Heather Holleman used to live a fragile life, a prisoner to fear, anxiety, and despair. Like many younger women, she knew Jesus, but she wasn’t strong in Him. Her search for comfort seemed unending.
Then one day, while reading a simple statement in Scripture, “God guards the lives of his faithful ones” (Psalm 97:10), that all began to change.
In Guarded by Christ: Knowing the God Who Rescues and Keeps Us, Heather guides women through a series of practical mental shifts that immensely helped her live strong in the Lord. Learn how in Jesus, you are guarded:
- By righteousness instead of condemnation
- By peace instead of anxiety
- By hope instead of despair
- By the Holy Spirit’s power instead of self-effort
- By a crucified life instead of a self-important one
Heather Holleman used to live a fragile life, a prisoner to fear, anxiety, and despair. Like many younger women, she knew Jesus, but she wasn’t strong in Him. Her search for comfort seemed unending.
Then one day, while reading a simple statement in Scripture, “God guards the lives of his faithful ones” (Psalm 97:10), that all began to change.
In Guarded by Christ: Knowing the God Who Rescues and Keeps Us, Heather guides women through a series of practical mental shifts that immensely helped her live strong in the Lord. Learn how in Jesus, you are guarded:
- By righteousness instead of condemnation
- By peace instead of anxiety
- By hope instead of despair
- By the Holy Spirit’s power instead of self-effort
- By a crucified life instead of a self-important one
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Overview
Heather Holleman used to live a fragile life, a prisoner to fear, anxiety, and despair. Like many younger women, she knew Jesus, but she wasn’t strong in Him. Her search for comfort seemed unending.
Then one day, while reading a simple statement in Scripture, “God guards the lives of his faithful ones” (Psalm 97:10), that all began to change.
In Guarded by Christ: Knowing the God Who Rescues and Keeps Us, Heather guides women through a series of practical mental shifts that immensely helped her live strong in the Lord. Learn how in Jesus, you are guarded:
- By righteousness instead of condemnation
- By peace instead of anxiety
- By hope instead of despair
- By the Holy Spirit’s power instead of self-effort
- By a crucified life instead of a self-important one
Product Details
| ISBN-13: | 9780802494818 |
|---|---|
| Publisher: | Moody Publishers |
| Publication date: | 09/16/2016 |
| Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
| Format: | eBook |
| Pages: | 192 |
| File size: | 3 MB |
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Guarded by Christ
Knowing the God Who Rescues and Keeps Us
By Heather Holleman, Pam Pugh
Moody Publishers
Copyright © 2016 Heather HollemanAll rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-0-8024-9481-8
CHAPTER 1
TRUE PLACES
It is not down in any map; true places never are. — Herman Melville in Moby Dick
The summer before I turned forty years old, I learned something about my storm-tossed soul that ushered in a fresh experience of Jesus.
I sat on a sagging bed in a rented apartment where my family had traveled for a ministry assignment in a city over a thousand miles from home. The dirty bedroom with cracked walls and carpet stains offered the early morning setting where I was about to read a passage of Scripture that wouldn't let me go. I tied my hair back in a rubber band — the kind that come in packs of twenty but can rarely be found when needed — and adjusted my glasses. I heard our children, now in the preteen and teenage years, scrambling to get dressed. I stretched out a hand to find a mug and gulped down the coffee with hazelnut creamer my husband had delivered like it was vital medication for the ailment called waking up in the morning. I flipped open the Bible, ready to pour all this exhaustion, anxiety, and homesickness onto any words that could neutralize these emotions.
I turned to Psalm 97 and read from verse 10 that God "guards the lives of his faithful ones."
I stared at that word — guards — as if seeing it for the first time.
I swallowed more coffee. I kept staring.
It seemed like such a clear, easy statement to understand — God guards the lives of His faithful ones — and yet I wasn't sure I fully got it. Believers in Jesus were counted as His faithful ones, and this included me, but what could it mean that God guards us? This verb presented a secure and safe reality, but in my Christian life, I rarely felt secure. If God was guarding me, I certainly didn't know how to experience this in any tangible form. The questions persisted like termites chewing at my soul: Is God guarding us? Where is He guarding us? For what purpose?
The simple verb ignited a firestorm of urgent questions within because I knew I wasn't living as one guarded by God. Someone God guards surely wouldn't feel this unstable, unsettled, and immature.
