Midnight Lantern: New and Selected Poems

Midnight Lantern: New and Selected Poems

by Tess Gallagher
Midnight Lantern: New and Selected Poems

Midnight Lantern: New and Selected Poems

by Tess Gallagher

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*A Publishers Weekly Top Ten Poetry Book of Fall 2011*

We brave into ourselves each time
we put on our lantern-light
and step out—as a gleam steps
out its overlapping forms
to lift a path from its nest of darkness.
—from "Midnight Lantern"

In Midnight Lantern: New and Selected Poems, Tess Gallagher collects her indispensable work from forty years of writing poetry, along with an ample new section written in the west of Ireland. Included in this generous book are Gallagher's signature nocturnes—for the changing Pacific Northwest, for her hardscrabble childhood, and for her late husband, Raymond Carver, and others. Her challenging new work confronts a tumultuous century's worth of art, warfare, and illness, while certifying the stubborn resilience of poetry and love. Astonishing, insightful, mischievous, an inimitable "seeing-into experience," Midnight Lantern is the essential book by a poet in the prime of her power.


Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781555975975
Publisher: Graywolf Press
Publication date: 09/27/2011
Pages: 352
Product dimensions: 6.00(w) x 9.10(h) x 1.30(d)

About the Author

Tess Gallagher is a poet, fiction writer, essayist, screenplay writer, and translator. Her previous poetrycollections include Dear Ghosts, and Moon Crossing Bridge. She lives in Washington State and the west of Ireland.

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Midnight Lantern

New & Selected Poems
By Tess Gallagher

Graywolf Press

Copyright © 2011 Tess Gallagher
All right reserved.

ISBN: 978-1-55597-597-5


Chapter One

    When You Speak to Me

    Take care when you speak to me.
    I might listen, I might
    draw near as the flame
    breathing with the log, breathing
    with the tree it has not
    forgotten. I might
    put my face
    next to
    your face
    in your nameless trouble,
    in your trouble
    and name.

    It is a thing I learned
    without learning; a hand
    is a stronger mouth, a kiss could
    crack the skull, these
    words, small steps
    in the air calling
    the secret hands, the mouths
    hidden in the flesh.

    This isn't robbery.
    This isn't your blood for my
    tears, no confidence
    in trade or barter. I may
    say nothing back
    which is to hear
    after you the fever
    inside the words we say
    apart, the words we say so hard
    they fall apart.


    Instructions to the Double

    So now it's your turn,
    little mother of silences, little
    father of half-belief. Take up
    this face, these daily rounds
    with a cabbage under each arm
    convincing the multitudes
    that a well-made-anything
    could save them. Take up
    most of all, these hands
    trained to an ornate piano
    in a house on the other side
    of the country.

    I'm staying here
    without music, without
    applause. I'm not going
    to wait up for you. Take
    your time. Take mine
    too. Get into some trouble
    I'll have to account for. Walk
    into some bars alone
    with a slit in your skirt. Let
    the men follow you on the street
    with their clumsy propositions, their
    loud hatreds of this and that. Keep
    walking. Keep your head
    up. They are calling to you-slut, mother,
    virgin, whore, daughter, adulteress, lover,
    mistress, bitch, wife, cunt, harlot,
    betrothed, Jezebel, Messalina, Diana,
    Bathsheba, Rebecca, Lucretia, Mary,
    Magdelena, Ruth, you—Niobe,
    woman of the tombs.

    Don't stop for anything, not
    a caress or a promise. Go
    to the temple of the poets, not
    the one like a run-down country club,
    but the one on fire
    with so much it wants
    to be done with. Say all the last words
    and the first: hello, goodbye, yes,
    I, no, please, always, never.

    If anyone from the country club
    asks you to write poems, say
    your name is Lizzie Borden.
    Show him your axe, the one
    they gave you with a silver
    blade, your name engraved there
    like a whisper of their own.

    If anyone calls you a witch,
    burn for him; if anyone calls you
    less or more than you are
    let him burn for you.

    It's a dangerous mission. You
    could die out there. You
    could live forever.


    Beginning to Say No

    is not to offer so much as a fist, is
    to walk away firmly, as though
    you had settled something foolish,
    is to wear a tarantula in your buttonhole
    yet smile invitingly, unmindful
    how your own blood grows toward the irreversible
    bite. No, I will not

    go with you. No, that is not
    all right. I'm not your sweet-dish, your
    home-cooking, good-looking daffodil.
    Yes is no
    reason to slay the Cyclops. No
    will not save it. And the cricket, "Yes, yes."

