Sam was an indifferent Chicago lawyer content to drift though life on his good looks and his wife's money, until a violent incident shatters his world. Newly addicted to watching Sister North, a nun with a popular TV show, Sam embarks on a trip to Lake Eagleton, Wisconsin to see the wise nun personally, seeking forgiveness and spiritual guidance.
When he arrives, he discovers that he has been watching reruns-Sister North has vanished and all sorts of rumors abound. As he waits, wondering if the elusive nun will ever return, he unexpectedly, he falls in love with Meg, a reclusive waitress at the local restaurant. This was not the answer that he was searching for, yet, for the first time in his life, his feelings are genuine.
Jim Kokoris, the author of the beloved novel The Rich Part of Life, sensitively and compassionately portrays a remarkable story of forgiveness and hope. Undeniably powerful, Sister North is a novel that takes a poignant and humorous look at what passes for faith and love in the twenty-first century.
Sam was an indifferent Chicago lawyer content to drift though life on his good looks and his wife's money, until a violent incident shatters his world. Newly addicted to watching Sister North, a nun with a popular TV show, Sam embarks on a trip to Lake Eagleton, Wisconsin to see the wise nun personally, seeking forgiveness and spiritual guidance.
When he arrives, he discovers that he has been watching reruns-Sister North has vanished and all sorts of rumors abound. As he waits, wondering if the elusive nun will ever return, he unexpectedly, he falls in love with Meg, a reclusive waitress at the local restaurant. This was not the answer that he was searching for, yet, for the first time in his life, his feelings are genuine.
Jim Kokoris, the author of the beloved novel The Rich Part of Life, sensitively and compassionately portrays a remarkable story of forgiveness and hope. Undeniably powerful, Sister North is a novel that takes a poignant and humorous look at what passes for faith and love in the twenty-first century.
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Sam was an indifferent Chicago lawyer content to drift though life on his good looks and his wife's money, until a violent incident shatters his world. Newly addicted to watching Sister North, a nun with a popular TV show, Sam embarks on a trip to Lake Eagleton, Wisconsin to see the wise nun personally, seeking forgiveness and spiritual guidance.
When he arrives, he discovers that he has been watching reruns-Sister North has vanished and all sorts of rumors abound. As he waits, wondering if the elusive nun will ever return, he unexpectedly, he falls in love with Meg, a reclusive waitress at the local restaurant. This was not the answer that he was searching for, yet, for the first time in his life, his feelings are genuine.
Jim Kokoris, the author of the beloved novel The Rich Part of Life, sensitively and compassionately portrays a remarkable story of forgiveness and hope. Undeniably powerful, Sister North is a novel that takes a poignant and humorous look at what passes for faith and love in the twenty-first century.
Product Details
| ISBN-13: | 9781429976459 |
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| Publisher: | St. Martin's Publishing Group |
| Publication date: | 04/01/2010 |
| Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
| Format: | eBook |
| Pages: | 353 |
| Sales rank: | 717,241 |
| File size: | 515 KB |
About the Author
Jim Kokoris is the author of the novel The Rich Part of Life, for which he won the Friends of American Writers Award for Best First Novel of 2001. An excerpt of his novel was also published in Volume VI of "Reader's Digest Select Editions." His humor writing has appeared in Chicago Tribune, USA Weekend, Chicago Sun-Times and Reader's Digest. A graduate of the University of Illinois, Kokoris lives in the Chicago area with his wife Anne and their three sons.
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Sister North
By Jim Kokoris
St. Martin's Press
Copyright © 2003 Jim KokorisAll rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4299-7645-9
CHAPTER 1
Nine months after his divorce, Sam stopped wearing underwear. It was a practical decision rather than any type of statement. After Carol left him, he remained committed to underwear, thinking it a fundamental part of his life. He worked in a very proper, very conservative Chicago law firm that had a dress code, and while the dress code did not specifically mention underwear, it was definitely implied.
After he was fired, he began to reassess the need. Maintaining a clean fleet of boxer shorts took time, effort, and money. He had made one, halfhearted visit to a Laundromat but found the experience so depressing — so many homeless people were there hovering about like ghosts — that he never went back. He then entered a very decadent phase of wearing boxer shorts twice and throwing them out. Finally, after his dry cleaners began charging him three dollars a pair, he made the decision to liberate himself and gave up on underwear altogether, throwing away every last pair. He was very drunk when he did this.
Not wearing underwear was just one of a series of small changes Sam had made since Carol and his job had left him. Other interesting additions to his ever-evolving lifestyle included using regular gas in his car, drinking instant coffee, living in the Get Down Motel, and listening to other people have sex.