I refilled the mug and began the search that would profoundly change my soul, transforming my inner being into something stable, settled, and mature.
"Guards," is shamar in Hebrew, which means to hedge about, keep safe, protect, watch carefully, preserve. Usually shamar refers to the "keeping" of the law — guarding, observing, and carefully preserving God's words — but when used in multiple psalms, the word suggests a person fenced in an enclosure being carefully watched over and protected. The psalmists often connected God's guarding presence to a physical, surrounding location like this. King David, for example, asks God to guard him as he takes refuge in Him and makes Him his fortress (Psalms 16:1; 31:2).
Finally, the "lives" that God guards is actually the word for "souls," so a more precise translation of this phrase in Psalm 97 is "God guards the souls of His people."
But where is guarding happening? Where is this refuge? Where is this fortress? Since it's not anything we can see with our eyes, how are we to think of it?
Searching the Scriptures to examine what God guards and how He guards it in us, I learned that the Bible presents us with a Savior who dwells in our inner being by the Holy Spirit and who imparts all the characteristics of God's guarding presence to our soul. I wanted to learn every aspect of what this guarding presence was like because I hadn't come to know Jesus like this. I knew Him as my salvation and that I was seated with him in the heavenly realms (Ephesians 2:6), but I didn't know Him as a Guarding God. I didn't know everything He was doing in my soul.
Could understanding more about our Guarding God help us as Christians "grow up in [our] salvation" (1 Peter 2:2) so we would become "thoroughly equipped" for the good works God had prepared for us to do (2 Timothy 3:17; Ephesians 2:10)? I wasn't sure what I would discover as I searched the Scriptures to learn more, but I just knew this: God was already beginning to transform me as I met Him as my Guarding God.
On the very day I prayed that God would teach me more about His guarding presence, I watched as my husband, Ashley, prepared our older daughter for her first day out alone in the city without us. While Ashley and I kept busy with ministry assignments in this new city, our younger daughter was enrolled in the camp provided. But our older had the freedom to choose some independent activities. For the first time in her life, she would ride her bike alone to meet her friends, enjoy a lunch out at a restaurant, and then spend the afternoon hanging out downtown. She was growing up — this was normal and right — but I wasn't ready.
Her dad delivered final instructions as he adjusted her helmet around her blond ponytail. I heard him remind her about her bike lock, wallet, and phone, but then all I could think about was losing her to kidnapping, traffic accident, or random disaster. I said goodbye and watched her pedal off from our apartment.
Then the anxiety came. I just knew something terrible would happen. I left for my seminary classes that were part of ministry training, trying desperately to focus on the lectures. During the day, the phone buzzed with several text messages. I plunged my hand into my bag, breathless and nervous each time. Was Sarah hurt? Was she missing? Had a flood come and swept her into a ravine?
The stream of messages came:
"She made it through the intersection! I see her!" Ashley texted. He even snapped a photograph; I could see that blond ponytail flying and those feet pedaling with confidence.
And later:
"She's with her friends! I'm going to 'accidentally' meet her and give her more money for lunch."
And later:
"She s in the restaurant. She's doing great! I see her."
All day long on that first day Sarah was without us, my husband trailed our daughter in the minivan, unseen by her. He was guarding her carefully, watching over all of her needs, and assuring her well-being. Sarah never knew her daddy was following her that first day on her own, but he was. He was there the whole time.
As I sat there with the phone, tears formed. I imagined the gentle whisper of God deep in my soull: "This is what it's like between you and Me. I guard you like this. I'm taking care of everything that concerns you."
And that simple verb, guard, became my new favorite word in Scripture.
* * *
As a writing instructor specializing in vivid verbs, I teach college freshmen that every they use should evoke a mood and an image. "Never waste a verb," I tell them, closing my eyes and tenting my hands together like we're sharing a sacred moment. When one of them uses a particularly vivid verb — perhaps assuage, embellish, or fritter — I clap with joy and might even hop up and down.
When we read the verb guard, we cannot help but feel protected, secure, important, kept close, and carefully observed. The verb feels demanding; it proclaims the urgent protection of a precious person. I stared again at the verb and then wrote down the truth: God guards me. God guards me right now.
I closed my eyes.
I felt seen. I felt enclosed. I felt protected.
