Table of Contents
Introduction vii
Book 1 Field Notes on a Way Forward (2016-2017)
1 Portland 3
2 Therapy 5
3 "Why We Need Evangelicals 8
4 Orlando 10
5 The Gift of a White Stole 13
6 My Calling as a Bishop 15
7 The Commission on a Way Forward Begins 17
8 An Eclectic Spiritual Plan 21
To Clergy Friends after the Election: Same Thoughts 25
9 A Conversation with Bishop Woodie White 29
Charlottesville 32
10 Negotiating for Mutual Benefit 36
11 Born on the 4th of July 39
12 Two Congregations 42
13 Africa College of Bishops 47
14 Speaking to the Judicial Council: The One Church Plan 50
Questions for Accountable Leaders 53
15 Anchored and Free: A Christmas Meditation 55
Book 2 Walking to the End of Our Light (2018-2019)
Moderator's Reflection on the Way Forward 59
1 Three Clergywomen 61
2 The Importance of Conversation 64
3 The Commission on a Way Forward Concludes 69
4 Installation as President of the Council of Bishops 71
5 The Gospel of the Burnt Ends 73
A Call to Discipleship: Living as Disciples of a Nonviolent Lord in a Time of Violence 76
Letter to a Traditionalist Friend 79
6 Holiness Redefined 82
7 The Basement and the Sanctuary 84
8 The Benefits of Failure and the Power of Imagination 88
9 The Downward Movement of Grace 91
10 A Peaceable Kingdom Christmas 95
11 The Hard Work of Listening 102
12 An Epiphany Midrash 105
13 February 2019, St. Louis, Part 1 110
14 February 2019, St. Louis. Part 2 113
Prayer for Faithfulness, Fruitfulness, and Unity 116
15 February 2019, St. Louis. Part 3 117
Book 3 God Will Make a Way (2019-2020)
Letter to the Florida Annual Conference 125
1 A Lenten Season 128
Editorial in the Orlando Sentinel 132
2 Weariness 134
3 United Methodist Chancellors and a Quaker Meeting House 137
4 The Water of a Womb 140
5 Mountains and Valleys 142
6 Search Me and Know My Heart 145
7 Convicted Humility 149
8 Confusing Technical Problems with Adaptive Challenges 151
9 The Mediation led by Kenneth Feinberg 153
10 Speaking at Church of the Resurrection 157
An Examen in the Wesleyan Tradition 161
11 Preaching and Breaking Bread Amidst Complaints 164
12 The Arrival of COVID-19 166
13 Easter and Beyond 171
14 I Can't Breathe: The Emergence of a Second Deadly Virus that Had Always Been There 175
15 God Will Make A Way 180
Acknowledgments 183