Table of Contents
Foreword Sheila Sharpe 11
Introduction: In which I Prostrate Myself 13
1 In Which Ms McNulty Becomes My Heroine 15
2 In Which I Wonder How I Had Reached This Point 18
3 In Which the Problem Becomes Apparent 26
4 In Which I Receive a Spicy Welcome to LA 31
5 In Which I Start Betting with Myself 47
6 In Which I Disagree With Someone Wanting to Ring the Changes… Or in Which I Deal with a Ding-Dong 54
7 In Which I Avoid Telling My Best Mate What's Going On… 58
8 In Which I Become Gerry Emotional 68
9 In Which It's Ron to the Rescue - Are You Sure? 78
10 In Which Doubt Kicks in 93
11 In Which I Wonder Whether Matt's Finished by PC Criticism 101
12 In Which the Week Ends Positively 104
13 In Which I Feel Cornered 108
14 In Which The End is Near 115
15 In Which We Hear Ron's Story in His Own Words 123
16 In Which I Talk to a Still Grieving PC Widow 138
17 In Which My Best Mate Shows His Class 151
18 In Which I Have Ball-Ache 161
19 In Which I am Bruised by Nurse Gemma's Bloody Destruction 171
20 In Which I Suffer from Busted Clutch 183
21 In Which Covid Really Kicks in 192
22 In Which Nature Decides to Downgrade PC 195
23 In Which I Whistle Through More Treatment 204
24 In Which October Optimism is in Short Supply 214
25 In Which PC Makes November News 216
26 In Which I Prepare for a Crucial PSA Test 218
27 In Which I Hear My Fellow Sedgefielders' Experiences and Meet Dr Glum 226
28 In Which I Identify Prockstate Cancer 237
29 In Which I Hope for a Happier New Year 249
30 In Which I Wonder Why All the PC Charities Seem to Go Their Own Way 252
31 In Which I'm Fully Alarmed 256
32 In Which I'm Marching for PC 265
33 In Which I Step Up 271
34 In Which There is Hope that the Pandemic Could Benefit Cancer Treatment 276
35 In Which My MP Gets in Touch 283
36 In Which I Fill in Another Survey 290
37 In Which I am Less-Than-Sympathetic to a Scruffy Looking Chap 292
38 In Which I Surprise Myself by Turning Down A Second Jab! 296
39 In Which I Hear of Another Sad Loss to PC 300
40 In Which I Wonder How it Would have been Had My PC been Diagnosed during the Covid Era 304
41 In Which I Hear an Unexpected Story from a Work Colleague 307
42 In Which Water is Turned into Whisky 311
43 In Which Possible PC Pandemic Panic Pointed Out 314
44 In Which Bob Dylan Pays Tribute to a Great Cricketer 318
45 In Which the End may be Not-That-Nigh for Mount Vernon 323
Acknowledgements 333