The Human Half

The Human Half

by Deborah Brown
The Human Half

The Human Half

by Deborah Brown

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Overview

Threaded with echoes of familial trauma—a sister’s battle with cancer, a brother’s struggles with depression—the lyric poems in The Human Half reveal an open-hearted speaker who finds solace in the beauties of celestial navigation, the flowers along the railroad tracks, and the brushwork of Vermeer and Van Gogh. Filled with quirks of perception, Deborah Brown holds space for wonder amidst of life’s seasons of longing.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781942683803
Publisher: BOA Editions, Ltd.
Publication date: 05/07/2019
Series: American Poets Continuum , #173
Pages: 112
Product dimensions: 5.90(w) x 8.80(h) x 0.30(d)

About the Author

Deborah Brown’s first book, Walking the Dog’s Shadow (BOA Editions, 2009), won the A. J. Poulin Jr. Award from BOA Editions and a New Hampshire Literary Award. With Maxine Kumin and Annie Finch, she edited Lofty Dogmas: Poets on Poetics (Univ. of Arkansas Press, 2005). With Richard Jackson and Susan Thomas, she translated the poems in Last Voyage: Selected Poems of Giovanni Pascoli (Red Hen Press, 2010). She lives in Warner, NH.

Read an Excerpt

Write About This

About somebody else’s past life,
about Theseus’ dark twists and turns
so like your own. About someone missing
in the ruthless country, the hundreds of delicate spirals
on the surface of Mars, the barn that droops
lower each year, or about how it feels to be
stranded halfway between here and there.

Or write about the unhappiness in the dream of a funeral
or how animals make faces that look like people.
Or when the burn pile is stacked like a street of offices
and the leaves shine golden as coins on hillsides,
or when the wind hints about the day that basks
in its own juices. Or write about being
worried by all the beauty, about missing it.
About when we can’t miss anything anymore. How
will that work? Or write about an evening full
of squirrels flying between us, telling us.
These are recipes for what I am seeking,
or what I have seen in a portrait here and there
and in a story about where the nightingale has gone.

The Human Half

Wind whistles in from the shed
and past us. I see traces of wildness
in every house and, in the eye of a friend,
the raw gleam of a machete.

One hand in the oven, the other
out the kitchen door into the storm.
Raw house, always half-built.
Raw human, still harebrained,
the part that loves and the part
that does not. It begins
with the sperm’s wild dash
to the egg.

There’s a tribe that “opens”
a person by making him laugh or
by splitting his skull. Among the Bororo,
to cook is to hear and answer the call
of rotten wood. I’m consumed by who
is cooked and who is not. Half-baked,
my father used to say, meaning I was
half in a state of nature, the yeast still rising.

To Birdsong and the Owlfly

No cloud sees a route through the sky.
No bird—not hermit thrush or house wren—
hears the song he sings or his own rasp,
chirp or chuffle the way I do.

Winter birdsong is like the spiraling
trail an owlfly leaves for anyone
to follow, like the pitfall trap made
to catch an ant. The song catches me.

Notice how the owlfly’s name is half bird,
half insect. I wonder if it hunts
with sealed lips the way I am hunting, mute
as a hummingbird, for some way to speak.

What I Know about the Night Sky

The new moon is never visible
on the night of the New Moon,
though when the sky is darkest
you sometimes see fireballs flash,
and through the night,
newly-bare branches reach towards the sky
while my brother has electric shock therapy,
convulsions he won’t remember. They cut
some connections in the brain,
the ones that fine-tune grief.

While I pace, I look for Andromeda,
so many light years away that the rays
I see tonight were emitted
when wooly mammoths and sabre-toothed tigers
roamed here. The next day my brother
reaches out to me from the darkness
he’s wrapped in. He tests the light.

A New Geography

On the days she walks beside me,
I remember Eratosthenes, how he used shadows
to calculate the earth’s circumference,
coined the word for where objects are.

Though we don’t know how they lived,
we can locate lost peoples—
the Maya, the Angkor, the people of Easter Island—
an atlas of nations, names
for lost, floating bodies of land—

an invisible reality hidden near us, living with us
the way her shadow curves along beside me.

Table of Contents

I

Voices 13

Write About This 14

The Human Half 15

Landscapes 16

Matisse's Vase Says 17

Memory Box 18

Switching Hands 19

Passion Flower 20

Not at Rest 21

In Black and White and Red 24

A Woman Holds a Balance in Jan Vermeer's Painting 25

Ocular 26

Midden 27

To Birdsong and the Owlfly 28

II

The Unpainted House 31

What I Know About the Night Sky 33

Ghost Prattle 34

The Red Suit 35

A Piece of the Moon 36

A New Geography 37

Here's Looking 38

Next to the Railroad Tracks 39

I'm Done 40

On the Day You Come Back 41

Fingerprints 42

Navigation 43

The Nightmare 44

I Am So Dark 45

Despair 46

What to Call a Chicken 47

III

After the Beginning, Before the End 51

At the Tree Line 52

Tidal 53

Various Rains 54

Oyster River Seafood Market 55

Collage: Whispers, News 56

The White Spruce 58

The Understory 59

From a Garden in Corniglia 60

Star/Garden 61

Just to Be Clear 62

The Green Scent of Snow 63

Tomaz Salamun Meets Metka Krašovec 64

Dear Metka Krašovec 65

Wrong Turn in a Snowstorm 66

In the Cambrian 67

Lilac Manual 68

Winter White 69

In the Snowfield 70

Acknowledgments 73

About the Author 74

Colophon 80

What People are Saying About This

From the Publisher

“Deborah Brown brings to her poems an attentiveness so fine, and so intense, that it concentrates into passion. With her probing curiosity, her seemingly galactic range of tone and subject, and her masterful ear, this poet asks the most fundamental questions: 'How to do celestial navigation for myself,/for whoever is left?' Deborah Brown’s The Human Half makes an original and profound contribution to contemporary poetry.” —Peter Campion

“Everywhere between the Cambrian and earthly world to the stars and our lost moon, Deborah Brown sees a world as various and rich as her language, and in many ways because of it. Fernando Pessoa wrote that words ‘are tangible bodies, visible sirens, incarnate sensualities,’ which is to say they lead us, as Deborah’s superb book does, into worlds beyond them. It is sight that guides her, as observation, dream or memory, through a startling style that ranges from a kind of realistic surrealism to realism. It is perhaps the dramatic tension involved in trying to see so much that lends her its power: as she writes in one poem: ‘At twilight, even birds lose part of their vision.’ No matter. Here is a world of objects as you have never seen them before, and the way she sees them reveals a way of living in the world that can only enrich our lives. More than a book, this is a world you need to enter.” —Richard Jackson

“There is a kind of scientific curiosity in these poems, a keenness of intellect and passion for knowing, but through feeling rather than reason (‘With fingers warm and thirsty, I steal: / a pomegranate, a silverfish and once, / strawberries in a thatched box.’) Accomplished and thrilling, engaged and engaging, these poems sway toward and away from ‘the human half’ in fascinating and surprising ways—the other half being the world and its astonishments.” —Joan Houlihan

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