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In her compelling way, Dion Fortune combines romance, suspense, and the search for truth and meaning in this psychological thriller that deals ultimately with the growth of consciousness and the path to self-knowledge.
Wealthy, skeptical Hugh Paston, shocked by the death of his wife with her lover in a car crash, finds himself at a crossroads in his life. In search of a distraction, he wanders into the shop of an antiquarian bookseller who befriends him and sparks his interest in occult literature. Hugh is drawn to study the Eleusinian Mysteries and, determined to evoke Pan, the goat-foot god, he buys Monks Farm, a former monastery, long unused and sinking into ruin. With the aid of Mona Wilton, a young artist, Hugh refurbishes and revitalizes the property in preparation for the rites. In the ancient monastery, he is possessed by the spirit of a fifteenth-century prior, Ambrosius, who had been walled up in the cellar for practicing certain pagan rituals he had discovered in old Greek manuscripts in the monastery library—rituals dedicated to Pan.
Product Details
| ISBN-13: | 9781609253998 |
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| Publisher: | Red Wheel/Weiser |
| Publication date: | 06/23/2023 |
| Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
| Format: | eBook |
| Pages: | 389 |
| Sales rank: | 889,718 |
| File size: | 1 MB |
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The Goat-Foot God
A Novel
By DION FORTUNE
Samuel Weiser, Inc.
Copyright © 2013 Dion FortuneAll rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-60925-399-8
CHAPTER 1
The double doors of 98 Pelham Street opened to the latch-key of their owner, who, to judge from his habiliments, had just returned from a funeral. The butler who advanced to meet him in the outer hall and take from him his neatly-rolled umbrella, his top-hat with the deep mourning band, and his close-fitting black overcoat, damp with rain—for one cannot hold up an umbrella during the actual committing of the body to the ground—endeavoured to put into his expression the exactly right proportions of sympathy and deprecation.
The problem was not an easy one, and he had given a lot of thought to it while awaiting his master's return. Too much sympathy was very definitely not called for; but, on the other hand, too much deprecation would be in bad taste, and probably resented as indicating an over-intimate acquaintance with painful private affairs. He finally decided to have both expressions ready and take his cue from his master's countenance. But that impassive, cadaverous visage told him nothing; in fact his employer might as well have been hanging his hat on the hat-stand as placing it in a human hand for all the indication he gave of recognising the presence of a fellow-being who presumably had an immortal soul.
Hugh Paston passed through the wide inner hall and into his study, shut the door behind him, and helped himself to a drink from the cocktail cabinet. He needed it.
He flung himself into an enormous arm-chair beside the hearth, and extended his feet to the electric fire. The soles of his shoes, wet with churchyard clay, began to steam, but he never heeded them. He sat motionless, staring into the glow; endeavouring, if the truth were known, to solve exactly the same problem that had so severely taxed his butler.
He had just returned from the funeral of his wife, who had been killed in a motoring accident. That is no uncommon occurrence. Most men have wives, and motoring accidents are frequent. But this was not quite an ordinary motoring accident. The car had gone up in flames; and though the proprietor of the Red Lion Hotel, at whose gates the accident had occurred, had identified the bodies as those ofa Mr and Mrs Thompson, well known to him as frequent visitors for several years past, an inscription inside the watch found on the man had identified him as Trevor Wilmott, one of Hugh Paston's most intimate friends, and an inscription inside the wedding-ring of the woman had identified her as Hugh Paston's wife.
What should be the attitude of a husband at once outraged and bereaved? Should it be grief and forgiveness or a disgusted repudiation? Hugh Paston did not know. He only knew he had had a severe shock, and was just beginning to rouse from the dazed numbness that had been a merciful anesthetic against the full stress of the blow. He had been hit on every tender spot on which a man could be hit. If Frida had left a note on her dressing-table to say that she was eloping with Trevor Wilmott, he would have pitied and forgiven. But they were actually on their way home when the accident occurred; she had phoned to say she would be back in time for tea. Trevor himself was dining with them that evening. The thing had indisputably been going on for a considerable period; it must, in fact, have been going on from the earliest days of the marriage, if the innkeeper's chronology were to be relied on.
