Table of Contents
Part 1 A Dream Comes and Goes, 1967-1992
1 Life-Changing Call 3
2 Blind Love 13
3 Centered 21
4 Called 31
5 Orders 39
6 Close Quarters 49
7 A Blast from the Past 57
8 Prayer and Seizures 67
9 Accident Investigation 75
10 Release 83
11 Going Back Home 93
12 Moving On 99
13 Struggles at Home 109
14 Saying Good-bye 117
15 Moving Out 127
Part 2 The Man I Wanted, 1992-1998
16 Decisions 137
17 Wanted 145
18 In the Dark 155
19 On My Own 165
20 The Bachelor Party 173
21 Long Distance 183
22 The Worst Call 191
23 The Damage 197
24 Final Arrangements 205
25 Questions Remain 213
26 Commitment 221
27 Kurt Warner 229
Part 3 The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly, 1998-2005
28 Firsts 241
29 QB1 249
30 Fighting for Normal 259
31 Super Expectations 265
32 First Things First 271
33 Call-ins 279
34 Personal Attacks 289
35 Giant Letdowns 297
Part 4 Restoration and Reflection, 2005-Present
36 Phoenix Rising 309
37 Twins 317
38 Discoveries 327
39 My Name Is Brenda 335
Epilogue: Unexpected Life 345
Acknowledgments 353
About Brenda Warner 355
About Jennifer Schuchmcmn 357
About the First Things First Foundation 359