It was the loss of underwear that galled him the most. While lying naked on his bed in Room 12 of the Get Down and balancing a can of beer on his stomach, he reconsidered his decision. His body was cold, and he felt exposed and vulnerable in a childlike way. Suddenly he was ashamed of his nakedness, ashamed of everything. Not wearing underwear was crass, even uncivilized. He felt tears forming in the corners of his eyes. I am civilized, he thought. He finished his beer. I'm drunk, he thought.
The motel was strangely quiet for midafternoon. This was prime affair time at the Get Down, and the rooms were usually occupied, with the walls rattling and the beds in high squeak-and-shake mode. Sam sat up, pressed his ear against the wall, and thought he detected a muffled moan, but soon realized it was his stomach growling. He lay down again.
He was in the midst of deciding whether or not to go to the mall and buy some boxer shorts when the phone rang. It was Maureen from his office. She was only nineteen and had a childlike voice and a sweet, simple mind, both prone to hysterics.
"Mr. Gamett?"
"Hello, Maureen."
"Thank God I found you. Thank God. Are you coming back to the office today?"
"What time is it?"
"It's three o'clock."
"No, I'm not."
"Mr. Hurley is here," she whispered.
"Who?"
"Mr. Hurley, the man who wants to divorce his wife secretly."
Sam crossed his feet at the ankles and noticed he still had his socks on. He felt hope stir. At least he still had socks.
"Mr. Gamett? What should I do about Mr. Hurley?"
"Mr. Hurley," Sam repeated.
"He's been waiting for two hours. You said you were going to see him after you got back from lunch."
"I had to go to court."
"What should I tell him? He looks mad. He's swearing a lot under his breath. He's in the bathroom now. He might be swearing in there, I can't tell though."
"Tell him I was called to court, then reschedule for tomorrow. Can you do that for me, Maureen?"
"I don't think so."
"I know you can."
"I don't think so. He has a glass eye."
"Glass eyes can't hurt you."
"I know, but a lot of people coming in here are weird. It's scary sometimes. Like that man who didn't have a nose, the one who had it cut off by his wife."
"Ex-wife." Sam cleared his throat. That man was scary. "Be brave, Maureen. Remember our talk about being brave? We're doing important work. We're helping people. We're helping people who don't have noses."
Maureen took a deep breath. "Okay. I think I can do this. Should I do it now?"
"No, wait until he comes out of the bathroom." Sam had to be very literal with Maureen.
Maureen whispered again. "What happens if he starts swearing at me?"
"If he does that, tell him I'll sue him."
"That might make him madder."
"Maureen, just do this."
"What happens if he has a gun?"
"He doesn't have a gun."
"The man without the nose had a gun. He showed it to me."
"Well, he was just trying to impress you. He was overcompensating."
"Overcompensating? You mean because he didn't have a nose?"
"That's right, Maureen. Because he didn't have a nose."
Maureen took another deep breath. "All right, Mr. Gamett. I'll do it. I'll do it if you say so. Can I put you on hold though while I tell him? He's coming out now. I just heard the toilet flush."
"All right."
Sam propped himself up on an elbow and searched for the TV remote while he waited.
"Mr. Gamett? Are you still there? Guess what? He swore at me." Maureen was breathing fast and talking in a rush, as if she were reporting live from the scene of an accident.
"He did?"
"He did. He said he wasn't someone to trifle with."
"He said 'trifle'?"
"He said he was a veteran, and taxpayer, and he ain't no pussy."
"He said all that? How fast does this guy talk?"
"Then he said the 'f' word."
"Where is he now?"
"He went back to the bathroom."
Sam punched a pillow. "Maureen, I'm not coming in to see this guy. Tell him something else. I have to go. The guy is nuts anyway."
"Mr. Gamett, please. What do I tell him? I'm scared." Then she whispered again. "That glass eye is so weird."
"Give him some excuse."
"What excuse?"
"I don't know. Figure something out." Sam hung up the phone. "Just figure it out."
Later, he watched the History Channel again. He had gotten hooked on it a few months ago when one of his regular clients had wanted him to sue the channel because its frequent running of Holocaust documentaries caused him great emotional distress. Sam had dropped the case but become addicted to the channel. It was one of the main reasons he stayed at the Get Down. The other reason was that it was free. He had handled the divorce of Nezlo, the owner, and taken free lodging as payment for getting his Internet-ordered bride deported back to Russia after she gave him a venereal disease.
Patton had just relieved Bastogne. Sam watched with admiration as Patton, hands on hips, ivory revolver in holster, jaw resolute, reviewed his exhausted but victorious troops. An amazing feat, the narrator said. Sam repeated this out loud, then looked around the room and wished someone were with him to share the breaking news. Patton, you old son of a bitch. Sam opened another beer. Patton, you old dog.
