Table of Contents
Epigraph, xv,
Preface, xvii,
Acknowledgments, xix,
Introduction, xxiii,
Yearning, 1,
My Isolation, 3,
Sit with Me, 4,
I Hear You, 7,
Wasteland, 9,
No More, 10,
Shutters, 13,
Cry, 17,
A Glimpse, 19,
I Don't Want to Let You Go, 25,
Stripping, 29,
Forbidden Love, 36,
I'll Say Good-Bye if You Stay Forever, 41,
Will You, 42,
It's Okay, 44,
Let Me, 49,
Arousal, 54,
Crazy, Hungry Love, 55,
Cold, 59,
Entreaty, 61,
Unnoticed, 66,
Lanced, 69,
Hunger, 70,
Allure, 73,
Recoil, 76,
Agony, 78,
Help Me, 79,
Lost and Found, 81,
Confetti, 84,
Masterpiece, 87,
My Red Sea, 89,
Addicted, 92,
Sanctuary, 93,
Surrender, 95,
Beim Schlafengehen, 96,
I Wrote These Poems for Myself, 106,
I Want the Sky, 107,
Permission, 111,
My Stalker, 112,
Soar, 115,
Le Pardon, 119,
Blue, 120,
Said a Tree, 123,
Molasses, 125,
Dissolution, 127,
Carousels and Coffins, 129,
Dinner Party, 131,
Look Away, 133,
Come Back, 135,
Debris, 136,
Savor, 138,
Longing, 141,
Driveway, 142,
Uninterrupted, 143,
Lover, 144,
The Fan, 160,
A Hard Conversation, 162,
You and Me, 163,
Boulder, 164,
Venetian Ball, 167,
Nightfall, 178,
Sunshine, 179,
Proof, 180,
Repair, 181,
Sovereign, 183,
Epilogue, 185,
About the Author, 189,
From Sunita Merriman's next book, Permission: To Live as Me, 191,