    Fresh bait, fresh bait!
    The search for the right hesitation
    includes finally
    unobstructed waters. Goodbye,
    old happy-go-anyhow, old shoe
    for any weather. Whose
    candelabra are you? Whose
    soft-guy, nevermind, nothing-to-lose anthill?

    "And," the despised connective,
    is really an engine
    until it is yes all day, until a light
    is thrown against a wall
    with some result. And
    there is less doubt, yes or no,
    for whatever you have been compelled to say
    more than once.


    Breasts

    The day you came
    this world got its hold on me.
    Summer grass and the four of us pounding hell
    out of each other for god knows what
    green murder of the skull.
    Swart nubbins, I noticed you then,
    my mother shaking a gritty rag from the porch
    to get my shirt on this minute. Brothers,
    that was the parting of our ways, for then
    you got me down by something else than flesh.
    By the loose skin of a cotton shirt
    you kept me to the ground
    until the bloody gout hung in my face like a web.

    Little mothers, I can't find your children.
    I have looked in a man
    who moved through the air like a god.
    He brought me clouds
    and the loose stars of his goings.
    Another kissed me on a pier in Georgia
    but there was blood on his hands,
    bad whiskey in the wind. The last one,
    he made me a liar until I stole
    what I could not win. Loves,
    what is this mirror you have left me in?

    I could have told you at the start
    there would be trouble
    from other hands, how the sharp mouths
    would find you where you slept.
    But I have hurt you as certainly
    with cold sorrowing as anyone,
    have come the long way
    over broken ground to this softness.
    Good clowns, how could I know, all along
    it was your blundering mercies kept me alive
    when heaven was a luckless dream.


    The Woman Who Raised Goats

    Dear ones, in those days it was otherwise.
    I was suited more to an obedience
    of windows. If anyone had asked,
    I would have said: "Windows are my prologue."

    My father worked on the docks
    in a cold little harbor, unhappily
    dedicated to what was needed
    by the next and further
    harbors. My brothers
    succeeded him in this, but when I,
    in that town's forsaken luster, offered myself,
    the old men in the hiring hall creeled
    back in their chairs, fanning themselves
    with their cards, with their gloves.
    "Saucy," they said. "She's saucy!"

    Denial, O my Senators,
    takes a random shape. The matter
    drove me to wearing
    a fedora. Soon, the gowns, the amiable
    forgeries: a powdery sailor, the blue silk
    pillow given by a great aunt, my name
    embroidered on it like a ship, the stitched
    horse too, with its red plume and its bird eyes
    glowing. There was the education
    of my "sensibilities."

    All this is nothing to you.
    You have eaten my only dress, and the town
    drifts every day now
    toward the harbor. But always,
    above the town, above
    the harbor, there is the town,
    the harbor, the caves and hollows
    when the cargo of lights
    is gone.


    Black Money

    His lungs heaving all day in a sulphur mist,
    then dusk, the lunch pail torn from him
    before he reaches the house, his children
    a cloud of swallows about him.
    At the stove in the tumbled rooms, the wife,
    her back the wall he fights most, and she
    with no weapon but silence
    and to keep him from the bed.

    In their sleep the mill hums and turns
    at the edge of water. Blue smoke
    swells the night and they drift
    from the graves they have made for each other,
    float out from the open-mouthed sleep
    of their children, past banks and businesses,
    the used car lots, liquor store, the swings in the park.

    The mill burns on, now a burst of cinders,
    now whistles screaming down the bay, saws jagged
    in half-light. Then like a whip
    the sun across the bed, windows high with mountains
    and the sleepers fallen to pillows
    as gulls fall, tilting
    against their shadows on the log booms.
    Again the trucks shudder the wood-framed houses
    passing to the mill. My father
    snorts, splashes in the bathroom,
    throws open our doors to cowboy music
    on the radio. Hearts are cheating,
    somebody is alone, there's blood in Tulsa.
    Out the back yard the night-shift men rattle
    the gravel in the alley going home.
    My father fits goggles to his head.

    From his pocket he takes anything metal,
    the pearl-handled jack knife, a ring of keys,
    and for us, black money shoveled
    from the sulphur pyramids heaped in the distance
    like yellow gold. Coffee bottle tucked in his armpit
    he swaggers past the chicken coop,
    a pack of cards at his breast.
    In a fan of light beyond him
    the Kino Maru pulls out for Seattle,
    some black star climbing
    the deep globe of his eye.


