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| ISBN-13: | 9781441210975 |
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| Publisher: | Baker Publishing Group |
| Publication date: | 10/01/2009 |
| Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
| Format: | eBook |
| Pages: | 320 |
| File size: | 7 MB |
About the Author
Jackina (pronounced with a long "i" to rhyme with China) Stark recently retired from teaching English at Ozark Christian College to spend more time writing and traveling. During the twenty-eight years she taught at OCC, she traveled nationally and internationally to speak and teach, and wrote many articles for denominational magazines. She has been married to her husband, Tony, for forty-two years. They live in Carl Junction, Missouri, and have two daughters and six grandchildren.
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Things Worth Remembering
By Jackina Stark
Bethany House Publishers
Copyright © 2009 Jackina StarkAll right reserved.
ISBN: 978-0-7642-0711-2
Chapter One
Monday
Kendy
I finish emptying the dishwasher and snap the door into place, contemplating only one glorious thought: The third Monday of July has finally arrived. For months now, that date has been circled on the colorful rooster calendar hanging in the laundry room. I've anticipated it almost as much as I've anticipated next Saturday, the day our only child is to be married.
Maisey and our future son-in-law should be here by six, ready to sit around the kitchen table, enjoying good food and the rest that comes from being in the presence of those we love.
I'm setting veggies on the counter when Luke, most helpful of husbands, comes in with the lettuce I forgot when I bought out the store this morning. He's talking on his cell phone but manages a smile as he hands me the plastic sack.
Is that sympathy I see in his warm brown eyes?
My heart braces itself.
"Well, be safe," he says, "and we'll just see you when you get here, then."
He disconnects and shoves his phone into his pocket. "Best laid plans. They're getting a late start. Apparently Maisey didn't get away from work as soon as she intended."
"I didn't think she was going in today."
"Something came up, Iguess. I doubt they'll be here before ten."
I gather the little troop of green onions, carrots, radishes, celery, and tomatoes that I've just deposited on the counter and return them to the refrigerator. "We can save the salad for tomorrow, "I say." The pie's made; maybe they'll want a snack when they get here."
How's that for a semblance of cheerful acceptance?
Luke smiles again as though he has read my mind.
As a rule, I've become pretty good at acceptance-it's called self-preservation. It's also an answer to one of my frequently borrowed prayers: "Help me accept the things I cannot change." despite the fact that Niebuhr's entire Serenity Prayer is hanging on my bedroom wall, I'm not sure I'll be able to attain acceptance on such short notice, not this particular afternoon.
Luke has bounced back nicely, though. He says the delay will give him time to clean up his desk properly, and before I've shut the refrigerator door, he's heading for his home office.
I have things to do too, good things, but I'm just not very eager to do them-I'm in a fixing-a-family-dinner mode.
Well, regroup, Kendy.
Two hours later I have done just that. When Luke comes into our bedroom, where I'm stretched out on the chaise longue, I have read five of the children's books from the stack I'm reviewing before school starts and finished next week's Bible study lesson.
"done," he says.
"Me too," I say, putting my Bible and workbook on the round table beside the chaise. I love the table, a fantastic find in an out-of-the-way antique shop years ago. It's a small oak dining room pedestal table, cut down to the right height for my chaise and big enough for all the things I like to have at my disposal when I sit here.
"Scoot," Luke says, and I make room for him.
He stretches out beside me and pulls me into his arms. This simple act makes acceptance-a translucent thing hovering in the distance-seem slightly more accessible. Or is it a mirage?
"Are you okay?" he asks.
"Actually, I've been fairly productive," I say, sounding more matter-of-fact than I feel.
"That's good."
He says we should run into town to get something to eat. I don't really want to go, but I say okay.
I know he wants to keep me busy. Chances are he'll find a movie he's been dying to see. What, I'll say, have they released Godfather IV?
He pats my shoulder, pleased, no doubt, that he has gotten such an agreeable response from me. "Then we'll come home," he says, "spray ourselves with mosquito repellant, and wait on the porch for the kids."
"Good plan," I say, and then I kiss him-a long, ten-second kiss-because he has come to rescue me.
Maisey
I put down my briefcase and the sackful of best wishes so that I can rummage in my purse for the keys to the front door. Before I can find them, the door flies open. The cause, I'm happy to see, is not magic or mayhem but Marcus.
"Well, my goodness, you're here already," I say.
He grabs my briefcase and steps back to let me in.
"I thought I was supposed to call you when I got home," I say, giving him a quick kiss.
"You took too long. I decided to come on over and find a place for the stuff I picked up while we were at my parents'. Dad and I spent most of Saturday in the garage. If you had come out there at almost any given time, you would have heard me saying, 'You don't need this, do you?'"
"And I might have come out there if your mother hadn't kept me busy most of the day copying your favorite recipes into a little ringed notebook she had proudly labeled From the Blair Kitchen. You haven't really had a good look at that thing yet. I am truly finding it hard to believe one of your favorite dishes is Yankee Red-Flannel Hash."
"As a matter of fact, feel free to tear that sucker out of your notebook, but don't tell Mom."
