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Eleven-year-old Jonathan just wants to have a normal life—for instance, a night when he isn’t awakened by screams, or a day when he’s not teased by other kids for having a disabled family member. But normal can’t happen when your little brother is severely autistic.
James, Jonathan’s four-year-old brother, needs more help than his parents can give him. And it’s not just hard for Jonathan—it’s causing strife for the whole family. When James gets into a special school for autistic children, Jonathan and his sister have to make a lot of sacrifices so he can go. Jonathan comes up with an idea to help out the family—but will his plan work, or only lead to more teasing?
This ebook features an illustrated personal history of Ann M. Martin, including rare images from the author’s collection.
Product Details
| ISBN-13: | 9781453297995 |
|---|---|
| Publisher: | Open Road Media |
| Publication date: | 04/22/2014 |
| Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
| Format: | eBook |
| Pages: | 155 |
| Sales rank: | 62,373 |
| File size: | 9 MB |
| Age Range: | 8 - 12 Years |
About the Author
Ann M. Martin grew up in Princeton, New Jersey. After attending Smith College, where she studied education and psychology, she became a teacher at a small elementary school in Connecticut. Martin also worked as an editor of children’s books before she began writing full time. Martin is best known for the Baby-Sitters Club series, which has sold over one hundred seventy million copies. Her novel A Corner of the Universe won a Newbery Honor in 2003. In 1990, she cofounded the Lisa Libraries, which donates new children’s books to organizations in underserved areas. Martin lives in upstate New York with her three cats.
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Inside Out
By Ann M. Martin
OPEN ROAD INTEGRATED MEDIA
Copyright © 1984 Ann M. MartinAll rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4532-9799-5
CHAPTER 1
James
SATURDAY NIGHT I GOT about three hours of sleep. My mother says this is not natural for an eleven-year-old boy. I'd have to agree with her there. But it wasn't my fault. It was because of James. I could only have gotten more sleep if I'd slept somewhere else—somewhere where there is no boy who screams all night.
The screamer is my brother. James is four. We don't have a nickname for him. You have to know a person pretty well before you can give him a nickname. Like, if we knew him better we could decide if he was a Jamie or a Jim or a Jimmy. But we hardly know James at all. He has a lot of problems.
I have several nicknames myself. My real name is Jonathan Eckhardt Peterson. Most people call me Jon. My parents and sister call me Jonno, which is what I called myself when I was little. And my friends Pete and Termite call me Mac. This is because of my feet. They're sort of large. Actually they're huge. And when Pete and Termite and I were in third grade, a substitute showed us a really dumb movie about a kid named Mac. Mac happened to have huge feet, like mine. So Pete and Termite started calling me Mac. They thought it was hysterical, but the humor in it faded pretty quickly for me. Unfortunately, the name stuck. (How Termite, whose parents call him Charles, got his nickname is another story.)
The morning after the no-sleep night was a Saturday, and I felt rotten. My head ached and my eyes burned. Dad said now I knew what a hangover felt like. I wondered why anyone would want to know that. I was tempted to get back in bed since James was finally quiet, but it was better not to. I'd never get to sleep that night if I slept during the day.
So I sat out on my front porch. That's what I do when I'm bored or tired. I figured Pete or Termite would show up pretty soon. It was only March, but we'd had a few days of warm weather, and it was sunny and about sixty-five degrees. Sure enough, the weather and the sight of me on the porch brought Pete and Termite out in twenty minutes.
Pete came first. He's my oldest friend. We have the same birthday. Our mothers shared a room in the hospital when we were born, and our families have been friends ever since.
"Hi, Mac," Pete said. He sat down beside me on our stoop. He had his new baseball and glove with him.
"Hi," I said.
"Wanna toss a few?"
"Nah."
Pete looked at me. I knew my eyes were bloodshot.
"James again?" he asked. He understands about James.
"Yeah," I said. "From ten-thirty till almost five. Nonstop."
"Whew. That must be some kind of record."
I grinned. "Probably."
Pete likes records and projects and keeping track of things. He's serious about his projects. Once he turned his bookshelves into a real, honest-to-goodness lending library. The books were all categorized and arranged in some kind of order, and they had borrowing cards in flaps on the back, and Pete had figured out this lending system. The library lasted two weeks, and then Pete wanted to set up a wax museum in the garage, but his parents said no. I could see their point, but I like all Pete's projects. Some of them are really wild. You never know what to expect.
