Table of Contents
Foreword Roy G. Guzmán 11
Introductions 14
Incantation Provvidenza Catalano 21
"Fat Queer Freaks" Hannah Propp 22
"Sweet Revenge" Leah Harris 34
"seven nights of noodles" Jay Audrey 56
"Lessons Learned and Unlearned" Edward Kelsey Moore 59
"Faithful Food" Ruth Gibbs 64
"cherry popsicle" jay Audrey 67
"cantaloupe season" LJ Sitler 69
"The Gender Nonconformity of My Fatness" Caleb Luna 72
"Incorrect Attribution: A Collision of Fatness and Gender" Alyssdh Roth 78
"A Sexy Fat Shower Time Playlist Confessional" Eddy Francisco Alvarez Jr. 90
"A Fat Lot of Good That Did: How an Art Studio Transformed My Eyes" Jerome Stueart 93
"About My Breasts, Since You Asked" Sherre Vernon 105
"Heretic Body" Ninamarie Ochoa 111
"Soft Butch" Nora E. Derrington 115
"F-Words" Jonathan Hillman 123
"You're Too Fat to be Androgynous" Nicole Oquendo 126
"Enough" Tiff Joshua TJ Ferentini 128
"How I Found Fat Acceptance and My Nonbinary Truth" Benny Hope 152
"To All the Fat Queers on the First Day of School" Hannah Propp 160
"Fat Top/Switch" Emilia Phillips 165
"I'm Not Masc of Center Because I'm Fat" Emilia Phillips 167
"She Doesn't Need Any More Dresses" M.P. Armstrong 168
"So Not a Big Deal" Haley Sherif 174
"They Does Not Fit Like a Thundershirt Should" Nicole Oquendo 180
"Growing Up Fat Made Coming Out Harder (But Now I'm Queer, Fat, and Thriving)" Samantha Puc 182
"And Then…" KM. Steigleder 191
"The End of the World" C. Adán Cabrera 200
"Land Acknowledgement for My Body" Alix Sanchez 220
"Legacy" Miguel M. Morales
"Mantra of the Fat Faggot No. 27: 'Develop a Skin Thicker Than the One You're in"' Dan Vera 227
"Seven Unsated Appetites" Aubrey Gordon, Your Fat Friend 229
"FATQUEERPOEM" Miguel M. Morales 245
"Pop Goes Perfection" Jonathan Hillman 247
"Dropping Fictions and Gaining Visibility" Bruce Owens Grimm 251
"Large and in Charge" Fletcher Cullinane 261
"Him" D. Nolan Jefferson 279
"The Haunted House" Bruce Owens Grimm 291
"Grown" Jonathan Hillman 303
"The Trash Heap Has Spoken" Carmen Maria Machado 309
Acknowledgements 323
List of Contributors 329