"Not to worry."
"You should have told her to pull up a chair. You have a few recipes she might want."
Marcus puts my briefcase on the bar and comes over to the sofa, where I've plopped with my sack. "What's that?" he asks.
"This," I say, holding up the sack with one hand and patting the cushion next to me with the other, "is a great idea. They had a surprise shower for me at work. That's why Gram asked me what time we were heading to Indiana today. She said she'd like to take me to lunch before we get away. Only lunch wasn't at her favorite restaurant like I thought it would be; it was in the board room, which amazingly enough, my grandmother can actually reserve. It was a luncheon shower. Wasn't that a nice surprise?"
"Your grandmother was cutting it close."
"Well, that's true, but she wanted two girls who've been on vacation to be there."
"But, Maisey, it's almost five. The shower couldn't have lasted that long."
"True. I ended up writing an article for next month's newsletter. Someone else was going to do it for me, but I was right there. I had done the research, and I really wanted to do it myself. I called dad this afternoon. It's cool."
I walk into the kitchen to get a bottle of water and some granola bars out of the pantry. "We can eat snacks on the way." I unscrew the cap and chug half the bottle before I come up for air. "So, guess what's in the sack."
"There's no time for guessing."
"I'm almost packed," I say, returning to the couch to pick up the sack.
"Almost! Maisey, we should have left hours ago."
"I told you. I've talked to my parents. It's no big deal, Marcus."
He says nothing. Translation-it's a big deal to him.
Oh brother.
With a huff, I toss the sack on the coffee table and take my terribly tardy self into the master bathroom to collect toiletries to put in my overnight bag. Marcus follows me as far as the bedroom, holding the sack I no longer wish to discuss.
"So, what's in here?"
"It doesn't matter," I say, tossing my hair dryer and straightening iron into the suitcase.
He takes out the tissue paper and looks inside. "Cards?"
I come over and take the sack out of his hand and put it on the dresser. "They're gift cards."
"Why are you so ticked?" he asks.
"You're the one who was ticked. I just wanted to show you what we got at the shower, but you act like not getting to my parents' house exactly when we planned is the crime of the century."
I sidestep him and rush into the bathroom, grab the cosmetic bag from the linen closet, and empty the contents of my makeup drawer into it. All the while, I carefully avoid eye contact with Marcus, even though he has followed me and is standing in the doorway.
"Okay," he says, coming in to stand behind me. I don't look into the mirror, but I know we are reflected there, his hands rubbing gentle circles on my upper arms, his eyes-the rich brown of dad's eyes-penetrating. "What's going on here?"
He turns me around and waits for me to look at him. I don't want to, but I do, quite sure he can outwait me.
"I just don't like you griping at me when I have something neat to tell you." I go into the bedroom to retrieve the sack, and he follows me. "Look," I say, "we have at least twelve gift cards or certificates for some of our favorite restaurants. The president of the company even gave us one!"
"You're kidding."
"He sent it with Gram."
I pull out the cards and certificates and spread them on the bed. "Wasn't this a cool idea? We can have a great date once a month with no hit whatsoever to our budget."
"That's very cool," he says, giving them a quick look. "But we really do need to go."
I stuff everything back in the sack. "I know." I point at suitcases standing by the armoire. "You can take those two out. I really am almost ready."
Marcus takes the suitcases down to the car, and I finish packing the overnight bag and change into something comfortable. Then, wanting everything in its place, I remove the gift cards from the sack I brought them home in, put the sack in a plastic container for such things, and take our future dining dates into the living room and put them in the top drawer of the desk.
"Ready?" Marcus asks when he comes back in. "It wasn't easy, but I got everything into the trunk."
I head for the thermostat. "I've turned it up already," he says, "and I've locked the patio door. Everything's good."
I stand in the middle of the living area and look around. I smile at Marcus, who's standing in the doorway, clearly anxious to leave.
"Come here," I say.
I can tell by the look on his face that I'm holding him up. He's a man with a mission, and he will not be satisfied until we have accomplished it. I know he wishes we were in Indiana now, getting out of the car in time for dinner and greeting his future in-laws, Luke and Kennedy Laswell-or to his way of thinking, a second set of parents. He is far more eager to arrive than I am.
Still he comes to me.
I put my arms around his waist and look up at him. "The next time we're in this apartment, we'll be Marcus and Maisey Blair. I think that calls for a serious kiss, even if we are getting a late start."
He kisses me sweetly, and I can't help wishing it were possible to fast-forward my life just this once, and voilà, it's not Monday evening with a long week ahead of us, but it's Saturday night, and Marcus and I-standing before a profusion of white flowers and flickering candles-have just been pronounced man and wife.
Kendy
Luke and I are sitting on the front porch in comfortable wicker chairs, drinking unsweetened tea and reviewing a movie that was far more entertaining than I expected it to be. It is too late on a Monday night for there to be much traffic on the state highway that runs in front of our house. We have been peering into the darkness for quite some time, and finally bright headlights illuminate the night and a car turns into the driveway. Driveway is something of a misnomer; the house is set at least fifty yards from the road.
