Table of Contents
Foreword Norman Fischer vii
Editor's Introduction xi
Part 1 Commitment to the Unknown
1 Awakening to the Longing 3
2 From Longing to Aspiration 18
3 Becoming Who We Already Are 35
Part 2 Calling in the Shards-We Start with the Self
4 To Study Buddhism Is to Study the Self 55
5 Making Peace with the Fear Body 71
6 Eating the Globefish 85
7 Healing the Splits 96
8 Bringing It All Back Home 109
Part 3 When Snow Falls, It Falls on Everything-Cultivating Equanimity and Compassion
9 Accommodating Ourselves to the Environment 117
10 Touching the Heart That Suffers 130
11 Forgetting the Self Is Our Only Refuge 148
Part 4 Staying on the Track-Even When the Sun Rises in the West
12 Five Hindrances That Point the Way 165
13 Training with the Hindrances 176
14 Continuous Practice-the Circle of the Way 188
15 Skin, Flesh, Bones, and Marrow 204
Part 5 Time Dissolving into Timelessness
16 Turtle Mountain Has Finally Awakened 225
17 Delusion and Enlightenment Have No Fixed Nature 240
18 Buddha's World-What a Wondrous Counterculture! 255
Epilogue: To Forget the Self Is to Become Intimate with All Life 273
Acknowledgments 277
Credits 279
Index 281