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TASTE
A Vampire Fairy Tale
By Melissa Hansen
iUniverse, Inc.
Copyright © 2012 Melissa Hansen
All right reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4759-0268-6
Chapter One
Birthday
Once upon a time, I was a little girl, and the world was beautiful. The wind was warm and tickled my toes. The sun was balmy on my bare skin. I would lie all afternoon in my thick bed of grass, basking in the radiant rays. Oleander and saltwater fragranced the air, while giant marshmallow clouds sailed across blue sky. Tingles of sunbeams delighted my lily-white skin, and my cheeks blushed redder than a plump, ripe tomato.
It was time to explore. I sprang to my feet and giggled. The lawn tickled my feet; I liked it. Suddenly I spotted a pathway of pebbles. The tiny stones called out to me, their gravelly sound growing louder as I stepped upon them. The path was situated at the threshold to the forest. I wasn't supposed to go into the forest, but adventure beckoned.
I rushed across the jagged trail and stepped inside the forbidden forest. My pink dress swayed gracefully in the breeze as I leaped from little stone to big stone. The lapping of nearby water harmonized with the rhythmic hissing of the cicadas. It was an opus composed solely for my enchanted dance on tiptoes. The sun and I played peek-a-boo through the heavily hung Spanish moss that drooped from the scrawny pines. This is a great adventure, I thought to myself as I moved along.
Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed a beautiful blue flower. My ballet became a gallop as I breathlessly dashed toward it. I leaned over and ruthlessly snapped its tiny neck. "Gotcha," I giggled as the flower lay lifeless in the palm of my small hand.
Then suddenly the strangest sensation overwhelmed me. Someone was watching. I could feel it. I looked around and caught a fleeting glimpse of the most mesmerizing lady. She had long blond hair, fair skin, and honey-colored eyes. She was a golden princess. Our gaze met for a brief moment, and then she smiled at me before turning away. I watched the black butterfly on the back of her neck gleam in the sun between her gilded tresses as she fled though the forest. She was fast like an animal, and as I blinked, she disappeared.
I sighed to myself with a shrug and pressed on. My gaze shifted to the white flowers nearby. On tiptoes, I leaped toward the small, crooked stone ahead and landed with a thud. Like a rubber band at full extension, I stretched my skinny arm as far as it would go and struggled to snap the white one's neck. It wouldn't budge. I pulled harder, grunting and groaning, but it still wouldn't give. Then suddenly the stem snapped, thrusting me backward with tremendous force. I lost my balance and stumbled over the wiry tangle of mangrove roots underfoot.
I was an instant from plummeting into a cradle of water brimming with tiny sea creatures when suddenly time stood still, slowing to an almost motionless suspension. I had been swept up by strong, shielding arms and rescued from the ocean's stifling embrace. A most curious aroma filled my senses; a fragrant burst of metallic candy permeated the air. I inhaled the strange sweetness and watched the listless flitter of tiny insects floating in midair around me against the amber blaze of the evening sun. I looked to my left at a tiny hummingbird; even his hover appeared petrified. The world was more magical than I had ever thought possible.
Suddenly I was propelled through the air at an incredible speed. The wind whistled in my ears, and my body trembled with exhilaration while the woods sped past. Faster than the spread of fire, I soared through the pines as though upon the wings of a mythical bird. The swift motion overwhelmed me, and I could feel myself losing consciousness in the strong arms of my savior.
Eventually I awoke on a bed of grass. The world was running at normal speed again, and when I sat up, I noticed him. He was wearing all black, hiding behind the gnarly roots of a banyan tree. My rescuer, I thought to myself. A jagged snarl of dark hair hung in front of his pale face. Only his glorious green eyes were visible, peeking out at me from behind his unkempt tangle of tresses.
"Come out, come out, wherever you are," I whispered.
"Hello," he replied, slinking forward from behind the wiry tree roots.
