get so hype, worrying about you all day and all night,
    I had to swallow my pride, just to show you how I was hurting
    inside,
    At the end you're not sad & blue sitting around worrying about
    what I'm going to do,
    So kiss my ass and fuck you ...


    Do you want our relationship to be the way it use to be?
    Back when I made love to you and you made love to me,
    Never give up on us; loving me is a must,
    You kiss my neck and I get wet,
    I fell truly in love the first day we met,
    Now I think you're with it, it took you a while,
    Thinking about the love we share only makes me smile ...


    I love the way you walk and you talk,
    You're starting to share and really show me that you care,
    I'm glad about whatever it is that has gotten into you?
    Your now doing what your suppose to do,
    I'm not complaining, your new behavior feels so good,
    I love being treated the way I should,
    Love feels just like I thought it would,
    Break us apart, people wish they could,
    In the beginning I know I was just misunderstood,
    But now we are getting it together,
    We have already been through the rain, storms and all kinds of
    weather,
    With or without you I will love you forever,
    After all it wasn't that hard to forget about the past,
    If we both want this and work hard, we can make it last ...


    Hang up the phone,
    Leave him alone,
    I'm telling you right now, he's not coming home,
    Don't look stupid, Stop looking stupid,
    This bitch right here is nice and ruthless,
    Leave him alone before you wind up toothless,
    So sad that we had to fight,
    Kiss your ex man good night,
    I been told you to leave him alone,
    Now you keep playing on my phone,
    He love you for real, sike,
    All men cheat right?


    You better off becoming a dike,
    Stop trying he's going to keep lying,
    So put your head up to the sky and stop crying,
    Now your heart is hurting and you feel like you're dying,
    At the top is where you should be so keep striving,
    Stop playing on my phone because you're sitting home all alone,
    On you, me and my bitches all joan,
    Please fall back before I pick up the chrome ...


    I want to love you all day,
    I want to love you all night,
    Hold me, squeeze me and make it alright,
    The music is when we moan,
    The music is when we groan,
    Never leave me alone,
    Always come home,
    Our love is finally in the zone ...


    I'm going to hog like a dog and have many men,
    I'm going to be a dog and stop being stupid like the rest of them,
    I don't care if he's short and fat or tall and slim,
    Let me began again,
    I'm going to do what I want to do and baby that's dog you,
    I like playing games,
    And until I get married, I'll be the same,
    Yes, I love you
    And all the other fine men I see too,
    I'm so clever,
    I'll have all of you all loving me forever,
    Forever let's all love together,
    Don't hate on me, you can do it too,
    Not just you get all the others in your crew ...


    Tears are rolling down my face and my eyes are blinking,
    Wondering what in the hell I was thinking,
    Believing that I could trust you,
    That's what you chose to do?
    I don't understand why,
    You felt like you had to lie,
    You should have left me be,
    If there were other females you wanted to see,
    You're not in my life and now I'm happy, now I'm free,
    You're doing you and I'm doing me,
    I guess this is how it has to be,
    You wasted all this time; you could have told me this,
    Your lying, cheating ass I will not miss,
    You're a liar, a thief, you dirty and a cheater,
    Ladies watch out, he is ugly underneath that wife beater,
    Outside don't match the inside,
    I have to speak the truth, forget my pride ...

(Continues...)

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