Sitting there, sipping his drink and gazing at the impersonal glow of the electric fire, Hugh Paston began to go over things in his mind, asking himself what he felt, and what he had better think.
The soles of Hugh's shoes had long ceased to steam and were beginning to crack by the time he had finished reviewing his life with Frida in the light of what he now knew. He had believed that there had once been mutual love between himself and Frida, even if it had not stood the test of marriage. And he asked himself again and again what it was that had killed that love? Had marriage with him been a disillusioning experience for Frida? He sighed, and supposed that that was it. So far as he knew, he had left nothing undone that he could have done. But evidently he had not filled the bill. He compared Trevor and Frida to Tristram and Iseult, and left it at that.
He rose suddenly to his feet. One thing he knew for certain, he couldn't stop in the house. He would go out for a walk, and when he was tired, turn in at some hotel and phone his man to bring along his things. He looked round at the room with its shadow less, concealing lighting and rectilinear furniture, which contrived at one and the same time to be so austere and so bulky, and the jagged points in the pattern of the carpet and hangings stabbed at him like so many dentist's drills.
He went hastily out into the hall. The butler was not about, and he got his hat and coat unaided. He closed the big doors silently behind him and set out at a brisk pace northward. But by the time he had crossed Oxford Street, and was making his way through the modified version of Mayfair that lies beyond it, he had slackened his pace. He had had precious little food or sleep since the inquest had revealed certain facts, and that is a thing which takes it out of a man.
Tired of going north, and finding that the district was beginning to get sordid, he turned sharp right, and in another moment found himself in a narrow and winding street of shabby aspect, given up chiefly to second-hand furniture-dealing and cheap eating-houses.
Hugh Paston made his way down this dingy thoroughfare slowly. His energy did not amount to a brisk walk, but he had no wish to return to the deadly emptiness of his home. He found the curious old thoroughfare interesting, enabling him to turn his mind away from the things on which it had been grinding for days. The rag-bag stock-in-trade amused him, and he stood contemplating it. No one bothered him; no one importuned him to buy. Everyone was completely indifferent to his existence. Which was as he wished it to be. Had he taken his walk abroad in Mayfair, he would have been hailed at every turn by his friends, inquisitive and eager for information, or embarrassed and anxious to be kind. Whereas the one thing he wanted was to be allowed to crawl away quietly and lick his wounds.
He sauntered on, dislodged from his contemplation of early Victorian mantelpiece ornaments and Oriental Brummagem by the reek of the eating-house next door, and paused in front of a second-hand bookshop across the front of which the words: 'T. jelkes, Antiquarian Book-seller' showed faintly on the faded paint. The usual outside tables had been withdrawn owing to the heavy rain, but a kind of bin stood just inside the narrow entry that gave access to a half-glass door painted a faded green. The hard glare of an incandescent lamp immediately opposite supplemented the fading light of the stormy sunset and enabled the books in the bin to be examined in spite of the gathering dusk. It was an advantageous situation for a second-hand bookshop, thought Hugh, for the stock required no great amount of light for its display, and the owner could very well let the borough council do his illuminating for him.
He began to pick over the contents of the bin idly, previous experience having taught him that no lively, Latin or eager Hebrew would shoot out to try and sell him something, but that everything was sunk in decent Anglo-Saxon indifference to business. Picking over the books in a twopenny bin is an amusing business, providing one does not mind getting dirty. The assortment consisted chiefly of antiquated piousness and fly-blown fiction. A local lending-library had apparently been disposing of discarded volumes, and by the time a local lending-library thinks a volume is ripe for disposal, it is decidedly fruity. Hugh picked over the decomposing literature doubtfully, but failing to decipher the titles, decided not to imperil his eyesight with the contents.
A reasonably clean blue binding heaved up from the welter like a log in rapids, and he fished for it hopefully. It proved to be a battered library edition of a popular novel, long since out in a pocket reprint. He dipped into it by the light of the glaring incandescence behind him. He knew by the name on the binding that it would be readable, and the title intrigued him. 'The Prisoner in the Opal'——. It raised visions.