I didn't know him, but I liked him already. He was beautiful, not quite a man, but not just a boy either&madash;he was something in between.
"Do you know the golden princess?" I asked. "The one with the butterfly?"
He shook his head and grinned. "I don't think so." His voice was posh with an English accent. He sounded like royalty.
I sighed. He was like a knight from a fairy tale&madash;tall and strong with the fairest skin I'd ever seen.
He cocked his mess of inky hair to the side and whispered, "Do you know the golden princess?" His lips were pressed together in a smile.
"No, silly!" I laughed, brushing the dirt and grass from my pink dress. "I don't know her either."
We smiled together.
"I'm Hope," I divulged, spinning around in circles on tiptoes. "Today is my birthday."
"Happy birthday," he said, his soft voice sailing upon the gentle current of the warm wind.
"I'm seven." I leaped through the air like a ballerina, his green eyes following my spin with a guarded gaze. "How old are you?"
He didn't respond.
"Well?" I insisted. The longer I stared at him, the more his featureless face fascinated me with its vagueness. He was beautiful, yes, but nothing more than an enigmatic blur of imprecise pink lips, a nice, notable nose, and jaw-length rumpled hair.
"I'm very old," he finally replied with a smile.
"Funny," I said, "you don't look very old."
"Why aren't you at the party?" he said, changing the subject.
I shrugged. "I didn't want to be there." My eyes swelled with sadness. "It's not a birthday party, you know." I leaned in closer, fighting back tears. "It's the other kind of party&madash;a sad party."
He nodded knowingly, his green eyes radiating.
I twirled around again. "Thank you for saving me."
"You're welcome."
A gust of warm wind carried the familiar scent of metallic sweetmeats in my direction. A surge of tin and cinnamon saturated my senses with its peculiar potency. It was his scent. I stopped twirling and inhaled him deeply. I giggled.
"What is it ... the golden princess?" he teased in his elegant voice.
"No, silly!" I laughed, looking up at his broad shoulders blocking the sun's rays like a tall tower. "It's you." I inhaled again and smiled before spinning around in a circle. I laughed and stopped. I was a little dizzy and off kilter.
He laughed too.
I watched him brush his pale arms with his hands, as though he was brushing dirt from his skin, and then I noticed something. Two small objects were tucked in the crook of his arm. "What are you holding?" I asked.
"Books," he replied, taking them in his pale hand. "My sketchbook," he said, sliding a small, red, leather book into his back pocket. "And this ...," he said, holding out an antique book with a brown, leather cover. "This is one of my favorites."
"What is it?" I asked, taking the old book from him.
"Romeo and Juliet," he replied tenderly.
I shrugged, thumbing through the pages. The book smelled like a stale cellar, and the parchment practically crumbled with the touch of my tiny fingers. "It smells funny." I grimaced.
"It's old." He laughed.
I stopped smelling the book and looked up at him. "Well what's it about?"
"Um ..." He grinned awkwardly, his white teeth sparkling. "Forbidden love," he replied.
I swallowed uneasily, my cheeks flushing with chagrin.
"And death." His voice grew grimmer and his face more rigid.
My expression dropped. I nervously handed the book back to him.
He laughed under his breath. "It's a pleasure to meet you," he said, extending his pale hand toward me.
I perked up immediately with the sweet sound of his voice and timidly slid my tiny hand into the palm of his. I gasped. He was cold like ice, and his touch startled me with a terrifying fright. I looked up at him again. He was still beautiful, but a hardened kind of beautiful. The emerald green of his eyes had been replaced by a mesmerizing metallic shine. "Oh my," I whispered, my eyes glued to his in a magnetic stare.
"You've been injured," he snapped, his tone severe.
"I—I am?" I said nervously, noticing the thin streaks of blood that seeped along my wrist in steady trails like vines.
He nodded slowly, his eyes suddenly fixed on my arm.