    Kidnaper

    He motions me over with a question.
    He is lost. I believe him. It seems
    he calls my name. I move
    closer. He says it again, the name
    of someone he loves. I step back pretending

    not to hear. I suspect
    the street he wants
    does not exist, but I am glad to point
    away from myself. While he turns
    I slip off my wristwatch, already laying a trail
    for those who must find me
    tumbled like an abandoned car
    into the ravine. I lie

    without breath for days among ferns.
    Pine needles drift
    onto my face and breasts
    like the tiny hands
    of watches. Cars pass.
    I imagine it's him
    coming back. My death
    is not needed. The sun climbs again
    for everyone. He lifts me
    like a bride

    and the leaves fall from my shoulders
    in twenty-dollar bills.
    "You must have been cold," he says
    covering me with his handkerchief.
    "You must have given me up."


    Stepping Outside
      for Akhmatova

    Hearing of you, I never lost a brother
    though I have, never saw a husband to war,
    though I have, never kept with my father
    the emptiness of his hands, my mother
    the dying of her womb.

    Return: husbands, sons, fathers return.
    Many with both arms, with dreams
    broken in both eyes.
    They try, they try
    but they cannot tell us
    what comes back with them.

    One more has planted his hoe
    in my heart like an axe, my farmer uncle
    slain by thieves
    in the night, burned down
    with his house, buried, dug up
    to prove he was no dog.
    He was no dog.

    You, who lived in your pain until it grew
    its own face, would have left all this
    like a monument in a field. Your words
    would have made a feast of what ate you.

    Sit with me.
    No one has left; no one returns.


    Two Stories
      (To the author of a story taken from the death
      of my uncle, Porter Morris, murdered June 7,
      1972, Windyville, Missouri)


    You kept the names, the flies
    of who they were, mine
    gone carnival, ugly Tessie.
    It got wilder but nothing
    personal. The plot had me
    an easy lay for a buck.
    My uncle came to life
    as my lover. At 16
    the murderer stabbed cows
    and mutilated chickens. Grown,
    you gave him a crowbar that happened
    to be handy twice. Then you made him
    do it alone. For me
    it took three drunks, a gun, the house
    on fire. There was a black space
    between trees where I told you.

    The shape of my uncle
    spread its arms on the wire springs
    in the yard and the neighbors
    came to look at his shadow
    caught there under the nose
    of his dog. They left that angel
    to you. Your killer never
    mentioned money. Like us he wanted
    to outlive his hand in the sure blood
    of another. The veins of my uncle streaked
    where the house had been. They watched
    until morning. Your man found a faucet
    in an old man's side. His pants
    were stiff with it for days. He left
    the crowbar on Tessie's porch like a bone.

    My weapon was never found.
    The murderers drove a white
    station wagon and puked
    as they went. They hoped
    for 100 dollar bills stuffed
    in a lard can. But a farmer
    keeps his money in cattle
    and land. They threw his billfold
    into the ditch like an empty
    bird. One ran away. Two stayed
    with women. I kept the news
    blind. You took it from my mouth,
    shaped it for the market, still
    a dream worse than I remembered.

    Now there is the story of me
    reading your story and the one
    of you saying it
    doesn't deserve such care.
    I say it matters
    that the dog stays by the chimney
    for months, and a rain
    soft as the sleep of cats
    enters the land, emptied
    of its cows, its wire gates pulled down
    by hands that never dug
    the single well, this whitened field.


    The Calm

    We were walking through the bees
    and stars. Our mouths
    made a sense without us.
    I loved your hands
    because of your mouth, each star
    because of a life not chosen
    by the hand. I told you,
    don't say it, the loss
    of our lives beyond us. You
    said it. You said it
    for the sake of a loneliness
    together, for the praise of our eyes
    going on without shadows.

    Even now, when all our nights
    have washed away
    and the apples have left
    the trees, I am keeping your place
    where the high grass
    has entered the song. Like a swarm,
    the heart moves with its separate
    wings under the eaves.

    If I knew where to find you
    I would say good-bye
    and have the hurtful ease of that,
    but the gates are everywhere
    and this calm—an imagined forgiveness,
    the childhood before we meet again.

(Continues...)