He soon found the paragraph that gave the book its title. 'The affair gave me quite a new vision of the world,' he read. 'I saw it as a vast opal inside which I stood. An opal luminously opaque, so that I was dimly aware of another world outside mine.' There was a curious fascination in the rhythm of the prose, and he read on, hoping for more. But he did not find it. The story' then became, apparently, a detective novel, with the amiable Hanaud prancing gaily through it. Hugh began to wonder whether the wrong inside had got bound up into those grubby blue covers. Such things do happen at printing-works upon rare occasions. He skimmed on, unable to catch the drift of the story from his dippings, for it was as full of mystery as an egg is of meat.
He therefore turned to the end, knowing that there has got to be a solution somewhere to even the most mysterious of detective novels. A good detective novel was what he wanted at that moment. Something sufficiently exciting to catch the attention, and sufficiently intelligent to hold it. He dipped and skipped perseveringly, cursing the well-maintained mystery that baffled him. He would soon have read the entire book if he went on like this. And again and again he was puzzled by the fact that the book appeared to bear no conceivable relationship to its title, and had almost fallen back upon his original hypothesis of a binder's error when he lit upon the clue, and read, startled and absorbed, the account of the Black Mass celebrated by the renegade priest and the dissolute woman. Here was something that would certainly both hold the attention and intrigue the intellect.
He opened the dingy green door, hearing as he did so the clang of a bell that gave warning of his presence, and entered the shop, his discovery in his hand.
The shop was in darkness, save for such light from the street-lamp as made its way between the volumes ranged in ranks in the window. The characteristic smell of ancient books was heavy on the air; but through that smell came faint wafts of another smell; aromatic, pungent, sweet. It was not incense; at least, it was not church incense; and it was not joss-sticks or pastilles. It contained something of all three, and something else beside, which he could not place. It was very faint, as if the draft of the opening door had disturbed vague wafts of it where they lay hidden in crevices among the books. Coming as it did immediately upon his reading of the Black Mass and its stinking incense, and coming in darkness, it affected him to a degree that startled him, and he felt with A. E. W. Mason's hero, as if' the shell of the world might crack and some streak of light come through'. For a moment the obsession of the recent happenings was broken; the memory of them was gone from him as if a wet sponge had been passed across a slate, and his mind was suddenly made new, receptive, quivering, in anticipation of what was about to be given it.
He heard someone stirring in an inner room, and the sound of a match being struck. Evidently the bookshop did not run to electric light. Then a dim warm radiance shone across the floor in a broad streak, coming from under a curtain slung across a doorless gap between the books, and in another moment he saw the figure of a tall stooping man in a dressing-gown, or some such voluminous garment, thrusting aside the curtain and coming through into the front shop. The curtain fell back into place again, and everything was once more in darkness.
"Pardon me," said a voice, "I will strike a light. I was not expecting that anyone would call this wet evening."
A match scraped, and then flared, and he had a momentary glimpse of a vulturine head, bald, with a fringe of grizzled red hair; a great eagle's beak seemed on its way to make junction with the prominent Adam's apple in the stringy neck, left bare by a low and crumpled soft collar, and a big Jaeger camel's-hair dressing-gown enveloped all the rest.
"Damn!" said a voice as the match went out.
That single word told Paston that he had to do with a man of education, a gentleman, a man not too remotely removed from his own world. Not thus do the proletariat swear when they burn their fingers.
Another match flared up, and carefully shielding it with his large bony hands, the individual in the dressinggown reached up to his full height and lit an incandescent gasolier hanging from the ceiling in the centre of the room. Only a very tall man could have done it, and the proprietor of the bookshop, if that were what he was, revealed himself as a great gaunt framework of a man, his loose clothes hanging slackly upon him; his ungirt dressing-gown with its trailing cords making him look like a huge bat hung up by its hooked wings in sleep. But Paston saw much in that single glimpse, even as he had heard much in that single word; the ancient and nondescript garments were not cheap reach-me downs, but honest Harris tweed. As the light flared up and his eyes took in the books ranged all round him, he saw at once that the twopenny bin was no criterion of the contents of the shop, but was filled with unregarded throw-outs, and that the bookseller was a specialist and a scholar.
