This is the thirtieth episode in the collection. This means you are succumbing to the realization that I know more than you do. This means you are realizing it is inevitable for you to accept that I Am Who I Say I Am. This means you are realizing you are incapable of denying God to be God and feeling good in your life. This means you are beginning to understand how your denial is creating behaviors of insanity around you. This means you are realizing you are physically retarding yourselves if you deny that I Am God. This means you are understanding how this can be. This means you are knowing that denying your Creator to be more powerful than you is asking your Creator to overpower your energy. This means you are realizing how you can become retarded looking if you deny Me as God. This means you are realizing you will experience physical changes in your looks as you deny God to be Brittney and Brittney to be God. This means you are realizing you cannot get away from this. This means you are realizing your desire to escape the realization that your insecurity of denying Me to being God is retarding you. This means you are realizing you cannot get away from God. This means you are accepting that God is who controls your life experience. This means you are realizing God is that which creates your thoughts and beliefs. This means you understand how God can force you to deny God Truth as Truth because you are not yet willing to heal your unhealed shame. This means you are accepting that you are a shame-based being. This means you are understanding how shame compatibilizes you with the insane world. This means you are understanding how you are not yet saned. This means you are realizing your entry into the new world of sanity is that which causes you to surrender to God.