We sat in the sun. I was so tired I had to lean up against a post. Pete tossed the ball back and forth from one hand to the other. Slap, slap. Slap, slap. Slap, slap. It was putting me to sleep.
Luckily, Termite arrived.
"Hey, everyone," he said with a grin. Termite is just about always happy. He looks a little like a clown with his shock of bright red hair and freckles all across his nose and cheeks.
"Hey, Termite," Pete and I said, grinning back.
In some ways, Termite's different from Pete and me. He usually prefers to keep his ideas to himself and let other people do the thinking. He's kind of like the caboose on a train. But the three of us, he and Pete and I, always hang around together.
Pete filled Termite in on James and last night. Termite nodded. He knows about James, but he doesn't really understand. Not the way Pete does. He may be a little afraid of James, although he's never said so. But sometimes when James is nearby, Termite will disappear.
What with the warmth of the day and me being so tired and all, the three of us just sat around. My parents hate it when we do this, even though we don't do it often, because of Pete and his ideas. Dad says sitting around is unproductive.
After a while, Lizzie came out. She was wearing these Ronald McDonald sunglasses and this old red baseball cap. Lizzie's hair tends to frizz out all over the place, so she hides it under the cap whenever possible. Lizzie is my sister. She's eight going on nine. Her real name is Elizabeth, but nobody, including our grandmother, calls her that. It's because Lizzie is so definitely a Lizzie, and not an Elizabeth. I think an Elizabeth would be a prim, tidy person, and that's just not Lizzie.
Lizzie slumped down next to me. She was as tired as I was.
"Daddy went to the office this morning," she said miserably.
"I know," I answered.
I saw Pete and Termite exchange looks. They know about this, too. We have no secrets.
When things get rough with James, Dad sometimes can't handle it, so he escapes for a while, usually to the office. He's a lawyer. It's not fair that he skips out and leaves us—well, Mom mostly—to handle James, but maybe he can't help himself.
"Come on, you guys," said Pete brightly, "we have to think of something to do."
"Yes," I said. "Something quiet."
"Whatever."
We all thought.
"Hey!" Pete cried almost at once. (He's always the first one to get an idea.) "We could have a lemonade stand. Except not just a plain old lemonade stand. It would be more of a snack bar. We could sell lemonade and ice tea and punch. And make Popsicles by freezing Kool-Aid in paper cups with sticks in them. And sell popcorn and frozen bananas, too."
"Yeah!" said Termite.
"Nah," said Lizzie.
"Nah," said I.
We went back to thinking.
"Hey!" cried Pete again. "I know! I've got some caps—"
"I thought your mother confiscated them," I interrupted.
"Only the ones she could find," said Pete. "So we take the caps and get a hammer and find out how high dogs jump when they're scared by exploding caps."
"Yeah!" said Termite.
"Nah," said Lizzie.
"Nah," said I.
Pete leaned back, whistling and thinking. Luckily, he doesn't get upset if you don't like his ideas. Besides, today he knew it was because Lizzie and I were tired.
Finally someone else had an idea. "Well," said Termite. (I knew he was going to suggest making goof calls. I just knew it.) "We could make goof calls," he said.
"Nah," said Pete.
"Nah," said Lizzie.
"Nah," said I.
Termite looked a little hurt.
"I'm sorry," I said. "But you always want to make goof calls, and we've done it so often the fun's running out. Not that we don't enjoy it. But we just made a bunch on Thursday."
Making goof calls was how Termite got his nickname. See, one day he got this terrific idea while we were huddled around the phone in his kitchen. (We make our goof calls from Termite's house because no one's ever there. Termite has two half sisters who are away at college, and both his parents work. Pete's an only child, but his mother works at home, so she's there practically all the time, and she's on the phone a lot, too.)
Termite's terrific idea was to pretend he was a termite exterminator. The idea was a little risky, but it worked often enough to be fun. We'd go through the phone book and pick out a number that sounded like a home phone number. Then Termite would make the call. When someone answered, he'd say, "Hello, this is the Armstrong Exterminating Company. Your husband" (or wife, depending) "just called me from work and told me about the termite problem you're having."
Usually the person wouldn't believe him, but Termite could be pretty convincing.
