Publishers Weekly
09/27/2021
Journalist O’Loughlin debuts with an engrossing history of the Catholic Church’s response to the AIDS crisis in the U.S. and the efforts of priests and nuns who were “willing to jeopardize their own ministry and reputation and stand with LGBT Catholics.” O’Loughlin, who identifies as gay and Catholic, weaves his own struggles “to reconcile these two parts of my identity” into the narrative, which highlights tensions between “an institutional faith could be so homophobic” and the concern for the marginalized at the heart of Catholic teachings. He documents disagreements over whether Church officials and Catholic hospitals could promote condoms to prevent the spread of HIV and AIDS, and draws on extensive interviews with Catholic caregivers including Father Bill McNichols, a gay Jesuit priest and artist who clashed with Church leaders over his advocacy of LGBTQ worshippers. Amid the raw, emotional depictions of suffering and abandonment, moments of hope emerge, including the Dignity movement’s hosting of a Mass for people with AIDS and their loved ones in 1983, Mother Teresa’s opening of an AIDS hospice at St. Veronica’s Church in Greenwich Village in 1985, and nearby St. Vincent’s Hospital’s emergence as a leading AIDS treatment center (though O’Loughlin notes the irony that the hospital has since been “chopped up and developed into expensive condos”). This poignant account shines a well-deserved spotlight on Catholics who chose compassion over fear. (Nov.)
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"This poignant account shines a well-deserved spotlight on Catholics who chose compassion over fear." Publishers Weekly
"A superbly researched, beautifully written and vividly presented portrait of an overlooked time in modern history. An important book about a key part of Catholic and American history that had to be written." James Martin, S.J., New York Times bestselling author of Building a Bridge: How the Catholic Church and the LGBT Community Can Enter Into a Relationship of Respect, Compassion, and Sensitivity
"With the precision and drive of an expert investigative journalist, the heart of a poet and the soul of a faithful, gay Catholic conflicted by his own spiritual home, his quest for answers about what the Church did, and did not do, in the mysterious and terrifying beginnings of AIDS in America unearths tragic yet beautiful stories of love and death that may have been lost without this magnificent and passionate documentary." Jeannie Gaffigan, author of When Life Gives You Pears: The Healing Power of Family, Faith, and Funny People
"Michael O'Loughlin sets his sights on an aspect of recent American history and culture too little examined. Hidden Mercy will cause discussion, argument, and maybe recommitment to an ideal of faith in action that can still play out in our day. And a good thing too." Gregory Maguire, New York Times bestselling author of Wicked: The Life and Times of the Wicked Witch of the West
"Michael J. O'Loughlin offers a moving personal history as well as a well written and reported account of the brave priests and nunsqueer and straight alikethat jeopardized their own career and standings with the church by merely treating LGBTQ Catholics with dignity during the height of the AIDS crisis." Michael Arceneaux, New York Times bestselling author of I Can't Date Jesus: Love, Sex, Family, Race, and Other Reasons I've Put My Faith in Beyoncé and I Don't Want To Die Poor
"O'Loughlin introduces us to so many unsung heroes of the AIDS crisis, and their lives vividly showcase the compassion and the cruelty that coexist in one community. A harrowing and deeply personal story." Molly Worthen, associate professor of history at the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, New York Times contributing opinion writer, and author of Apostles of Reason: The Crisis of Authority in American Evangelicalism
"Love - much like the power of community - really does stand at the center of Hidden Mercy. O'Loughlin never loses sight of that, and queer history is better because of it." Xorje Olivares, host of the podcast "Queer I am Lord"
"Compulsively readable, vigorous and alive, full of searching, complicated, tough-minded, loving people." Paul Lisicky, author of Later and The Narrow Door
"With care and curiosity, O'Loughlin weaves a compelling narrative that exists at the intersection of faith and sexuality. What follows is a story that is at times funny, surprising, and ultimately restores some of my own faith that people can and will show up for each other." Tobin Low, editor at "This American Life" and co-creator of the podcast "Nancy"
"Hidden Mercy unburies the lost testimonies of American Catholic priests and nuns who dared cross into the no man's land between queerness and religion at the height of the AIDS crisis. Punks of the collar, renegades of the cloth, they risked excommunication in the earliest days of the 'gay cancer' and found religious justification to provide a kind of forbidden care." Robert W. Fieseler, author of Tinderbox: The Untold Story of the Up Stairs Lounge Fire and the Rise of Gay Liberation