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Table of Contents

Contents

When You Speak to Me....................3
Instructions to the Double....................4
Beginning to Say No....................6
Breasts....................7
The Woman Who Raised Goats....................9
Black Money....................11
Kidnaper....................13
Stepping Outside....................14
Two Stories....................15
The Calm....................17
Corona....................18
Snowheart....................20
Coming Home....................21
Rhododendrons....................23
Women's Tug of War at Lough Arrow....................27
On Your Own....................28
Woman-Enough....................29
The Ritual of Memories....................31
The Ballad of Ballymote....................34
Disappearances in the Guarded Sector....................36
Open Fire near a Shed....................38
Love Poem to Be Read to an Illiterate Friend....................40
Second Language....................42
Ever After....................45
My Mother Remembers That She Was Beautiful....................48
Under Stars....................50
Sudden Journey....................53
Unsteady Yellow....................54
From Dread in the Eyes of Horses....................55
Death of the Horses by Fire....................56
3 A.M. Kitchen: My Father Talking....................58
Accomplishment....................60
Black Silk....................62
Candle, Lamp & Firefly....................63
The Hug....................65
Woodcutting on Lost Mountain....................67
Gray Eyes....................74
Linoleum....................76
Each Bird Walking....................79
Bird-Window-Flying....................81
Refusing Silence....................85
If Poetry Were Not a Morality....................86
With Stars....................89
His Shining Helmet; Its Horsehair Crest....................91
All Day the Light Is Clear....................93
Photograph of a Lighthouse through Fog....................94
Present....................96
Cougar Meat....................99
The Hands of the Blindman....................102
Rijl....................103
Bonfire....................105
Yes....................111
Red Poppy....................112
Wake....................113
Corpse Cradle....................114
Reading the Waterfall....................115
Trace, in Unison....................117
Black Pudding....................118
Now That I Am Never Alone....................120
Souvenir....................121
Embers....................123
Two of Anything....................124
Cold Crescent....................126
After the Chinese....................127
Black Valentine....................128
Fresh Stain....................129
Rain-soaked Valentine....................130
Meeting beyond Meeting....................131
Paradise....................132
Ebony....................133
Fathomless....................134
Deaf Poem....................135
We're All Pharaohs When We Die....................137
Moon Crossing Bridge....................139
Spacious Encounter....................140
Anniversary....................142
I Stop Writing the Poem....................144
Cherry Blossoms....................145
Knotted Letter....................146
Picking Bones....................148
At the-Place-of-Sadness....................150
Infinite Room....................151
Glow....................152
Un Extraño....................153
I Don't Know You....................155
While I Sit in a Sunny Place....................157
The Forest She Was Trying to Say....................158
Sea inside the Sea....................160
Kisses from the Inside....................162
A Light That Works Itself into the Mind....................163
Near, As All That Is Lost....................164
Widow in Red Shoes....................169
Kiss without a Body....................170
His Moment....................171
Letter to a Kiss That Died for Us....................172
Poems Written about Kisses....................173
In the Laboratory of Kisses....................174
Fable of a Kiss....................175
Kissing the Blindman....................177
Glimpse inside an Arrow after Flight....................178
Lynx Light....................179
Like the Sigh of Women's Hair....................180
Cameo....................181
Black Violets....................182
Elegy with a Blue Pony....................183
To Whom Can I Open My Heart?....................187
Urgent Story....................188
Because the Dream Is My Tenderest Arm....................190
With Her Words beside Me....................192
When the Enemy Is Illiterate....................194
For Yvonne....................195
Utterly....................196
No, Not Paradise....................197
Laughter and Stars....................198
Two Bracelets....................201
Child Singing....................204
Iris Garden in May....................206
My Unopened Life....................211
Not a Sparrow....................213
Sah Sin....................215
Choices....................218
Fire Starter....................219
Little Match Box....................222
The Women of Auschwitz....................223
Surgeon....................226
The Red Devil....................228
Bull's-Eye....................229
Orange Sutra....................230
Dream Doughnuts....................232
You Are Like That,....................234
Oil Spot....................236
Moon's Rainbow Body....................238
Dear Ghosts,....................239
Knives in the Borrowed House....................241
Sugarcane....................242
Weather Report....................245
Eternal....................246
Emanation of the Red Child....................248
She Wipes Out Time....................250
The Violence of Unseen Forms....................253
Across the Border....................255
In Lilac-Light....................257
With Setouchi-san in Kyoto....................260
Sixteenth Anniversary....................262
What the New Day Is For....................266
Comeback....................269
Death's Ink....................271
Red Perch....................277
Sruthlinn Spring....................279
Maurice's Foal....................280
Perished....................282
Horse Dealers....................284
Ballerina....................285
Brushing Fate....................286
Lie Down with the Lamb....................288
Eyelets....................290
Small and Indestructible....................291
Jealous....................292
Contraband....................294
Mr. and Mrs. Rat....................296
Abandoned Lunch....................297
A Fozy Bog....................299
Barrie Cooke Painting....................301
Irish Weather....................305
Walking on Annaugh Loy....................306
Small Hut....................309
Between the Voice and the Feather....................312
Signature....................313
Tiernan at Five....................315
Karver Bookstore: Montenegro....................316
Desolate Road....................319
Eating Yellow....................320
The Tallest Men in Europe....................321
Sitting at Lorca's Piano....................322
A Dusky Glow at Glenstaughey....................324
Abbey Ballindoon....................325
Midnight Lantern....................327
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