Then he'd try to set up an appointment to come over with his equipment. That first day he made two actual appointments (both of which he politely canceled later). From then on, as far as Pete and I were concerned, his name was no longer Charles Anthony Armstrong III. It was Termite.
After the goof call suggestion, we were running out of ideas. At last Pete said, "Let's just go shoot a few baskets. Nothing strenuous."
I groaned. "O.K."
"O.K.," said Lizzie.
"Aw, Lizzie," I said.
Now, don't get me wrong. I like Lizzie a lot. So do Pete and Termite. And I don't mind if she wants to hang around with us, but she's not a hot basketball player.
"Please, Jonno," she begged.
It kills me when she does that.
"You need someone to even up your teams," she went on.
"They're already even," Termite joked. "Mac's so tired he doesn't count."
We headed for our driveway where Dad had installed a hoop at the end of the turnaround.
Lizzie ran alongside us, still wanting to play. "Pretty puh-lease, with sugar on top."
Pete rolled his eyes.
Before we could even find the basketball, Dad drove up. He looked calm, which was a good sign.
We rushed up to the car and waited for him to get out. "Hi, Daddy," squealed Lizzie.
"Hi, sweetheart," he said, giving her a kiss. "Great glasses."
She touched the Ronalds on the frames and giggled.
"Hi, Dad," I said.
"Hi, son. Hi, Pete, Charles. What are you up to today?"
"Four feet, ten inches," said Termite.
It was an old, old joke between them. We laughed anyway.
Then we heard a terrible screech. We all turned around. James came bolting out of the garage. He was only half dressed (the top half) and he was galloping around and wringing his hands. "Weee-oooh, weee-oooh, weee-oooh," he wailed.
He was really upset, but he wasn't crying tears. He hardly ever does; just wails and groans.
He headed right for us like he couldn't see us, but at the last minute he made a detour.
"For crying out—" my father started to say crossly.
Mom appeared at the garage door holding James's pants. "James!" she shouted.
Everything was happening so fast.
"Weee-oooh," cried James frantically.
He doesn't speak.
Pete and I made a grab for him, catching him by the arms. We carried him back to Mom, who was standing with Dad now. She picked him up and tried to calm him down as they went into the house.
When Pete and I turned around, Lizzie was on the monkey swing under the elm tree where she goes when she's upset. Termite was disappearing through his front door.
Darn old James. Why does he have to ruin everything?
CHAPTER 2A School for James
IF ANYONE HAD SEEN my family at dinner that night, they'd have thought we were pretty weird. First of all, we were so tired we were practically falling off our chairs. Second, Lizzie was wearing her baseball cap at the table. Mom and Dad don't make her take it off because they know how she feels about her hair. Third, Mom and Dad and Lizzie and I were eating fried chicken, broccoli, and rice, while James was slowly working his way through a cup of dry Cheerios and half a plain bagel.
This is another thing about James. Eating. The only foods he'll eat without any fuss are Cheerios, bagels, Hawaiian Punch, and milk. At most meals Mom and Dad take turns forcing him to eat normal food. They have to feed him the way you'd feed a baby. Sometimes Lizzie or I give them a break and take over. Then, after you've been feeding him meat and vegetables and stuff for about fifteen minutes, he usually barfs them up. I can't tell you the number of meals that have ended with James puking all over the place. Mom and Dad think it's worth it for the few times he keeps the healthy stuff down. Personally, I think it's revolting.
Also James hardly ever sits still. The doctor's word for this is "hyperactive." James is forever squirming, wiggling, and running around. Meals are especially bad, and so James still eats in a highchair. We have to strap him in. It's the only way to keep him in one spot.
This evening, though, no one was about to force-feed James anything. We just let him go to town on his Cheerios. It was a much pleasanter meal.
"Well, kids," said Dad, "how was everybody's day?" (He'd gone back to the office right after he'd helped Mom get James's pants on.)
"Fine, Daddy," said Lizzie tiredly. "Me and Wendell caught minnows in Harry's Brook."
Lizzie has almost no girlfriends, and no friends her age. Either she hangs around with Pete and Termite and me, or she bugs Wendell to do stuff with her. Wendell is at least fifteen.
"What about you, Jonno?" Dad asked.
"Well, Pete and Termite wanted me to look for golf tees for Mr. Armstrong at the shopping center this afternoon, but I didn't feel like it. I read this book I have to do a report on instead."