I swallowed hard, feeling my heart pound inside of my tiny body. Then faster than my eyes could process, the beautiful stranger suddenly tore off a piece of my dress to wrap my wound. I stood paralyzed before him, vulnerable, watching the way he inhaled the scent of my blood that now stained his snow-white fingertips.
"Ah," he moaned quietly, licking the fresh droplets from his skin.
I shuddered. Tears welled in my eyes, fright and fascination immobilizing me. I tried to look away, but I was rapt, spellbound by his most terrifying behavior. He savored the drops of my blood on his lips and continued despoiling me with his ravenous stare as though he was waiting for more.
"Just a dream." I sighed, snapping out of my reverie. I tried to catch my breath. I was inebriated, my body deadened, stupefied with inertia. Where was I? I blinked a few times, and when my eyes finally focused, I realized I was still at the bar, in the lavatory, shoved up against the stall door and staring into the brown eyes of a guy I vaguely recognized.
"Thought you'd passed out," he teased with a grin.
"I think I did," I answered groggily.
"Happy twenty-ninth birthday, Miss Havergale," he whispered, his warm breath tickling my cheek as he spoke.
I sighed. "First, never talk about a woman's age&madash;my birthday is actually tomorrow. And secondly," I teased, now recognizing his young face, "don't call me Miss Havergale."
"But I like it," he purred, stroking the sides of my body with his hands.
His touch was clammy and clumsy. "We shouldn't do this," I asserted, my words sloppy as they spilled from my lips.
"Why? Because I'm your student?"
I laughed, eyeballing his pretty-boy good looks.
"I'm twenty-one," he defended eagerly.
"Oh I can see that," I laughed.
"What's the big deal?" he said, his straggly, blond hair brushing against my cheek.
I looked at the spattering of graffiti on the walls. My eyes focused in on a ramshackle drawing of a heart with the words true love scribed into the center. The image had been stroked out and scribbled over. True love, I thought to myself. My body trembled with a strange elation as though the words themselves somehow summoned a physical response from deep within me, and suddenly I was desperate to slip away to my dream world again.
"C'mon," he urged. "I'm not trying to marry you. I just wanted to have some fun."
I laughed again. Cheap booze and stale sweat seeped through his pores. His warm body reeked of inexperience, and I liked it.
"What are you waiting for?" he taunted impatiently.
I shrugged, tracing the graffiti heart with my finger. "The man of my dreams ..."
"He's not me."
"No. He's not," I snapped.
"But maybe I could—"
"Shh," I whispered, cutting him off. "Don't ruin this." I pressed myself against his taut body, surges of regret coursing through me the moment our lips met. His kiss was sloppy and impatient and immediately confirmed the magnitude of my mistake. Just as I began pushing him off of me, my phone started ringing from inside my pocket. "I have to take this."
"Now?" he whined.
"Yeah. Now. See you at school," I said, pushing him toward the door.
I sighed the moment he left and brought the phone to my ear. It was my father calling. "Hi, Richard," I said. The day my mother died was the last time I used the word dad to his face&madash;that was over twenty years ago. "Don't you have something special to say to your daughter?" I said, assuming he was calling to wish me a happy birthday and take the liberty of slamming my age.
His voice was more curt than normal.
"What's going on?" I asked. Something wasn't right; I could feel it.
"My grandmother died?" I said. "I don't have a grandmother." I could feel the alcohol in me working its foggy magic, boiling my blood like wildfire as my emotions swelled. "Slow down," I demanded, struggling to resume clear-headedness. "A property in her will? But why would she leave it to me?" I took a deep breath. "I'm not going to your office tonight. It's late and ..." Tears welled in my eyes. It was clear that the bastard forgot my birthday. I groaned with frustration. "How long have you known I had a grandmother out there?" The phone went silent, and when he finally spoke, his answer enraged me. "I can't talk to you right now," I said. "Why? Because you're an insensitive&madash;oh forget it," and then I hung up on him.
