Publishers Weekly
04/20/2020
Kenwood’s well-written, Melbourne-set debut follows Natalie, 18, whose life has improved since puberty, during which a growth spurt, heavy periods, and painful cystic acne had left her feeling “messy, leaking, uncontained.” Now, her acne is under control; she has two best friends, Zach and Lucy; and she’s waiting to hear from universities. But her parents are splitting up, and years of feeling awful about herself has left marks, both physical (acne scars pit her back) and psychological (she’s insecure, still a bit of “shut-in,” and has never had a romantic relationship). It’s both exciting and terrifying for her when a series of events nudge Natalie toward Zach’s older brother, Alex, whom she’s written off as the kind of popular guy it’s best to avoid. No one thinks Alex and Natalie should be together, but not for the reasons she assumes. Natalie conveys the difficulties not only of puberty but of moving past internalized negativity in a voice that’s sharp, funny, and self-aware, making it even more satisfying for readers to see her realize that she can be the star of her life, not just the sidekick. Ages 12–up. (Apr.)
From the Publisher
I am all-caps OBSESSED with this achingly insightful, utterly charming, beautiful heart-punch of a book. Instant favorite.” —Becky Albertalli, author of Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda
“I love, love, loved it.” —Melina Marchetta, author of Jellicoe Road
“Nina Kenwood has created nuanced and authentic characters, each caught up in their trajectory toward adulthood...a gorgeous and funny coming-of-age novel that perfectly captures the awkward, liminal nature of adolescence.” —Books + Publishing, starred review
“A deeply tender coming-of-age story about first love, friendship, and all of the horrifying awkwardness of navigating young adulthood. Thrumming with wonderfully nuanced and vividly depicted emotion, this book will make your heart soar, while also making you laugh.” —Booktopia
“An adorably awkward and real romance. It was love at first chapter for me.” —Emily Gale, author of The Other Side of Summer
“I loved this delightful, funny, big-hearted book. Natalie’s wry internal voice really spoke to the awkward-teen me.” —Melissa Keil, author of The Incredible Adventures of Cinnamon Girl
“This book is delicious—beautiful, funny, real, and supremely honest. I devoured it.” —Claire Christian, author of Beautiful Mess
School Library Journal
03/01/2020
Gr 8 Up—Natalie's world is turned upside-down when her parents announce on Christmas day that they are separating. She is still adjusting to the shifting dynamics of her two best friends, Zach and Lucy, dating. Natalie is pulled even further outside her comfort zone when she begins a tentative romance with someone unexpected. Natalie is a refreshingly complex and relatable character. She is strongly affected by her experience of suffering from severe acne as a younger teen. Though she has undergone successful treatment, the scars, both emotional and physical, linger. As a result of years of hiding, Natalie is more sheltered and insecure than most 18-year-olds. Though she is smart and funny, with friends and family who love her, she still doubts her worth. Motivated by her blossoming romance and the changes in her family, she tries to explore new things and reveal more of herself to those outside her inner circle. It is rewarding to see her open up and become more confident throughout the book. Severe adolescent acne is not often covered in YA fiction and readers who have experienced this will feel seen within the pages of this book. VERDICT An authentic coming-of-age story that perfectly captures the awkwardness and self-doubt many young adults feel. Teens will see aspects of themselves mirrored in Kenwood's debut.—Kimberly Tolson, Millis Public Library, MA
AUGUST 2020 - AudioFile
The spectacular narration and skillful writing work so well together in this debut audiobook that listeners will enjoy both the adorable and uncomfortable moments that come with teenage romance. Narrator Katherine Littrell delivers a delightful performance with an authentic-sounding Australian accent as she portrays Natalie—an introvert whose personal life is in shambles. Her parents have hidden their pending divorce for almost 10 months, her body is ravaged by acne scars, her best friends are dating, and her confidence is severely lacking. But when an unexpected romance begins, everything changes. Full of awkward interactions and relatable insecurities, the story as told in Littrell's dulcet tones makes these experiences sincere and relatable. Littrell masterfully expresses Natalie's vulnerability, emotional pain, and personal growth. E.P. Winner of AudioFile Earphones Award © AudioFile 2020, Portland, Maine
Kirkus Reviews
2020-03-01
An Australian teen embarks on romance in the wake of her parents’ divorce.
Natalie never knew anything was wrong with her parents’ marriage, let alone that they were on their way to divorce. But here it is, Christmas Day, and Natalie’s parents have sat her down and told her the honest truth: Their family is no more. Dad’s moving out, Mum is selling the house, and Natalie will be on her own, off to university. She does her best to move forward, supported by best friends Zach and Lucy and buoyed by flirty exchanges with Zach’s sexy older brother, Alex. Alex and Natalie’s romantic involvement unfolds in a way that may feel familiar, but what sets this novel apart is the courage this requires on Natalie’s part. Natalie’s early adolescence involved extremely heavy periods and cystic acne on her face and body that caused physical and emotional pain and left scars. The constant anxiety this caused led her to avoid leaving the house and invited unsolicited advice from peers and harassment from strangers. Natalie’s struggles with internalized self-hatred as well as knee-jerk judgment toward girls with flawless skin mean her physical relationship with cool, popular Alex depends on genuine trust. Young people, especially those who know the pain of feeling unattractive in an age of social media, will resonate with this sympathetically told journey. All characters seem to be white.
A cute romance featuring a heroine who never before got to feel cute. (Romance. 13-16)