Right then James coughed, and we all lunged at him with napkins, positive he was going to throw up, even though he was eating Cheerios. Luckily, it was just a regular cough. James looked up, startled to see us coming at him. Then his eyes glazed over, and he reached for the bagel, as if we weren't even there.
My mother sighed.
"Any word?" asked my father. "I know it's Saturday ... but you never know."
"No. Maybe next week," said Mom.
They were talking about James's school. This really great thing had happened. After a couple of years of dragging James around from doctor to doctor and specialist to specialist, they'd found a program, right in the next town, that James could join as soon as there was an opening. The school is only for kids like James. James is autistic.
It took us forever to find that out. See, way back when James was two, this big change came over him. Until then he'd been a pretty normal baby, except that he didn't like to be held or picked up. But he could talk and feed himself, and he was almost toilet-trained, and he liked to play with Lizzie and me. Then (and it happened awfully quickly) he started talking less and less until finally he wasn't talking at all, just making funny sounds like weee-oooh. We didn't know what had happened. The eating and sleeping problems started, and he stopped wanting to run around after Lizzie and me. Instead he started sitting alone for hours, rocking himself back and forth or waving his hands in front of his eyes or spinning pennies on the bathroom floor. If you touched him or interrupted him, he'd scream.
Now, more than two years later, he's still like that, except when he gets hold of my old Lincoln Logs, or Lizzie's Legos or Tinkertoys. Then he builds these huge, amazing structures. They're really complicated. I don't know how they stand up half the time, but they do. Mom and Dad look at the structures and say James can't be retarded. The buildings are so complex even Pete couldn't make them.
Another reason Mom says James can't be retarded is that he doesn't look retarded. When he's not doing something weird, he has this bright, serious look on his face, as if inside his head he's thinking complicated thoughts, as complicated as his buildings. I like to imagine that James doesn't want to have anything to do with us because he's this fantastic genius, and our world is too dull for him, compared with the high-level stuff he's working on in his head. Sometimes I'll come upon him when he's staring—not spinning or waving or wailing—just staring, and I'll watch him sitting with his blond hair falling in his big brown eyes, and I'll think, James, I bet you're smarter than all of us. Then I'll remember about him spinning pennies and only eating Cheerios, and I'll think, No, James, you're just a mystery to me.
Anyway, before we found out James was autistic, Mom and Dad spent months taking him from one doctor to another, trying to find someone who could help him, someone who could tell us what was wrong. Sometimes they'd be gone for a day or two, sometimes for a week or two. Lizzie and I didn't go with them. We'd stay at home, and Granny and Grandpoppy would come take care of us. That was sort of fun, but one time Lizzie got appendicitis while Mom and Dad and James were in Denver, and by the time Mom could fly back here to Massachusetts, the operation was over. Lizzie never forgave her. Or James. I could understand how she felt.
At first, none of the doctors could tell us what was wrong with James. One doctor said he was deaf and we should get a hearing aid for him, but that didn't make sense. Even though he acted like he couldn't hear us talking to him, he could hear the quietest sounds, like a paper rustling in another room. One doctor said he was hopelessly retarded and we should stick him in an institution. But we knew about his fantastic Tinkertoy creations. Another one said (get this) that James was just spoiled and the sooner we stopped treating him like a baby, the faster he'd grow out of his problems. That was stupid. Sandy Macey down the street was as spoiled as rotten eggs, but at least she could talk.
Then, a few months before James's fourth birthday, we found this doctor in New York who said James seemed autistic, but he was too little for any testing. He suggested Mom and Dad take James home, wait six months, and bring him back for tests. He said our whole family could use a break from doctors. Thank you very, very much, Dr. Lewis, I thought, when Dad told me this.
(Continues...)
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Table of Contents
Contents
1. James,2. A School for James,
3. Edweird,
4. "I'll Be Rich!",
5. Time-Savers, Inc.,
6. Monkey-in-the-Middle,
7. Good News,
8. E-Z Seeds,
9. The Baby-sitting Disaster,
10. Teaching James,
11. My Brilliant Idea,
12. The Newspaper Disaster,
13. Getting Better,
14. Spring Vacation,
15. Getting Even,
16. Pete's Brilliant Idea,
17. The Carnival,
18. Celebrities,
19. James Again,
A Personal History by Ann M. Martin,