The Emperor, C'est Moi

by Hugo Horiot, Linda Coverdale (Translator)

Overview

Hugo Horiot is in love with wheels and all that cranks or turns. He is obsessed with the otherworldly language of pipes—they run, he imagines, from his family home to the center of the earth. He causes endless trouble at home and hates school. He muses: “I dream asleep, I dream awake”—but he dreams so hard he shuts out the world with reveries that are not just curious but dangerous and painful too. School is a prison he must escape, his teachers oppressors, and his classmates “a band of jolly torturers.” This is the portrait of a boy who might happen to suffer from autism, but who is also a beautiful rebel inspired to blaze his own path through childhood to find an enduring sense of personal freedom.

Product Details

ISBN-13:	9781609806132
Publisher:	Seven Stories Press
Publication date:	04/28/2015
Sold by:	Penguin Random House Publisher Services
Format:	eBook
Pages:	176
File size:	1 MB

About the Author

HUGO HORIOT is a young French actor, director, and writer. In 2005, he was admitted to the Theatre du Jour, a French theater academy, where he studied the art of acting with Pierre Debauche. The Emperor, C'est Moi, the narrative of his experiences with autism, won the Prix Paroles de patients, a French award that recognizes writers writing about disease and healing. The text was later adapted for the stage, with Horiot playing his own character. "I am not cured of Autism," Horiot has said, "I have learned to live with it." He resides in Paris. 
 
Translator LINDA COVERDALE holds a Ph.D. in French Studies from the Johns Hopkins University and has translated over seventy books. A Chevalier de l'Ordre des Arts et des Lettres, she has won the 2004 International IMPAC Dublin Literary Award, the 2006 Scott Moncrieff Prize, and the French-American Foundation Translation Prize in both 1997 and 2008. She lives in Brooklyn.

Table of Contents

I Big Bang

Numbers and Letters in the Stars 15

Wheels and Me 17

The Tractor 21

Pipes 22

Gleaming Green Tiles 27

Faster Than Light or Kindergarten for Jerks 30

The Red Telephone 33

Mama's Belly 35

Welcome, Without Any Fuss or Fanfare 37

Hermine 38

Imprisoned: Forgotten 39

My Tree on My Planet of Sand 41

The War of the Kindergartens 43

Kick in the Head 50

The Apple 52

The Dictator and the Diplomat 54

The Shit in Me and Me in It 57

Turtledove My Love 60

Conditioner 62

II Ashes and Ruins

How I Died at the Age of Six 69

The Emperor, C'est Moi 71

Trajectory 73

When I Daydream 74

From Dragons to Humans to Vampires 76

Hugo Versus Julien 80

The Little Girl, the Tyranny of Impulse, and Me 84

Caution: Public Menace! 87

III The Black Years

From Resistance to Collaboration 95

Reverse Discrimination 102

The Pig Trough 105

Razor Blades in My Mouth 107

Odile 111

Politics and I 113

IV The Theater and Transgression

The Giant of the Cinema 123

Smooth Outside, Empty Inside or The Loser Who Was Taken for a Big Shot 126

This Is Where We Met 131

Even Trollops Mend Their Skirts or Lucretia's Lesson 133

The How of the Why 135

Epilogue

To All Those Who 139

Cannibal Yourself or What I Was Lucky to Have Been Spared 141

In Praise of the Norm 143

When the Storm Has Passed 145

Afterword Françoise Lefèvre

My Child of the Abyss 149

Notes 157

Editorial Reviews

An astonishing and riveting tale from the ‘inside’ of autism—brave, brutal, funny, triumphant and terribly moving.  As a doctor, I had no idea, and now I do.  Required reading for anyone—parent, teacher, school-mate, health-care worker—who knows a person with this syndrome.” —Samuel Shem, M.D, author of The House of God and The Spirit of the Place.

“Haunting, original, dazzling in its mixture of fancy and specificity, a welcome addition to memory and understanding...” —Tim Page, author of Parallel Play

"Hugo Horiot refuses to allow his Autistic behaviors to control his life. Instead, he uses them to put himself in a position of power, triumphantly emerging from his violent, isolated world with only his mother’s help. An important read for the growing number of individuals with Autism who wish to live independent and purposeful lives." —Suzanne Reek, President, The Autism Society of America, Nassau/Suffolk Chapter

"It's a beautiful book, moving, fascinating, that grants us entry to a strange and sometimes frightening world..." —Brigitte Axelrad, Science et pseudo-sciences

"Truth glares from the pages, which we read with heart overflowing, sharing the experience of the boy trapped inside himself." —La Libre Belgique

"Equal parts love and pain, Hugo Horiot’s evocative account of his struggle with Autism Spectrum Disorder shares with us the penetrating insights of a tortured mind at odds with a society that does not accept him. In allowing the reader to enter the private world he retreated into as a child, Horiot forces us to reevaluate how we view those with psychological differences." —Christopher Teare, Cognitive Training For Autism, Harvard University
 

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