Something sparked in my soul. Something blossomed. Something formed. It was as if that verb architected a whole new place within, brick by brick. Each brick became a different facet of the Guarding God operating inside me based on everything I'd ever read about God in the Bible. That day, I began to synthesize all I knew about Him and uncovered that someone in God's guarding care lives in five new ways:
A person God guards lives with confidence, peace, hope, strength, and as crucified with Christ. These five realities were the unlimited privileges of becoming a child of God. These five realities represent what Jesus offers and works into the human soul. Theologian Dallas Willard explains, "Spiritual formation for the Christian basically refers to the Spirit-driven process of forming the inner world of the human self in such a way that it becomes like the inner being of Christ himself."
Our inner world can indeed become like Christ. We can find, through Jesus, maturity and stability, drawing joy from a continual source of intimacy with Him. People who know Jesus like this would have the emotional regulation and well-being I wanted but had never accessed. They would love Him and worship Him even more because they knew Him in these new ways.
I knew that I didn't live like someone who experienced Jesus' guarding and keeping care. Instead of resting in God's guarding care, I stayed trapped in a pinball machine of unstable living, ricocheting between these five toxic mindsets: condemnation, anxiety, hopelessness, weakness, and self-absorption. Even while I enjoyed months of spiritual growth and intimacy with Jesus, I felt like I backslid into a default state of instability more often than I wanted to. Could I grow up into my salvation in such a way that I could experience God's guarding care all day long? I didn't want to live such a fragile life anymore.
Instead of a guarded mindset, I had a distressed mindset.
Reading that God guarded me was like an invitation to another kind of living with a different set of opposing and triumphing mindsets. This kind of living was a decisive revolution that dethroned what kept me miserable and disconnected from Jesus, others, and even myself. In the fresh space of my soul, I learned the truth:
Jesus offers righteousness to combat condemnation and shame (Romans 8:1).
Jesus transfers His peace to soothe anxiety (Philippians 4:7).
Jesus supplies His hope to flood light into dark despair (Romans 15:13).
Jesus infuses His power to aid our weakness (Ephesians 1:19).
Jesus lives in us to transform a self-life into a crucified life (Galatians 2:20).
Christ was guarding me and offering these unlimited privileges; I needed to learn how to take up residence in my own soul with Jesus and learn a different way to be. And it wasn't all just about me; the inward work of knowing a Guarding God was about so much more than just my own soul and my own life. Christ guarded me alongside other believers who were together manifesting God's presence. His guarding presence was always an invitation to move more and more outside myself to connect with others and minister to them. I had wanted to experience what the Bible calls "the body of Christ" (1 Corinthians 12:27), but my emotions and inner world often isolated and separated me more than connected me to others.
But Jesus was offering me a soul-makeover, a complete renovation that would heal the deepest parts of me and grow me into maturity and deep, authentic connection with others. Jesus is also called Immanuel (Isaiah 7:14 and Matthew 1:23), which means God with us, and this renovation and subsequent maturity had everything to do with learning how Jesus was with me, with us.
* * *
Before learning how God was guarding me, I had to understand more of where He was guarding me. Perhaps like me, you're a visual learner, and picturing this abstract concept helps you grasp biblical truth. If we examine images where God's people imagined His guarding care in Scripture, we see the repetition of these images: shield, refuge, rock, tower, or fortress. In Psalm 18:2, for example, we see David proclaiming his confidence in Gods love and protection when he describes these images: "The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield." Picture these images in your mind: a rock, a fortress, a shield.
Over and over again throughout the Psalms, we see images of invisible structures into which these writers imaginatively placed themselves under guard by a powerful, loving, all-seeing God. But they aren't physical places, it s just nice what Herman Melville wrote in Moby Dick when describing a setting. He claims, "It is not down in any map; true places never are."
The fortresses, shields, and refuges of God are true, but unseen places. They are spiritual images or metaphors that helped the biblical writers understand how God was guarding their souls. David wasn't literally present in any of these towers, fortresses, shields, and refuges, but in his spiritual reality, he was there. So strong was this spiritual understanding that David even proclaims in Psalm 11:1, "In the Lord I take refuge. How then can you say to me: 'Flee like a bird to your mountain'?" In other words, David tells us — "I'm already in a place of safely, so I don't need to run to another place of protection." We don't need to run anywhere else. Jesus is our refuge. David, well before the coming of Christ who instructs us on His indwelling presence, understood that he was somehow dwelling in God, taking refuge there.
