Your life's expectancy does not have to change because you are unsure of the end result. There is a word called eschatology, for which I would like to share with you. Eschatology is used in Christian studies to describe the end of a person's life or the events of the end of the world. There is a great philosophy behind the word that can be used in current affairs and understanding your end result. Here is how it works...Control your destiny by speaking faith filled words today and not allowing your tomorrow to be shaped by the unknown episodes of life.
Write the history of your legacy in total faith in God's word and speak of it as if there is no other way for your life to be fulfilled. Don't' allow what limits others to limit you. Only speak those things that God has spoken over your life and what God has purposed for your life.