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ISBN-13: | 9781784107444 |
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Publisher: | Carcanet Press, Limited |
Publication date: | 07/08/2019 |
Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
Format: | eBook |
Pages: | 64 |
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CHAPTER 1
or is this day a day this mountain and the ways of wind against air and the time of did you love the moment or did you ever choose to love the moment you see me dare to hope the best to touch of solid air and until further then to mountain
Big Sands
The grains were small as the storm had thrown them
– over – and I was waiting for the weather and strong legs to return me to a mountainversion of myself that the years had carried elsewhere.
Can you hear the rustling of grasses and the cries of crooked-angled gulls as they unbecome the wind and the individual storms in-fighting for their portion of morning?
This is a not a day for the beach but of the seashore.
The sand makes gritted seaweed from my hair as an elongated snail traverses machair to a predetermined nowhere. Wagtails line the roof of a boarded hut while a kite spears the clouds like an inverse sunbeam; a tern nibbles the edges of some barbecued wood and the tumbled laundry of a down-day is crafting the motions of a 'pound for fourteen minutes' of waves.
This is a place of uncalled-for space and by the grace of the big sky,
and the serrated under-silhouette of Skye,
an invitation to the sea unfolds to come and dine with mountain.
The fellrunner
to talk about the pleasure principle of falling downhill fastly
I agree with running
mainly
the condition of mud
as controlled slippage
feet dancing
to the score of impulse
dripping rainbows from my smile
my innocence
implies a headlong gravity:
mountain
heartbeats failing
drowning saltwater
I sometimes even think
how little
death might be
but barely
foot-studs
stopping-up the past participle to fall
Brig-hills
Brag before brig and the hillsides flatten you
each its part apart from our slow slow-way –
we chased our shadows into mist and danced away the final gravities –
down the furrowed foreheads of ancestral pathways –
ancient droves the cows had cut to slipping gutturals
each pelt of rain unseaming
seems of early autumn.
To speak of nature – then – would have been to ridicule such clarity of body and the pain-paving descant of the fells
the runners are fledged
cattle bellow
the fells improvise their own decay.
Our lines were memorised
(muddied and returned forgotten)
such hurdling sway
to brag before whose vowels flattening.
Pendle
from the cumbric word
'pen' meaning hill or head
I did not dream euphoria of hillsong failing nothing but
if the heart might stop a moment like a photograph
my questions wore the hillside from the poem and this pulse of pen
a hill a head
the passage of our feet eroding moments:
if my failures were a kind of memory I put my heart into
Dunmail Raise
wait awhile not yet not yet the morning these herdwick bone-broke heathers chill to the wind where my seat is but a sandal to the sky now drops to water take this mountain mind one eye-step further to the climb the curve of shoulder nethermost and opening upon such yellowness: dun moorland edges at the cliff-raise wake the caw of dunmail – thermals crowning contours rising early leave displacement touches on a summit cross-cairn and the crow-stole day
I purchased wisdom
from the strands of moorland grasses brushing up against my forehead at the someplace where we lost the wind
the blue sky opened to butterflies and wildflowers and the sunshine cuffed my shoulder where my body met my skin
this blade of grass this bone an imprint of a moorland and the moorbirds calling still this solitary moment not alone
this blade of bone this grass this calling into stone and still this sometime sometime where the grasses grasses will
Stoodley Pike
There is no measurement of mist as long as my imagination continues emptying –
we swam the unbounded edges of the common moor
(no beginnings nor endings woken from the mist)
everything we could not see contained the weight of water
built
before
our eyes
an obelisk
of disappearance
drawing weather
from stone
(now you can
see through me
now you don't – the sublimity
of translucent bone)
I cannot extend to you much further than this memory withheld within the hollow monumental shell of things
Shepherd's Skyline
spared length tributaries –
sharp passage
a spine's brain offering of long miles spilling the fast of the dipping hill's horizon to my corporeal quick
to speak of skin and muscles
and the address of isolated limbs –
I wore the speed
of the shepherd's skyline like sciatic fell
posterior chains
of falling exhilaration
a multiplicity of erosions
and the metallic taste of lactic frost
to be alive is a free submission –
a reduced pain threshold of tomorrow always comes and the foreground heartbeat travel of the mud-bleak moorland smiles
Three things I love (and three things over)
I wish to speak to you
of happiness and many other little things –
what's the collectivity of that much smile?
the faraway springtime fields the potential monotony of
against walls
against clouds
against the road end
or where cows masticate the green green grass
and if there's nothing funny
about the shape of the wind
then what's your preferred form of loss?
Bat-running
(the Calderdale Way)
we run out of the night sky with our brains slanted holding fast to the acceleration of black earth and the weather receding from our outheld grasp
when we hit the moor the speed of stones overwhelms the grass in search of music
colder
calder
calmer
and while my compass undoes our instinct for direction our headtorch beams lead onward down the paving slabs of Pennine night –
there is no single word to capture the sense of valley shadow-swimming
(what if permission to continue becomes
more interesting than permission to change?)
my fascination with a rusted barbed wire fence has little to do with constant corners moonlit cloud banks promises of rain
Newlands
I ate the valley that tried to get away
I was already running late but it had this look about it
so juicy green
you asked if we could drink a gluttony of sun
and fuck tomorrow as if we literally meant it
the valley had this look about it that took my guts away we built ourselves a home from bone nests and we ate that too
Crow Hills
barely space for namesakes between driving weather
two crows' unconscious recollections fall into reflection of displaced memory:
the encephalisation quotient of a moorland outlives the future of
sexual dimorphism which gathers in large communal roosts of
intelligence – and if you can still differentiate then murder is not
monogamous – how wonderful!
the omnivorous moorlands joust with dense fossil omens
– two hills two hills –
amidst the close proximity of others –
Flower Scar
of what there is but and the turbines cut the tussocks of my eye and all this purity
adrenaline was shitting it
I'd willingly give my insides to the flower that scarred a mountain
(I even dreamt of stopping-
up the hillside with sky)
the peewits are like sugar-acid burning through the bog-moss veins
and the eerie sibilance of electric wind becoming
breath
I extended my flower-scarred body to the moor and ran with it
Marathon
after Nicolas de Staël
Harsh way on the long concrete path –
the athletic equivalent of stone-throwing.
