Originally published immediately after the Russian revolution, this translation of Tolstoy's 1895-1899 journals is remarkable for what it captures of both the time and the man.
In it, he wrestles with God, the nature of consciousness, love, marriage, religion, socialism, writing, and the nature of reality.
"Now I am an ordinary man, L. N. (Tolstoi), and animal, and now I am the messenger of God. I am all the time the same man."
"There is no greater prop for a selfish, peaceful life, than the occupation of art for art's sake."
Nearing 70, he was also struggling with his health and frequent bouts of depression.
Yet the power of his intellect and his forceful persistence in trying to understand his life come through in nearly every page. Increasingly radical in his thinking, he never fails to fascinate, even while indulging in the very weaknesses he deplores.
A remarkable document of a remarkable life, this book includes a lengthy introduction, biographical material on Tolstoy, and notes about the writing he was working on in this period.
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