Table of Contents
Introduction: Spiritual Awakening is Harder than You Thought (Which Only Makes It More Valuable) 5
Part I Hard Truths
1 Spiritual Posturing: The Regular Self and the Idealized Self 15
2 Eastern Fundamentalism 19
3 Sex and Hypocrisy 24
4 New Age Fluff, Feel-Good Spirituality, and the Enlightenment Industry 28
5 Dysfunctional Masculine Spirituality and Dysfunctional Feminine Spirituality 38
6 False Awakenings 47
7 Bogged Down by Practical Matters: Whatever Happened to Truth? 52
8 Online 'Enlightenment': The Culture of Camouflage 58
9 Most People Don't Really Want Enlightenment - Even Those Seeking It 61
Part II Further Myths, Fairy Tales, and Misconceptions about Spiritual Awakening
10 More on the Denial of Darkness and 'Falling Apart' 69
11 Soul Mates and Other Romantic Fairy Tales 73
12 More on Altered States of Consciousness: Makyo and Glittering Illusions 79
13 Reincarnation: Food for the Spiritualized Ego 85
14 Enlightenment Doesn't Care If You Are Rich or Poor 89
15 Gurus, Disciples, and Guru-bashers 93
16 'Spiritual Growth' and 'Creating Our Reality' 97
Part III Yet More Annoying Roadblocks on the Way
17 Unclear Motivation: Ulterior Agendas 105
18 Insincerity and Laziness 109
19 Unresolved Authority Issues 111
20 Excessive Intellectualizing and Anti-Intellectualism 115
21 Relationship Drama 121
Part IV Awakening: Seven Steps up a Challenging Mountain
22 Preparation I: Abandoning Ship 129
23 Preparation II: Embracing the Unknown 138
24 Awakening: Passion for Truth 147
25 Purification I: Radical Honesty 155
26 Purification II: Joining Opposites 162
27 Enlightenment: Totality of Experience 171
28 Illumination: Beyond Experience 179
Part V Case Studies: Seven Radically Awakened Sages
29 Socrates: The First Zen Master 183
30 Jesus: Rebel Lion 191
31 Milarepa: Reformed Sorcerer 206
32 Hakuin: Zen Executioner 217
33 Ramana Maharshi: Solid as a Mountain 231
34 Nisargadatta Maharaj: Passionate Tiger 245
35 Yaeko Iwasaki: Deathbed Awakening 255
Part VI Eight Guiding Pointers for Deep Awakening
Notes 279
About the Author 281