The marathon runner's body wore the echo of his physicality in explosive fits and starts –
sinews of red green white on a dull background beat of grey.
Muscles composed upon the reverse of themselves – canvas on oil –
an anxiety of colour finding expression in 26.3 long strokes of irregular emotion:
the runner wears the awkwardness of co-existence in an impasto of symbolic gesture encoding meaning in convention alised movements of please –
will you never take my hand?
The more I looked the less I seemed to understand. The runner took a palette knife to his prodigal return and crafted his excess from it.
Fascia
Of course it was always inevitable.
My inflamed tread on the mountain became a torn connective tissue – bog tendons –
a ruptured insertion of nerve-bracken
yet still the frontal lobes of rocks lay still
prone to abstraction –
(other worlds lie flat to prevent the earth from running?)
The mountain's eyes
remained resilient
as the passage of granite.
Sleep-standing
I have this to say to knowledge
of the kind that woke the horse
where it stood
still
sleeping
and realised that the day had begun before it
and if the dew feels cold as diamonds on the neck
or your limbs leaf-shortened as the trees
then look!
there still, the valley
look! the sun
So much mountain
i. Lurg Mhor
beyond fear is a remote kind of freshwater electricity lacking comparative grandeur
beyond the corrie of the fallow cattle sharp slabs of moss slip through the cliffs of the long ridge alone
this is the place of nameless rivulets untrodden flanks of mountain antler spine –
the mist is lost inside itself and while my blood tastes of mercury my slightness echoes in my ears like dam-shadows –
the future runs fast as closure and the reservoir's blind eye
ii. Sgritheall
from screel to sgritheill as a linguistic traverse of everything I've ever loved from south to north
mountains wearing sky and purpling –
heather embodied in rising rock-water –
stones fall from my feet like I am shooting meteors
iii. A'Mhaighdean
you want names and I give you names –
the pure hard matter of them
I did not see a single person and the pinnacles fell into the sky like stalactites and me out here alone with rocks for boots and the clouds enclosing on me and I dare you to tell me that anything is not now possible. A maiden is a mountain. My thoughts are stacked and ruddy. The lochan is black and white and yesterday's rain already sprouting from me.
Lochan
at the end of the speed of sound
where just the early morning hum of tree traffic and mist-clothed hopes of yet another day to come and another yet gone –
heart as little exhibit as a brain of cumulus where forests strip mountainsides of timber long as cul de sacs
while steam inversions of a world in negative cause the largest stones to float –
a dream is a dream is –
not even yet a loch that took the place that was no place at the end not yet a road and still a kind of depth we might have swum with it
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Table of Contents
Title Page,
Dedication,
Tripping over clouds,
I,
Big Sands,
The fellrunner,
Brig-hills,
Pendle,
Dunmail Raise,
I purchased wisdom,
Stoodley Pike,
Shepherd's Skyline,
Three things I love (and three things over),
Bat-running,
Newlands,
Crow Hills,
Flower Scar,
Marathon,
Fascia,
Sleep-standing,
So much mountain,
Lochan,
II,
At,
I love nobody but,
How doth the moon,
Birdsong,
Lavender Mist,
We begin again,
The incremental lightness of love,
Gibbous moon,
The narrow handle,
Sacking and Red,
Girl with a basket of fruit,
Sunset, revisited,
The infinity of nothing,
Untitled,
The Poetess,
Sticks,
Seeing Round Corners,
A near-continuous accumulation,
Beer for two in Brockler Park, Berlin,
III,
i. Fin de siècle,
ii. A hermetic landscape portrait,
iii. From the inside of a water lily out,
iv. If the subject cannot count,
v. Towards Newton,
vi. Before time,
vii. Me and the Moon,
viii. Composition,
ix. Dynamism of a Speeding Horse + Houses,
x. Orthogonal,
xi. The wooden mannequin,
xii. I am plant hammer,
xiii. 5 x 5 = 25,
xiv. Cinema Dance Hall,
xv. Redesigning the building house,
xvi. Bird in Space,
xvii. The Birth of the World,
xviii. Morning Henri,
xix. It's all over the city,
xx. At the edge of August,
xxi. Of texturology,
xxii. Homage,
xxiii. Full Fathom Five,
xxiv. Painting,
xxv. Untitled / and dancing,
xxvi. Seagram,
xxvii. Onement,
xxviii. Reflections on the materiality of abstraction,
xxix. White Field,
xxx. Blue,
xxxi. Alphabet,
xxxii. Plight,
xxxiii. Neo-untitled,
xxxiv. The figurative abstract,
IV,
Apropos of nothing,
Me and my sister,
Where is winter?,
Antarctic skies,
Although the visitants wore fedoras,
Sotto voce,
Application to be a war artist,
Ben Hope - a direct plebiscite,
Painterly Realism of a Football Player,
The brexfast after,
The birds still singing,
Despite the negative press covfefe,
The dripping tap,
The necessity of the intellect,
The flight of the guillemet,
The thing about eggs,
De-named,
Mouvements,
Cryptic,
Dead time,
The Electric Press,
Big Friday,
Of the roses,
About the Author,
Also by Lucy Burnett,
Copyright,