Table of Contents
Part I On Betrayal: Power of the Scorpion 1
Letter #1 On Betrayal: Honest Love: I Will Let You Down, I Will Make You Hurt 5
Letter #2 "Break the World" A Letter To My Younger Self 23
Letter #3 The Letter I Never Mailed 33
Letter #4 To The Nice Girl I thought I Knew 37
Letter #5 Why You Wanted Me to Kidnap You 49
Letter #6 Dear Drake 61
Letter #7 5 Lessons from My Bleeding Heart 65
Letter #8 Losing You As a Friend Was the Worst Part 73
Letter #9 To Love and Be Loved Is the Greatest Gift of All 83
Part II Octopussy: On Declaring Spiritual Bankruptcy 93
Letter #10 Octopussy-On Declaring Spiritual Bankruptcy 97
Letter #11 Love is the Music of the Heart 107
Letter #12 Mama Bear 111
Letter #13 My America Sweater 117
Letter #14 The Straw that Broke the Camel's Back 123
Letter #15 They Say You Can Only Love Two to Three People in Your Life 131
Letter #16 Dear Serena 137
Letter #17 Dear Julia 145
Letter #18 Dear Allison 151
Letter #19 Dear Katrina 157
Letter #19.5 *** Missing Scene*** 3 Letters Written to 3 Other Women That Were Never Written. 161
Part III On Happiness: Killing the Scorpion 163
Letter #20 Killing the Scorpion, Killing my muse 167
Letter #21 Erasing You from My Memory 173
Letter #22 The Last Man on Earth 179
Letter #23 On Happiness 185
Letter #24 A Change of Tune 195
Letter #25 Now I am Free Said the Frog 205