Ferment: A Memoir of Mental Illness, Redemption, and Winemaking in the Mosel
A deeply moving account of one man’s return to the German town where he first pursued a career in winemaking, and his attempt to reckon with the mental illness, alcoholism, and enduring relationships that defined the most formative chapter of his life.

After an attempted suicide by hanging—with his son in the next room—author Patrick Dobson checks into a mental hospital, clueless, reeling from bone-crushing depression and tortuous, racing thoughts. A long overdue diagnosis of manic depression offers relief but brings his confused and eventful past into question.

To make sense of his suicide attempt and deal with his past, he returns to Germany where, three decades earlier, he arrived as twenty-two-year-old—lost, drunk, and in the throes of untreated mental illness—in search of a new life and with dreams of becoming a winemaker. The sublime Mosel vineyards and the ancient city of Trier changed his life forever.

Ferment charts his days in Trier’s vineyards and cellars, and the enduring friendships that would define his life. A winemaker and his wife become like parents to him. In their son, he finds a brother, whose death years later sends Dobson into a suicidal tailspin. His friends, once apprentices like himself, become leaders in their fields: an art historian and church-restoration expert, an art- and architectural-glass craftsman, a painter and photographer, and a theologian/journalist. The relationships he builds with them become hallmarks of a life well-lived.

In Ferment, Dobson reconnects with the people who stood by him through his dissolution and eventual recovery. In these relationships, he seeks who he was and how his time in Germany changed him. He peers into his memory to understand how manic depression and alcoholism affected who he was then and how his time in Germany made him who he’s become.
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Ferment: A Memoir of Mental Illness, Redemption, and Winemaking in the Mosel
A deeply moving account of one man’s return to the German town where he first pursued a career in winemaking, and his attempt to reckon with the mental illness, alcoholism, and enduring relationships that defined the most formative chapter of his life.

After an attempted suicide by hanging—with his son in the next room—author Patrick Dobson checks into a mental hospital, clueless, reeling from bone-crushing depression and tortuous, racing thoughts. A long overdue diagnosis of manic depression offers relief but brings his confused and eventful past into question.

To make sense of his suicide attempt and deal with his past, he returns to Germany where, three decades earlier, he arrived as twenty-two-year-old—lost, drunk, and in the throes of untreated mental illness—in search of a new life and with dreams of becoming a winemaker. The sublime Mosel vineyards and the ancient city of Trier changed his life forever.

Ferment charts his days in Trier’s vineyards and cellars, and the enduring friendships that would define his life. A winemaker and his wife become like parents to him. In their son, he finds a brother, whose death years later sends Dobson into a suicidal tailspin. His friends, once apprentices like himself, become leaders in their fields: an art historian and church-restoration expert, an art- and architectural-glass craftsman, a painter and photographer, and a theologian/journalist. The relationships he builds with them become hallmarks of a life well-lived.

In Ferment, Dobson reconnects with the people who stood by him through his dissolution and eventual recovery. In these relationships, he seeks who he was and how his time in Germany changed him. He peers into his memory to understand how manic depression and alcoholism affected who he was then and how his time in Germany made him who he’s become.
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Ferment: A Memoir of Mental Illness, Redemption, and Winemaking in the Mosel

Ferment: A Memoir of Mental Illness, Redemption, and Winemaking in the Mosel

by Patrick Dobson
Ferment: A Memoir of Mental Illness, Redemption, and Winemaking in the Mosel

Ferment: A Memoir of Mental Illness, Redemption, and Winemaking in the Mosel

by Patrick Dobson

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A deeply moving account of one man’s return to the German town where he first pursued a career in winemaking, and his attempt to reckon with the mental illness, alcoholism, and enduring relationships that defined the most formative chapter of his life.

After an attempted suicide by hanging—with his son in the next room—author Patrick Dobson checks into a mental hospital, clueless, reeling from bone-crushing depression and tortuous, racing thoughts. A long overdue diagnosis of manic depression offers relief but brings his confused and eventful past into question.

To make sense of his suicide attempt and deal with his past, he returns to Germany where, three decades earlier, he arrived as twenty-two-year-old—lost, drunk, and in the throes of untreated mental illness—in search of a new life and with dreams of becoming a winemaker. The sublime Mosel vineyards and the ancient city of Trier changed his life forever.

Ferment charts his days in Trier’s vineyards and cellars, and the enduring friendships that would define his life. A winemaker and his wife become like parents to him. In their son, he finds a brother, whose death years later sends Dobson into a suicidal tailspin. His friends, once apprentices like himself, become leaders in their fields: an art historian and church-restoration expert, an art- and architectural-glass craftsman, a painter and photographer, and a theologian/journalist. The relationships he builds with them become hallmarks of a life well-lived.

In Ferment, Dobson reconnects with the people who stood by him through his dissolution and eventual recovery. In these relationships, he seeks who he was and how his time in Germany changed him. He peers into his memory to understand how manic depression and alcoholism affected who he was then and how his time in Germany made him who he’s become.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781510757318
Publisher: Skyhorse
Publication date: 07/27/2020
Pages: 288
Sales rank: 943,203
Product dimensions: 6.10(w) x 9.00(h) x 1.10(d)

About the Author

Patrick Dobson is an essayist, poet, historian, author, and ironworker. His first book, Seldom Seen, chronicled a 1,200-mile walk from Kansas City to Helena, Montana and his second, Canoeing the Great Plains, detailed his journey home by canoe down the length of the Missouri River.He lives in Kansas City, Missouri.

Table of Contents

Prelude: Diagnoses ix

Chapter 1 Taking Flight 1

Chapter 2 My Escape 7

Chapter 3 The Old Country 22

Chapter 4 Ivo and Martin 38

Chapter 5 Coming Home 59

Chapter 6 A Lost Friend 76

Chapter 7 The Fricks 94

Chapter 8 Saarburg and Trier 107

Chapter 9 The Last Resort 122

Chapter 10 Into France 137

Chapter 11 Guedelon 155

Chapter 12 Hotel du Commerce 170

Chapter 13 The Waffle 188

Chapter 14 Andrea 205

Chapter 15 Days of Rest 224

Chapter 16 Love and Loss 236

Chapter 17 Leaving Home 253

Epilogue 260

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