In this prequel to Taktsubo Cardiomyopathy; Nate shows us in part a culmination of emotional poems, and creative pieces. With deeply symbolic lines like the following one from his poem SADISTIC "Touch my limbs, like you've molested my life. I know you're just trying to kill me emotionally". In this book he acknowledges the very things we as people ( who can't help but love) go through. Like how we know we shouldn't feel or be with a specific person but how it's in the special moments that we get trapped and can never escape. He doesn't run or hide from his emotions or the truth instead he embraces them and puts it out there for all to read; unedited.