I tossed the phone to the floor as though it was trash and slammed my back against the stall door. Hate rose in my throat. "Selfish prick," I seethed. "He knew about her. Damn him for not telling me sooner." Saliva burning with rage slithered down the back of my throat. Tears of pain poured from my eyes.
Chapter Two
Death
Today I was that much closer to death. I could almost smell its rotting odor creeping nearer and feel its vacant eyes upon my aging flesh. I despised the fact that birthdays were a reminder of what time you had left to live.
I was twenty-nine. My mother was twenty-nine when she died. It was a frightening thought, one that I was struggling to keep at bay. My father, Richard, never spoke of her anymore. He detached emotionally from everything after her death—even me. For him, love was a punch line, and honesty was more of a commodity, but to ignore the fact that I had a grandmother out there all of these years was despicable, even for him.
I felt sick. My emotions were twisted tightly. I slept late, but not late enough. I wanted to go back to bed and forget that today even existed.
I took a deep breath before studying my reflection in the mirror.
"Almost invisible," I said to myself. The youthful roundness of my face was starting to sag. My skin was a ghastly shade of pale, and thin wrinkles feathered the corners of my eyes. I ran my fingers through my long blond hair and gawked at the cavalcade of lotions organized on the counter; they stood row upon row like an army of promises, and today was as worthy a battle as any. It was my birthday. I needed every ounce of help I could get. The armada of anti-aging defense beckoned me with its cadence call. I grabbed the stout bottle that promised rejuvenation and globbed it on my face. Then suddenly I heard my phone ringing. I sprinted into the living room and grabbed it from my purse.
"Oh, Bradley, it's you." My tone was terse. Bradley was the classic ex-boyfriend that didn't seem to know how to take a hint. No matter how many times I insisted we break up, he maintained that we were soul mates and meant to be together. "You're canceling? Don't feel bad. It's only a birthday," I said, relieved. "I'll have others."
I sauntered across my sparsely decorated loft space toward the oversized windows. I wasn't much for tchotchkes. The rugged charm of the original wooden beams and red brick walls seemed décor enough for my part-time teacher's salary at the college.
"So what's the excuse this time?" I teased. "Working late?" I peered out at the shadow of grayness that cloaked the city. "I understand. You're a doctor ... saving lives and all." It was hard trying to soften the sarcasm in my voice. I watched the legion of tiny people below with umbrellas, marching in unison like little ants. "Richard is the one keeping you at the hospital?" My eyes narrowed. "On my birthday. My father is incredibly inconsiderate." I took a deep breath. "Don't defend him." But I knew Bradley had no other choice; he was an overpaid protégée working under my father at the hospital. He was the son my father wished he'd had.
"Look, Bradley, I'm fine," I interjected. "Work late. Do what you have to do." I hung up and took another deep breath. In all honesty, I was glad he cancelled. I dreaded the thought of spending more time with him.
I turned away from the window and flopped down on my orange, vintage, vinyl excuse-for-a-couch. I pressed my face against the sticky cushions and inhaled. It was fragranced with Bradley's man-flowery cologne. I hated his scent. It reeked of ambition and narcissism. I wondered how I managed to date him for as long as I did. He wasn't my type. Not even close. He was big and boorish and beastly even. There was nothing tender about him&mdashnot the smell of his skin or the tone of his voice&mdashnothing.
I rolled onto my back. "Working late at the hospital ..." I had grown up hearing the excuse every time there was a concert at school, a dance recital, or even a birthday.
I closed my eyes and tried to ignore the nauseating smell of Bradley's scent on my furniture while visions of my eighth birthday flooded my thoughts. I remembered Richard promising me a box of freshly baked cinnamon buns from this little bakery on the corner before getting the call. His presence was required at the hospital. It was late, and there was no one to watch me, so he took me with him. I remembered the way he seduced some young, cute brunette nurse into keeping an eye on me. After a while, the nurse got busy with her own duties, and I got bored.
(Continues...)
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