God's guarding presence is also in our souls. Does this seem strange or hard to believe ? Many passages of Scripture indicate this reality as noted by 2 Corinthians 13:5, where Paul simply asks, "Do you not realize that Christ Jesus is in you?" We might look to Ephesians 3:17, where Paul says that Christ is dwelling "in your hearts through faith." God's guarding presence is within us at this very moment if we've invited Jesus to dwell there by receiving His free gift of salvation.
This indwelling Christ that was once so hard to picture suddenly had clarity when I remembered David's dwelling places. Every biblical image of God as this external shield, tower, fortress, or refuge applies within our very own souls because of the indwelling Christ by the Holy Spirit. God Himself is our dwelling place, our refuge, and our fortress (Psalms 90:1; 91:2) and this happens within us. Jesus invites us to live from our inner being and as David did, we can picture ourselves in the fortress of God's guarding care in our souls.
It now didn't matter that I was in an old apartment in a strange city. I was in a different setting in my soul — in a fortress of God's guarding care. It was like a Promised Land inside.
Maybe this is what Jesus wanted for us all along when He taught about our inner being. In one of His most powerful teaching moments — during the Feast of Tabernacles (which was the Jewish festival remembering how the Israelites lived in temporary dwellings while wandering in the wilderness) — He says something astonishing about our inner being, the dwelling place of God. We read in John 7:37–39:
On the last and greatest day of the festival Jesus stood and said in a loud voice, "Let anyone who is thirsty come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as Scripture has said, rivers of living water will flow from within them." By this he meant the Spirit, whom those who believed in him were later to receive.
Jesus claims that He is "living water" and that He can flow "from within" us. These images counted as revolutionary words in a setting where Jews celebrated external dwelling places and years of wandering before entering the Promised Land of Canaan. Essentially, Jesus proclaimed a new kind of dwelling — an indwelling, and another kind of Promised Land within?
Think of the fresh, nourishing, vibrant life of Jesus right now in our inner being. This is a new life, lived from within, that aligns us to the indwelling Christ all day long.
* * *
If you're anything like me, you don't always feel the fresh, nourishing, vibrant inner life because your outer life suffers. Life, for you, might feel more like a dry desert than a flowing river. You aren't alone. In 2 Corinthians 4:16 we read, "Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day." God's guarding presence renews us, although on the outside, life might not look as abundant as we had hoped. You may agree with the idea that parts of your life are "wasting away" through such things as aging, disease, loss of loved ones, or any category of disappointments, but you might not have ever experienced "being renewed day by day."
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Table of Contents
Contents
About the Cover, 9,Part One: OUR GUARDING GOD,
1. True Places, 13,
2. Rescued and Kept, 29,
3. Refreshing the Memory, 45,
4. The Soul Fortress, 59,
Part Two: IN THE SECRET PLACE OF THE SOUL,
5. The Catapult: From Condemned to Confident, 69,
6. The Moat: From Harassed to Harmonized, 81,
7. The Window: From Despair to Delight, 99,
8. The Arm: From Fragile to a Mighty Force, 119,
9. The Win Shot: From Self-Obsessed to Savior-Focused, 141,
Part Three: LIVING DAILY IN THE FORTRESS,
10. Leaving the Dungeon, 167,
Notes, 177,
Acknowledgments, 183,
What People are Saying About This
In days of terror and horror, when danger prevails and safety fails, we all need a place of security, a sure protector who will not yield. That person is our God, and Heather Holloman leads us to know Him in a fresh, even transforming way: as the God who guards us. She unveils the reality of who He is and how we are safe with Him. Just when we need such a certainty. JUDY DOUGLASSDirector, Women’s Resources, Campus Crusade for Christ International (Cru)Author of Letters to My Children: Secrets of Success
Why do I love Heather Holleman’s new book? Yes, it is authentically honest, refreshingly perceptive but that it is not why I love it. Heather wrote Guarded by Christ because guard became her new favorite word in Scripture. As she shared from her heart, guard became my new favorite biblical word too! Do you desire to know how God guards your soul? Read this book and you will find yourself praying, “Thank you God for all the ways You guard me!” LINDA DILLOWAuthor of Calm My Anxious Heart and Satisfy My Thirsty Soul