"False alarm," Luke says as the car backs out and heads in the direction it came. It isn't rational, but I'm rather irritated at the car and its unidentified driver. Those headlights significantly elevated my heart rate. Maisey called when she and Marcus crossed the Indiana line, and I was sure that had to be them.
I'm about to go inside and refill our glasses when Luke says, "More lights." And this time a car turns in and makes it all the way up the drive.
Hallelujah!
Luke and I walk out to meet the kids.
"Finally," Marcus says, getting out of the car and stretching. Luke and I give him a hug. We've made that drive many times and know exactly how he feels.
Then there is Maisey-her blue eyes bright in the porch light; her brown hair, strikingly streaked with natural highlights, pulled into a ponytail. She looks fit and adorable in layered tank tops and rolled-up sweat pants. She comes around the front of her car and gives her dad and me a quick hug. "Sorry we're late," she says.
"What happened, honey?" I ask, the four of us walking to the back of the car. Marcus pops the trunk, and the men begin to unload the luggage.
"Since we weren't leaving until this afternoon, Gram asked if I'd come in so she could take me to lunch."
"We were leaving at one," Marcus said.
"Tentatively," Maisey countered. "I thought we were just going out to lunch, but instead she had a surprise shower for me. Wasn't that a nice thing for Gram to do?"
It was an unbelievable thing for my mother to do.
"It was very nice," I say, recovering from the incredible.
"I told Maisey her grandmother was cutting it close," Marcus said.
All of us tromp into the house with our share of luggage. There's a lot. They have packed for this week and for their honeymoon as well, since they are flying out of Indianapolis.
"Maybe she was cutting it close," Maisey says, "but it was still nice."
All of us are standing in the entry, looking at Maisey as though she must have more to say. I grab the duffle bag sliding off her shoulder.
"Actually, I'm the one who made us late," she says, taking the bag from me. "Since I was at the office, I wanted to finish an article for next month's newsletter instead of letting someone else do it. I'm sorry if I messed up dinner or anything."
"Well, there's pie," I say, "in case you're hungry."
"I'm starved!" Marcus says.
"Oh, guys," Maisey says, wilting before our eyes. "I'm so tired and not in the least bit hungry. Do you mind if I crash?" Her question is rhetorical. She's looking at Luke-of the three of us, the one most likely to support this relinquishing of our time together. Even he seems surprised, though. "Well, sure," he says. "Go to bed if you're tired-we have all week."
Marcus helps Maisey lug their things from the entry hall up to their rooms, and then he hurries back downstairs for pie and conversation. A more affable young man I have not met, and Luke and I must look something like his parents would look sitting here, filled with pride and love, watching him eat with gusto and listening to him talk about life since he last saw us.
After Marcus finishes two pieces of pie, he insists on rinsing his own dishes and putting them in the dishwasher before he borrows a book Luke has been telling him about and heads to his room.
As we part at the bottom of the stairs, Marcus says, "Maisey and I will be down for breakfast bright and early tomorrow morning!"
This sounds like sweet reassurance rather than a statement of intention. does Marcus sense my disappointment?
I like to think myself capable of concealing or, better yet, dismissing disappointment. But it's hard. First we forfeited the anticipated evening, and then the night. If only Maisey had been hungry rather than exhausted-hungry to sit awhile, to eat and talk and laugh. The third Monday in July is here, and it turns out that so many components of contentment still lie beyond my reach.
These thoughts accompany me as I head into our bathroom and put on my gown and robe to begin my nightly ritual. Mother used to say you age a year every night you neglect taking off your makeup. She read that somewhere. I doubt she believes it, and I surely don't, but along with brushing my teeth and taking my calcium and multivitamin pills, I seldom overlook my three-step routine: clean, exfoliate, and moisturize.
Luke's already asleep when I turn out the bathroom light and walk into our room. doubting I can sleep just yet, I confiscate my Bible from the oak table and start into the living room so I won't disturb Luke.
"Read here," he says.
"Oh, I thought you were asleep."
"Almost," he says. "But you won't bother me."
"I thought this might help," I say, holding up my Bible.
He doesn't seem surprised that I need a little help.
"Try Psalm 37," he suggests.
I sit down, put my feet up on the chaise, adjust my robe, and turn to the Psalms. I have had occasion to practically memorize a few of them, but not this one.
"Psalm 37?" I ask.
He nods.
I turn to it and begin reading. "'do not fret,'" I read aloud.
I look at Luke. He smiles before he closes his eyes, unable to keep them open any longer.
Silently and slowly I read the first eleven verses of Psalm 37 and find wise words that are not altogether unfamiliar: Trust God, delight in him, wait on him.
I return my Bible to its place on the table and turn out the light. I know I could not have received better advice, and I plan to heed it, but I can't suppress a sigh as I carefully make my way across the room in the dark and slip into bed beside my husband.
Chapter Two
Tuesday
Kendy
I open my eyes and can hardly discern the dresser six feet from my face.
Not good.
(Continues...)
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