Say I'm Dead: A Family Memoir of Race, Secrets, and Love
"With unflinching honesty, E. Dolores Johnson shares an enthralling story of identity, independence, family, and love. This timely and beautifully written memoir ends on a complicated yet hopeful note, something we need in this time of racial strife." —De'Shawn Charles Winslow, author of In West Mills

Say I'm Dead
is the true story of family secrets, separation, courage, and transformation through five generations of interracial relationships. Fearful of prison time—or lynching—for violating Indiana's antimiscegenation laws in the 1940s, E. Dolores Johnson's Black father and White mother fled Indianapolis to secretly marry in Buffalo, New York.

When Johnson was born, social norms and her government-issued birth certificate said she was Negro, nullifying her mother's white blood in her identity. Later, as a Harvard-educated business executive feeling too far from her black roots, she searched her father's black genealogy.

But in the process, Johnson suddenly realized that her mother's whole white family was—and always had been—missing. When she began to pry, her mother's 36-year-old secret spilled out.

Her mother had simply vanished from Indiana, evading an FBI and police search that had ended with the conclusion that she had been the victim of foul play.
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Say I'm Dead: A Family Memoir of Race, Secrets, and Love
"With unflinching honesty, E. Dolores Johnson shares an enthralling story of identity, independence, family, and love. This timely and beautifully written memoir ends on a complicated yet hopeful note, something we need in this time of racial strife." —De'Shawn Charles Winslow, author of In West Mills

Say I'm Dead
is the true story of family secrets, separation, courage, and transformation through five generations of interracial relationships. Fearful of prison time—or lynching—for violating Indiana's antimiscegenation laws in the 1940s, E. Dolores Johnson's Black father and White mother fled Indianapolis to secretly marry in Buffalo, New York.

When Johnson was born, social norms and her government-issued birth certificate said she was Negro, nullifying her mother's white blood in her identity. Later, as a Harvard-educated business executive feeling too far from her black roots, she searched her father's black genealogy.

But in the process, Johnson suddenly realized that her mother's whole white family was—and always had been—missing. When she began to pry, her mother's 36-year-old secret spilled out.

Her mother had simply vanished from Indiana, evading an FBI and police search that had ended with the conclusion that she had been the victim of foul play.
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Say I'm Dead: A Family Memoir of Race, Secrets, and Love

Say I'm Dead: A Family Memoir of Race, Secrets, and Love

by E. Dolores Johnson
Say I'm Dead: A Family Memoir of Race, Secrets, and Love

Say I'm Dead: A Family Memoir of Race, Secrets, and Love

by E. Dolores Johnson

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"With unflinching honesty, E. Dolores Johnson shares an enthralling story of identity, independence, family, and love. This timely and beautifully written memoir ends on a complicated yet hopeful note, something we need in this time of racial strife." —De'Shawn Charles Winslow, author of In West Mills

Say I'm Dead
is the true story of family secrets, separation, courage, and transformation through five generations of interracial relationships. Fearful of prison time—or lynching—for violating Indiana's antimiscegenation laws in the 1940s, E. Dolores Johnson's Black father and White mother fled Indianapolis to secretly marry in Buffalo, New York.

When Johnson was born, social norms and her government-issued birth certificate said she was Negro, nullifying her mother's white blood in her identity. Later, as a Harvard-educated business executive feeling too far from her black roots, she searched her father's black genealogy.

But in the process, Johnson suddenly realized that her mother's whole white family was—and always had been—missing. When she began to pry, her mother's 36-year-old secret spilled out.

Her mother had simply vanished from Indiana, evading an FBI and police search that had ended with the conclusion that she had been the victim of foul play.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781641602778
Publisher: Chicago Review Press, Incorporated
Publication date: 06/02/2020
Sold by: Barnes & Noble
Format: eBook
Pages: 240
File size: 7 MB

About the Author

E. Dolores Johnson has consulted on diversity for universities, major corporations, and nonprofits and has served as a panelist for the Harvard Faculty Seminar on Inter-racialism. Johnson is a former Fortune 500 marketing vice president who later oversaw the digitization of John F. Kennedy's presidential papers.

Table of Contents

Prologue xi

1 Code Switch 1

2 Dress Box 10

3 Lonely Only 20

4 My Whole Self 37

5 Details 45

6 A Train Ride 60

7 Black Girl 75

8 I Am Somebody 90

9 Searching 100

10 Deep South 113

11 A Lingering Smoky Odor 124

12 Too Through 131

13 Just Listen 142

14 The Visit 152

15 Indiana Chronicles 159

16 The Guard Tower 166

17 Shift 177

18 Europe 189

19 Belonging Everywhere 198

20 Flow On 204

21 Leaning into Brown 214

Epilogue 221

Acknowledgments 223

Questions for Discussion 225

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