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My Dearest Darkest

My Dearest Darkest

by Kayla Cottingham
My Dearest Darkest

My Dearest Darkest

by Kayla Cottingham


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Set against the backdrop of an elite New England boarding school, My Dearest Darkest is a must-read for fans of horror and dark academia. This hauntingly atmospheric tale follows a group of teenage girls as they learn just how far they will go to get what they want — and at what cost. Debut author Kayla Cottingham weaves an unsettling story filled with monsters, mysteries, and slow-burn romance best read with the lights on.

*Bustle Best Book of March 2022

*Buzzfeed Highly Anticipated YA Novel

*Lambda Literary Most Anticipated LGBTQIA+

*BookRiot Best New Dark Academia YA Book

Wilder Girls meets The Craft in this Sapphic horror debut that asks: what price would you be willing to pay to achieve your deepest desires?

Finch Chamberlin is the newest transfer student to the ultra-competitive Ulalume Academy... but she's also not what she seems. Months before school started, Finch and her parents got into an accident that should have left her dead at the bottom of the river. But something monstrous, and ancient, and terrifying, wouldn't let her drown. Finch doesn't know why she woke up after her heart stopped, but since dying she's felt a constant pull from the school and the surrounding town of Rainwater, like something on the island is calling to her.

Selena St. Clair sees right through Finch, and she knows something is seriously wrong with her. But despite Selena's suspicion, she feels drawn to Finch and has a sinking feeling that from now on the two will be inexplicably linked to one another.

One night Finch, Selena, and her friends accidentally summon a carnivorous creature of immense power in the depths of the school. It promises to grant every desire the girls have kept locked away in their insecure hearts—beauty, power, adoration—in exchange for a price: human body parts. But as the cost of their wanting becomes more deadly, Finch and Selena must learn to work together to stop the horror they unleashed, before it consumes the entire island.

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ISBN-13: 9781728236421
Publisher: Sourcebooks
Publication date: 03/29/2022
Sold by: Barnes & Noble
Format: eBook
Pages: 368
Sales rank: 73,783
File size: 2 MB
Age Range: 14 - 18 Years

About the Author

Kayla Cottingham is a YA author and librarian. Her first book, My Dearest Darkest, was a New York Times and Publisher's Weekly bestseller. Originally from Salt Lake City, Utah, Kayla lives in Boston where she loves to go hiking in the woods, play RPGs, and snuggle on the couch with her ridiculously large black cat, Squid.

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