Sam stared at the television set until the Battle of Bastogne was replaced by The Building of the Hoover Dam. He watched as American men, in construction helmets and carrying blueprints, squinted in the hot sun as they conferred in shirtsleeves, their faces optimistic, no problem too large. These were men with purpose, men with plans, building something that would stand the test of time. Years later, these very same men probably drove by the dam with their grandchildren in their Chryslers, pointed out the window with pride, and said, "I built that; your goddamn grandfather built that."
Sam drank some more beer and swished it around the sides of his mouth before swallowing. He had nothing to show for his life. No wife. No kids. No hydroelectric dams. Never even wore a construction helmet. He wouldn't know how to read a blueprint. In fourth grade, at his mother's urging, his father had tried to build a go-cart with him for the Soap Box Derby. His father was terrible with tools, though, and eventually they had both gotten frustrated. After three hours, it had still looked like a milk crate. His father had said forget it, and took him to a movie — Iced. It was about an old man who killed people by hanging them on meat hooks in an ice locker. On the way home, his father said, "Let's tell Mom we went to the park."
The Building of the Hoover Dam was followed by an in-depth history of coin-operated vending machines and their impact on culture. Sam watched this last show for only a few minutes before flipping through the other channels. He paused momentarily on ESPN, then settled on the Weather Channel. An unusual cold front was developing over the Rockies. Sam stirred on the bed and was considering going to the bathroom when the phone rang. He stared at it and counted fifteen rings before answering.
"Hello, Maureen."
"Mr. Gamett? He's gone. He finally left."
"What did you tell him?"
"I said you suffered a serious head injury."
Sam paused. "Maureen," he said, "why did you say that?"
"I figured he might feel sorry for you."
"What did he say?"
"He swore."
"Did you reschedule our meeting?"
"No."
Sam propped up some pillows and lay back on them. He was actually glad Maureen had called. He was in the mood to talk.
"Did anything else happen? Did Microsoft call, looking for help on any of their antitrust suits?"
"Mr. Gamett? I have to go. Good-bye."
"What? Where are you going?"
"Home. I have a date, and I'm late. Bye!"
Home. Sam glanced around the room, slowly hung up the phone, got up, and walked to the bathroom, where he removed three beer cans from the sink. He splashed his face with cold water and looked in the mirror. It surprised him how much he hadn't changed. He appeared the same, despite everything. Hair wasn't even gray at forty-five. Never got fat, reasons unexplained. The thought that he wasn't aging normally momentarily scared him. His heart and mind weren't telling his body things; his hair, waistline, skin, were still blissfully in the dark. He splashed more water, then tried to make a muscle with his arm. He couldn't make a muscle, he had no muscles. He opened his mouth and checked his gums in the mirror. He had no idea what he was looking for. Some sign of deterioration or decay. But his gums appeared fine. He looked at his face, studied the well-proportioned chin and the strong nose, the slight scar on his left jaw, a white mark just below the ear. He fell off a bike when he was nine, crashed into a door. He ran his hand over the scar, touched it with his fingertips, and remembered the pain, the tears. Then he stared into his eyes. He stared until the room behind him disappeared, until his body melted away, until it was just his eyes in the mirror, empty and dark.
CHAPTER 2The next day, when Joe Lux, a fifty-five-year-old construction firm owner with a history of public indecency, walked into his office, Sam took a mind-clearing breath and tried to rally a can-do attitude.
"So, Mr. Lux," he said, "masturbating in public again."
Lux cringed. "Bizarre," he said, sitting down. "I don't understand that one at all. That one is way out there. Left field."
Sam read the file. "According to the police report, you were caught inside the home of the Garcia family. You were masturbating in their shower." Sam emphasized the word masturbating. Most of his flashers hated that word, preferring the harmless, almost whimsical, "playing with myself," by way of explanation.
Lux shook his head. "I don't know how that happened. It's all a big misunderstanding, really."
"I don't know how it can be a misunderstanding, Mr. Lux. There's not a lot of ways to misinterpret what you were doing."
Lux cringed again, his shoulders jerking. "Just for the record, it wasn't really in public. I was taking a shower. I thought I was at home. In my own house." He raised his hands incredulously. "Next thing I know, this broad is hitting me with a broom. So I run out to the garage. That's where the cops found me. I should be suing her. She should have been arrested for assault. I made an honest mistake."
Sam tried not to sigh but felt a long, sad breath seep out of him. Ten years ago, he had argued before the Illinois Supreme Court. Now it appeared that he was specializing in masturbatory law.
"Where do you live again?" he asked.
"In the city. Logan Square. But I'm moving. To the suburbs."
Sam glanced up from the file.
"A gated community," Lux said.
Sam went back to the file. "According to the report, the Garcias live in Berwyn. That's quite a ways from Logan Square."
Lux stared at him.
