From the Publisher
"There are few books and even fewer authors who have endeavored to give readers a real glimpse into the life of an intersex teen, which is just one reason Santana's debut is so unique. . . . Santana—who is intersex herself—has written a smart and deeply introspective main character with whom readers will easily sympathize."—starred, Booklist
School Library Journal
10/01/2021
Gr 8 Up—Ash has always been curious about the brutal history of his hometown of Salem, MA, and the life of his relative and witch trial victim Bridget Bishop, but when he bleeds through his uniform during soccer practice, the teen discovers that being persecuted for being different is not a thing of the past. Though Ash has always known he is intersex, suddenly his teachers, parents, doctors, and friends are questioning why he got a period and what it means for his identity. At school, Ash is kicked off the boys' soccer team and bullied by his classmates, while at home, Ash's father broods in drunken silence and his mother pressures him to present as a girl. When a trip to the hospital leads his parents to discuss surgery to alter his body without his consent, Ash knows he needs to seek out people who will accept him as he is. Ash is white and his supportive friend and crush, Michelle, is Black. Santana, who is intersex, provides a much-needed and authentic perspective. VERDICT An empowering, recommended story about Ash's fight to define himself on his own terms.—Emily Yates, Green Hope HS, Cary, NC
Kirkus Reviews
2021-08-16
When an intersex teen’s life turns upside down, he fights against his abusive family for his right to autonomy.
Growing up in Salem, Massachusetts, a town famous for its history of executing witches, White 16-year-old Ash Bishop knows the violent cost of being different. He’s witnessed the discrimination Michelle, his Black best friend, experiences as well as the estrangement between his parents and lesbian older sister. When Ash gets his period in the middle of soccer practice, his control is ripped away from him as his mom tries to force him to live as a girl. Due to his own upbringing and wider societal stigma, Ash begins his journey with shame and no awareness of the diversity of experiences of intersex people. Connecting with a community contributes significantly to his character growth. At times, his concept of gender essentializes behavior based on an opposing binary of how he believes boys and girls act. Until late in the book, Ash has few affirming advocates except Michelle, whose parents send her away to Christian conversion therapy camp because of her developing romantic relationship with Ash. Despite the high intensity of the abuse and violence, the story resolves on a positive note with support for both young people. Ultimately, this title offers frank education about intersex people and representation for an underrepresented group.
Harrowing but hopeful. (author's note, discussion questions) (Fiction. 14-18)