Hugh held out towards him the grubby blue volume in his hand.
"I got this out of your twopenny bin," he said.
The bookseller peered at it.
"Now how did that get into the twopenny bin?" he demanded, as if enquiring of the book itself.
"Is it more than twopence?" asked Hugh Paston, inwardly amused, and wondering whether he would be called upon to wrangle over odd coppers before the book was his.
"No, no, certainly not," said the bookseller. "If it was in the twopenny bin, I'll charge you twopence for it. But I wouldn't have exposed it to that indignity willingly. I have a regard for books." He looked up suddenly and transfixed his interlocutor with a piercing glance. "I have a feeling for them that some people have for horses."
"Are they' wittles and drink' to you?" said Paston, smiling.
"They are that," said the bookseller. "Shall I wrap it up for you?"
"No thanks, I'll take it as it is. By the way, have you got anything else in the same line?"
It was as if an iron shutter, such as he might pull down outside his shop, came down over the bookseller's face.
"You mean something else by A. E. W. Mason?"
"No, I mean something else about the—er—Black Mass."
The bookseller eyed him suspiciously, not to be drawn.
"I have got Huysmans' 'Lá-Bas' in French."
"I can't be bothered to read French at the moment. I want something light. Have you got a translation of it?"
"There is no translation, nor ever will be."
"Why ever not?"
"The British public wouldn't stand for it."
"Is it as French as all that?"
"No."
"I'm afraid you're beyond me. Have you got anything else in English along the same lines?"
"There is nothing written."
"Nothing written that you know of, I suppose you mean?"
"There is nothing written."
"Oh well, I suppose you know. Here is your twopence."
"Thanks. Good-night."
"Good-night."
Paston found himself outside in the dark, a light rain falling. He had no intention of going back to his own house that night, and as the light rain promised to be the forerunner of a series of squalls he cast about in his mind for the nearest hotel that would suit his mood of the moment. For on leaving the bookshop behind his previous mood had returned; memories had risen again like ghosts in the gathering dusk, and he wished urgently to get back among bright lights and other people. But not his friends. The last thing he wanted was his friends. He did not want people to talk to him. -He just wanted to see them moving about him in bright light.
There did not seem much hope of a taxi in that down at heel district, but it was apparently a short cut to a good many places, and at that moment a taxi turned into it. Paston signalled, and it drew in to the kerb.
He gave the driver the address of one of the big railway hotels, and got in. The cab swung round and bore him away into the width and straightness and brightness of a main road, and he heaved a sigh of relief.
Presently they arrived at the huge facade of the designated hotel, and he went into the lounge and ordered a whisky and soda, and lighting a cigarette, settled down to his book; the whisky and soda had soothed him temporarily, and his nerves were less on edge for the moment. He read rapidly, following the twists and turns of detectives and corpses with impatience. He was not reading for the story. He was reading for information. Information about the opal and its prisoner. Information about the Black Mass that had so caught his fancy and intrigued him.
He gathered from this hasty perusal that the Black Mass was a somewhat messy affair; that a renegade priest was necessary for its performance; also a lady of at least easy manners. He did not discover exactly what was done; nor for what purpose people went to all this trouble. The ceremony in itself did not particularly interest him; not being a believer, he was not especially scandalised; it was no more to him than a Parisian music-hall. The psychology of it escaped him.
(Continues...)
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Table of Contents
Contents
CHAPTER I
CHAPTER II
CHAPTER III
CHAPTER IV
CHAPTER V
CHAPTER VI
CHAPTER VII
CHAPTER VIII
CHAPTER IX
CHAPTER X
CHAPTER XI
CHAPTER XII
CHAPTER XIII
CHAPTER XIV
CHAPTER XV
CHAPTER XVI
CHAPTER XVII
CHAPTER XVIII
CHAPTER XIX
CHAPTER XX
CHAPTER XXI
CHAPTER XXII
CHAPTER XXIII
CHAPTER XXIV
CHAPTER XXV
CHAPTER XXVI
CHAPTER XXVII
CHAPTER XXVIII
CHAPTER XXIX
CHAPTER XXX
CHAPTER XXXI
A MAGICAL INVOCATION OF PAN