"So, not only were you in the wrong house, masturbating, you were in the wrong town, masturbating."
Lux hunched forward in his chair and folded his hands on his lap. He was a thick man with a full head of gray hair worn slicked back like Elvis. "Yeah," he said. "So they say. But that's just their story. I got a different version."
"What's your version?"
"Trust me, it's different." Lux shook his head. "Personally, I don't know what the big deal is. Just say for the sake of argument that I did what she said; it's not like I was hurting anyone. Who was I hurting? I was alone. What was I hurting? What? The environment?"
"You need help, Mr. Lux. You have a history of doing this."
Lux leaned back in his chair, shook his head, and laughed. "What do you mean by that, a history? What am I, George Washington?"
"You've been arrested six times for this."
"Oh, so now that's" — Lux stopped and made quote marks in the air with his fingers — "a history. I'm fifty-five years old. Six times. That means I do this, allegedly do this, once every, what, eight-nine years?" He patted his knee in disbelief. "So now that's a history. Jesus Christ."
Sam ignored Lux and rooted through the file again. He was relieved that Lux at least didn't try to blame his affliction on aliens. A growing number of his clients had begun hinting at alien influence in their crimes. Near the back of the file, he found one of the priors, vaguely remembered it.
"Last year, you were arrested for a DUI. They arrested you at a tollbooth."
Lux shook his head again in a can-you-believe-this way. "Oh, that. That was strange, too."
Sam looked up, saw alien craft hovering just over Lux's head, ray guns poised. "What do you mean, strange?"
"Peculiar."
Sam waited.
"I went to a party, came home, went to bed. Next thing I know, I'm at a tollbooth, and they're cuffing me."
"You didn't have any clothes on," Sam read. "You were naked. You were in your car, naked. And you were, let's see ... masturbating."
Lux shifted in his seat and focused on the floor again. "That's what they told me. I don't remember that part though."
"You have no memory of it? Leaving your house naked? Driving your car naked?"
Lux shook his head. "Nope. I can honestly say I don't have any recollection of that event. Nothing at all. Nada." He paused and turned serious and thoughtful. "It was like my memory was erased."
"Erased," Sam repeated.
Lux ran his tongue over his top lip. "Like I was planted there. Like I was ... set up."
Sam waited.
"Hey, listen. I've got a lot of enemies. It's a tough business. We shouldn't rule that out."
"Rule what out?"
"That I'm being set up."
Sam closed the file, then shut his eyes and rubbed his forehead. He had drunk at least a six-pack the night before, and his head was producing a persistent, dull ache he had begun to associate exclusively with cheap beer. "So what you're saying, Mr. Lux, what you're saying is that your competitors may have had something to do with your ongoing problem?"
"It's possible. Yes. Conceivable."
"That they may have taken you to your car, naked, made you drive, then somehow tricked you into masturbating."
"I'm just saying that's a possibility." Lux leaned close to the desk. "You don't know what I've seen in my business. People will do anything to make you look bad."
Sam folded his hands in front of him and stared Lux in the eye. He was actually beginning to admire his tenacity, to say nothing of his imagination. He could learn from this man. "I'm just curious, Mr. Lux, how would your enemies go about making you do these things? Say, masturbate in another person's home?"
Lux gave Sam a long, meaningful look. Sam thought he might be offended, might tell him go to hell, but instead he said, "Hypnosis."
Sam exhaled. He was disappointed. Next to aliens, hypnosis was his clients' second most popular defense. He should have seen this coming.
"I hypnotize very easily. I mean very easily." Lux snapped his fingers. "Like that. You could hypnotize me right now."
"I don't want to hypnotize you. And I don't think that's your problem."
"I just think the whole thing is suspicious, that's all I'm saying. They always seem to crop up when a big job opens for bid."
"So, you think you're being set up ... being planted somewhere?"
(Continues...)
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Sam was an indifferent Chicago lawyer content to drift though life on his good looks and his wife's money, until a violent incident shatters his world. Newly addicted to watching Sister North, a nun with a popular TV show, Sam embarks on a trip to Lake Eagleton, Wisconsin to see the wise nun personally, seeking forgiveness and spiritual guidance.
When he arrives, he discovers that he has been watching reruns-Sister North has vanished and all sorts of rumors abound. As he waits, wondering if the elusive nun will ever return, he unexpectedly, he falls in love with Meg, a reclusive waitress at the local restaurant. This was not the answer that he was searching for, yet, for the first time in his life, his feelings are genuine.
Jim Kokoris, the author of the beloved novel The Rich Part of Life, sensitively and compassionately portrays a remarkable story of forgiveness and hope. Undeniably powerful, Sister North is a novel that takes a poignant and humorous look at what passes for faith and love in the twenty-first century.