Table of Contents
Part 1 Wanderers
1 Tashkent-a more dazzling vision 3
Begin with the glow
Pilgrims
Beautiful error
The implausible story
A magpie existence
Corrective (Un)homelike
Shakhrisahz
2 The Hunger Steppe-to transform the world into signs 27
The raven's claw
Shadows of earthly things
3 Samarkand-I have set before thee an open door 61
Ancient versus modern
Heroes
Turkestan Album
The crows
How sweet you are, you hitter life!
The German sense of order
The missionary effect
These two drops
The place of hunger
Star catalogue
Part 2 Home-ache
4 Kok Ota-sad comedy of the border 89
Blue Grandfather
Eat this book
The Home in the East
The outsider comes in
The insider goes out
The taste of love
Who we are
5 Bukhara-safely to arrive at home 115
Halfway
The ethnic ghost
The photograph
Cultural show
Alphabet of bone
Writing coming home
The supplicants
La vie immédiate
The dreamers
6 The Desert-the wall is no more, nor those who daubed it 151
Claas Epp syndrome
All or none Revisions
Elementary German homework
Other deserts, other endings
Interviews with converts
A few conclusions
Your stories, my elders
Apocalyptic Mirror
Sight
Voice
Paradoxes of martyrdom
Elizabeth's dragon
A swollen book
The words of departure
Part 3 The Place of Refuge
7 Khiva-all in a pale and ghostly light 205
Algorithm
Eisegesis
Photography and the angels
Grandfather Lantern
The light thief
The lone curator
Everyone shines
Saturated
I'm not local
Love story
8 Ak Metchet-the world didn't end 249
This is our valley
The historians
Love story (second draft)
Prayer
The returnee
The leaky caravanserai
Stories of brown girlhood
9 Tashkent-a land gleams at us from afar 287