Table of Contents
Piano 1
1 Half-Formed Bell 13
2 Lake Effect 15
3 Losing Days in the Ravine 23
4 Fire and the Miracle of Flight 27
5 Don't Bother Unpacking 30
6 The Ghost of South Ardmore 32
7 Saltwater, Birthday, and Two Useful Sets of Wheels 44
8 Some Flowers Grow from Bone 55
9 The Prodigal Father 64
10 Japanese Screens 71
11 Drive-thru Saturday Night 79
12 Young Love, Let's Get Stoned 84
13 The Architect and the Arsonist 91
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14 Slingshots at Dawn 103
15 Teenage Rock Star 107
16 Teeth Cutters in the Parking Lot 109
17 Tin Cans, Tires, and Wings 114
18 Glittering Exits 121
19 From the Platform, Launch the Submarine 126
20 Everything in Transit 129
21 Grief for the Living, No Really, I'm Fine 132
22 Walls of Rain 136
23 Dark Blue 141
24 So Long Mr. Invincible 147
25 Women 152
26 Crewcuts and Pneumonia 156
27 The Junk of Blood and Healing 161
28 The Jungle 165
29 Our House in the Trees 172
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30 Bulletproof Frankenstein 181
31 The Family You Choose 183
32 The Glass Passenger 188
33 Floating with the Dead 202
34 Tarantula Mating Season 206
35 I Was the Diver, It Was Our World 212
36 People and Things 217
37 The Vampire on Melrose 220
38 New Friends and a Night in Las Vegas 223
39 Wrecking Ball, Rest in Peace 228
40 The Wilderness Years 231
41 Peace in the Desert 235
Acknowledgments 240