How I Survived A Chinese 'Re-education' Camp: A Uyghur Woman's Story
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How I Survived A Chinese 'Re-education' Camp: A Uyghur Woman's Story
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Overview
'An indispensable account' – Sunday Times
'Moving and devastating' – The Literary Review
'An intimate, highly sensory self-portrait' – Sunday Telegraph (Five Stars)
FIRST MEMOIR ABOUT CHINA'A 'RE-EDUCATION' CAMPS BY A UYGHUR WOMAN
Since 2017, one million Uyghurs have been seized by the Chinese authorities and sent to 're-education' camps, in what the US Government and human rights groups describe as a genocide.
Few have made it out to the West. One is Gulbahar Haitiwaji.
For three years, she endured hundreds of hours of interrogations, freezing cold, forced sterilisation, and a programme of de-personalisation meant to destroy her free will and her memories.
This intimate account reveals the long-suppressed truth about China's gulag. It tells the story of a woman confronted by an all-powerful state bent on crushing her spirit – and her battle for freedom and dignity.
Extract
'In the camps, the 're-education' process applies the same remorseless method to destroying all its victims. It starts out by stripping you of your individuality. It takes away your name, your clothes, your hair. There is nothing now to distinguish you from anyone else.
'Then the process takes over your body by subjecting it to a hellish routine: being forced to repeatedly recite the glories of the Communist Party for eleven hours a day in a windowless classroom. Falter, and you are punished. So you keep on saying the same things over and over again until you can't feel, can't think anymore. You lose all sense of time. First the hours, then the days.'
- Gulbahar Haitiwaji
Reviews
'Gulbahar's memoir is an indispensable account, which makes vivid the stench of fearful sweat in the cells, the newly built prison's permanent reek of white pain. It closely corresponds with other witness statements, giving every indication of being very reliable. Most impressive is her psychological honesty.' – John Phipps, Sunday Times
'Huge efforts have been made to obfuscate the realities of life in the camps (even speaking openly in Xinjiang about them can lead to incarceration). Although their existence has been well documented abroad and grudgingly admitted by the Chinese state, relatively few first-hand accounts of what actually goes on inside them have emerged. One is Gulbahar Haitiwaji's moving and devastating How I Survived a Chinese 'Re-education' Camp.' – Roderic Wye, Literary Review
'There follows an intimate, highly sensory self-portrait, created with the help of Rozenn Morgat (a journalist with Le Figaro), of an educated woman passing through a system that appears at turns cruel, paranoid, capricious and devastatingly effective. It begins with the confiscation of Haitiwaji's passport and a police interrogation during which she is shown a photograph of her daughter attending a Uyghur demonstration in Paris. One of the interrogators starts bawling at her - "Your daughter's a terrorist!" and before long Haitiwaji is plunged into a bewildering world of shackles, bunks and beaten-earth floors; grey gruel and stale bread served up by deaf-mute cooks selected for their silence; the sounds and smells of the communal toilet-bucket; and the buzz of security camera motors as they scan the cell.' ***** – Christopher Harding, Sunday Telegraph
Translated from the French book Rescapée du goulag chinois (Équateurs), How I Survived a Chinese Reeducation Camp is a riveting insight into an authoritarian world.
A true story, it reads like a 21st Century version of George Orwell's 1984 set in modern China.
Product Details
| ISBN-13: | 9781912454914 |
|---|---|
| Publisher: | Canbury |
| Publication date: | 02/03/2022 |
| Sold by: | Bookwire |
| Format: | eBook |
| Pages: | 256 |
| File size: | 717 KB |
About the Author
Gulbahar Haitiwaji worked as a petroleum engineer in Xinjiang, China, before she left with her two daughters, to join her husband Kerim, who had sought asylum in France. She was tricked into returning to China, and vanished into its camps.
Rozenn Morgat is a journalist with Le Figaro. She helped Gulbahar to tell her story, in the hope of alerting the world to what is happening to the Uyghurs.
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by Gulbahar Haitiwaji
One at a time, our warders led us into a makeshift infirmary where men in lab coats were waiting.
There was no choice. I was told by one of the superintendents: ‘You must be vaccinated. You’re 50 years old. Your immune system isn’t what it used to be. If you don’t do this, you might get the flu.’
Terrified of reprisals if I didn’t agree, I signed a document giving my permission.
One of the men jabbed the vein in my arm.
I was so stupid.
I had been a prisoner in a Xinjiang ‘re-education’ camp for a year. The only horizon I had was the line of barbed wire that cut us off from the rest of the world.
Other women in the internment camp had told me that their periods had stopped shortly after such ‘vaccinations.’
The younger women wept and grieved. They had hoped to start families once they were released from camp.
Past the menopause myself, I tried to comfort them, though a horrific thought was already growing inside me: were they sterilising us?
Now, I know my fears were correct.
Every day, new prisoners arrived. I saw their fearful faces. I wanted to shout: ‘Watch out! Don’t get vaccinated!’ But what was the point? Their turn would come, no matter what, and I’d just get punished. So I kept my mouth shut.
Like more than one million other Uighurs, I was imprisoned in a Chinese ‘re-education’ camp.
Uighurs are Sunni Muslims whose culture is Turkic. The camps, which China describes as ‘schools’, claim to ‘eradicate Islamist terrorism from Uighur minds’.
In reality, they aim to eradicate an entire ethnicity.
I am neither a separatist nor an Islamic terrorist - just a mother - but on the basis of a nine-minute trial, I was sentenced to seven years of ‘re-education’.
They dragged my body through hell and my mind to the brink of madness.
The process starts by stripping you of your individuality. It takes away your name, your clothes, your hair. Then you are forced to repeatedly recite the glories of the Communist Party for 11 hours a day in a windowless classroom.
Falter, and you are punished.
So you keep saying the same things over and over again until you can’t feel, can’t think any more. You lose all sense of time.
In the camp, I wasn’t Gulbahar, but Number 9. I was forbidden from speaking Uighur, or from praying.
There was something extra about the taste of the vile slop that filled our bowls. Were they drugging our meals to make us lose our memories?
Physically and mentally, I became a ghost. My weight plummeted. The blinding light worsened my vision, and beneath my eyes, heavy rings made two pockets of shadow. My heart beat so weakly that I could no longer feel it when I pressed my palm to my chest.
Whenever I was deemed to have broken the rules, I was slapped or, on one occasion, shackled to a bed for a fortnight. I underwent hundreds of hours of nightmarish interrogations, until chaos gradually took over my soul.
Every week, women were taken away and we never saw them again.
At night, we’d wake to terrifying screams, as if someone was being tortured upstairs. We listened in silence, absolutely still, to howls that pierced the night. They were the cries of women going mad, begging guards not to hurt them any more.
Death lurked in every corner.
When the footfalls of guards woke us in the night, I thought our time had come to be executed. When a hand viciously pushed hair-clippers across my skull, I shut my eyes, thinking I was being readied for the scaffold, the electric chair, or drowning.
For two years, my husband, Kerim, and two daughters, Gulhumar and Gulnigar, had no idea where I was. They imagined the worst. They believed me dead.
I was born into a Uighur family that had lived in Xinjiang for generations. This jewel, more than six times the size of the UK, is at the far western end of China. Its riches include gold, diamonds, natural gas, uranium, and – above all – oil.
Since being annexed by the China, we Uighurs have been the stone in the Beijing regime’s shoe.
Xinjiang is far too rich a strategic corridor for it to lose and President Xi Jinping wants it cleansed of separatist populations. In short, China wants a Xinjiang without Uighurs.
