I Am Not Who You Think I Am

I Am Not Who You Think I Am

by Eric Rickstad

Narrated by Steven Weber

Unabridged — 7 hours, 55 minutes

I Am Not Who You Think I Am

I Am Not Who You Think I Am

by Eric Rickstad

Narrated by Steven Weber

Unabridged — 7 hours, 55 minutes

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Overview

A New York Times Best Thriller of the Year

An Amazon Best Book of the Month

An Apple Best Book of the Month

“A tale not just of profound misunderstanding but dynastic wealth and dysfunction, of how money and power can warp a community¿[A] shocker of a finale.” -New York Times

''Wicked and smart. Everything you want in a great thriller.'' -Adrian McKinty, New York Times bestselling author of The Chain

One secret.Eight cryptic words.Lifetimes of ruin.

From the New York Times and internationally bestselling author

Wayland Maynard is just eight years old when he sees his father kill himself, finds a note that reads I am not who you think I am, and is left reeling with grief and shock. Who was his father if not the loving man Wayland knew? Terrified, Wayland keeps the note a secret, but his reasons for being afraid are just beginning.

Eight years later, Wayland makes a shocking discovery and becomes certain the note is the key to unlocking a past his mother and others in his town want to keep buried.

With the help of two friends, Wayland searches for the truth. Together they uncover strange messages scribbled in his father's old books, a sinister history behind the town's most powerful family, and a bizarre tragedy possibly linked to Wayland's birth. Each revelation raises more questions and deepens Wayland's suspicions of everyone around him. Soon, he'll regret he ever found the note, trusted his friends, or believed in such a thing as the truth.

I Am Not Who You Think I Am is an ingenious, addictive, and shattering tale of grief, obsession, and fate as eight words lead to lifetimes of ruin.


Editorial Reviews

Best Thriller Books

“One hell of a dark and twisted ride from the diabolical mind of Eric Rickstad…A fast-paced page-turner that’s hard to put down, I Am Not Who You Think I Am will keep you riveted and guessing throughout. Erik Rickstad delivers the goods in this book that’s sure to provide eerie and brain-busting entertainment to readers looking for a disturbing psychological thriller to sink their teeth into.”

internationally bestselling author of 56 Days Catherine Ryan Howard

“An exceptional read by an exceptional writer.”

Portland Book Review

“What an incredible, sad story. This is the kind of story that lingers long after you’ve finished reading. It’s dark and twisted, with no redemption for the characters. And yet, it is probably a more realistic ending than the ones we normally read about…If you enjoy dark, gritty thrillers, then I recommend you read this book.”

New York Times bestselling author of A Caller̵ J. D. Barker

“I loved it. A riveting tale of lies and betrayal. Clear your calendar before you crack the cover—you WON’T be able to put this one down!”

New York Times bestselling author of The Chain Adrian McKinty

“Wicked and smart. Everything you want in a great thriller. A smart, very well-written book with whiplash-inducing twists and turns that I never saw coming. I Am Not Who You Think I Am kept me reading late into the night.”

Brian Freeman

“Rickstad weaves layer upon layer of psychological mystery—all wrapped up in vivid, elegant prose.”

New York Times bestselling author of Road of Bones Christopher Golden

I Am Not Who You Think I Am is a grim tour-de-force, full of sleight-of-hand twists. Rickstad feints in one direction, then cuts you while you aren’t looking. Dark and unflinching. You’re not getting out of this one unscathed.”

Criminal Element

“Eric Rickstad’s is a name to remember.”

New York Times bestselling author of The Ex Alafair Burke

“Eric Rickstad is the rare writer who can wrap a dark, gritty story in smooth, poetic prose.”

Seven Days

“A lean and mean thriller with a distinct gothic tinge…Rickstad has crafted a tale twisty enough to foil even mystery fans…The story's irresistible hook and complex unfolding are likely to keep readers engaged to the last page.”

Big Thrill

I Am Not Who You Think I Am is a stunning achievement, equal parts searing family tragedy, gripping character study, and page-turning thriller…The ghost of gothic thrillers lurks around every sharp bend of the meticulously crafted, pitch-black plot.”

internationally bestselling author of The Devil Steve Cavanagh

“A real page-turner, this one. Brilliantly written with a wicked mystery at its heart, this is a cracker from Eric Rickstad.”

New York Times bestselling author of Chasing the B Richard Chizmar

“Eric Rickstad’s I Am Not Who You Think I Am left me spellbound and shattered. It’s a shocking, heartbreaking novel, equal parts tender and vicious. I never saw the punches coming and when they landed I was left stunned and breathless. I loved every page. It should not be missed!”

New York Times

“The reader will entertain many incorrect theories before arriving at the shocker of a finale…Rickstad has an elaborate, old-fashioned style of narration. He sends us hurtling down one path before yanking the reins and pulling us in another direction. Soon we are in a tale not just of profound misunderstanding but also of dynastic wealth and dysfunction, of how money and power can warp a community.”

USA Today bestselling author of Her Perfect Life Hank Phillippi Ryan

“A riveting tale of consequences, family, and fate—darkly poetic and deeply felt…Do not miss this.”

OCTOBER 2021 - AudioFile

Narrator Steven Weber shines in this tragic mystery of family secrets. He portrays the sympathetic hero, Wayland Maynard, with profound empathy. As a boy, Wayland sees his father kill himself; afterward he finds a note reading, “I am not who you think I am.” Weber flawlessly portrays the enormous burden Wayland bears as he keeps his family’s secret. His quest to understand his father’s life, confront a powerful family in his hometown, and cement his relationships with friends leads to hard choices and sad revelations. Happily, there’s a satisfying and heartbreaking ending, and Weber delivers it with conviction. As Weber takes listeners through this evocative roller-coaster ride, he proves he’s one of the best in the business. R.O. © AudioFile 2021, Portland, Maine

Product Details

BN ID: 2940176060430
Publisher: Blackstone Audio, Inc.
Publication date: 10/05/2021
Edition description: Unabridged
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