Table of Contents
Author's Note xi
Prologue 1
Chapter 1 Life Behind the Smiley Face 7
Chapter 2 God's Second Paradise 21
Chapter 3 A Double Identity 35
Chapter 4 Somewhere-Anywhere-Far Away 45
Chapter 5 Bare-Branched, but Ready to Bloom 55
Chapter 6 The '99ers 69
Chapter 7 "I Should Have Died a Long Time Ago …" 81
Chapter 8 An Arm Like Frankenstein 91
Chapter 9 Made in the WUSA 105
Chapter 10 Baa, Baa, Black Sheep 119
Chapter 11 "Only a Daughter Cries Like That" 133
Chapter 12 Shadows 145
Chapter 13 "You Can't Go by a Gut Feeling" 153
Chapter 14 Stepping into Liquid 167
Chapter 15 "Don't Let the Devil Steal Your Joy" 179
Chapter 16 The New #1 195
Chapter 17 Pretty Damn Sweet 211
Chapter 18 Unprofessional Professionals 221
Chapter 19 Seattle's Finest 233
Chapter 20 It Just Takes One 245
Chapter 21 The Silver Lining 255
Chapter 22 Bare-Ass Naked on a Lawn 265
Acknowledgments 283