Dung Bag Road: A Personal Account of Depression and Recovery

In their book, "What Happened to You?" Conversations on Trauma, Resilience, and Healing, Dr. Perry and Oprah Winfrey raised the question of 'What Happened to You?' instead of 'What is Wrong with You?' This allowed the author, SaBrina Beck to unblock her mind and open her heart to revisit the emotional drawings made while participating in a cognitive behavioral therapy program back in 2008. It would take 13 years to document her traumatic experiences that up until that time shaped her mental health and wellbeing. 

In Dung Bag Road, A Personal Account of Depression and Recovery Beck digs deep to answer that question for herself as she describes what happened to her beginning with her early memories at 8 years old visiting her mother in the hospital, as a teen being awakened by the shouting and fighting between her sister and mother, how she felt when her sister became pregnant as a teen, the time she took too many pills, the experiences of being a runaway, an absent and creepy father, a much too friendly neighbor, divorce with no kids, stuck in the Midwest after divorce with kids, to a remarriage with another attempt at divorce. It was an agonizing journey to put her emotional perspective into words sometimes experiencing the memories in a physically, gut-wrenching process, while managing them in a lighter, clearer headspace.

The events in her life created experiences that remained unresolved would be a back seat driver that affected her mental health, her psyche, and her ability to live an unburdened healthy and happy life. She did the work in the Cognitive Behavioral Therapy program and follow-up counseling that would lead her back to her family and introduce her to life without the weight of self-prosecution, shame, and guilt. By travelling alongside her personal accounts, she hopes each chapter can open the door to discussions with your self-talk, your friends and family, and in groups and organizations that support and promote foundations for better mental health for women, men, and children, all in the hopes of normalizing therapy. She challenges you to bust the myth that if something is not documented, it did not happen. You are the documentation. You are the evidence. Your story is your foundation whether it is told immediately or when you are healed. The important thing is that we survive and are alive and well.

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Dung Bag Road: A Personal Account of Depression and Recovery

In their book, "What Happened to You?" Conversations on Trauma, Resilience, and Healing, Dr. Perry and Oprah Winfrey raised the question of 'What Happened to You?' instead of 'What is Wrong with You?' This allowed the author, SaBrina Beck to unblock her mind and open her heart to revisit the emotional drawings made while participating in a cognitive behavioral therapy program back in 2008. It would take 13 years to document her traumatic experiences that up until that time shaped her mental health and wellbeing. 

In Dung Bag Road, A Personal Account of Depression and Recovery Beck digs deep to answer that question for herself as she describes what happened to her beginning with her early memories at 8 years old visiting her mother in the hospital, as a teen being awakened by the shouting and fighting between her sister and mother, how she felt when her sister became pregnant as a teen, the time she took too many pills, the experiences of being a runaway, an absent and creepy father, a much too friendly neighbor, divorce with no kids, stuck in the Midwest after divorce with kids, to a remarriage with another attempt at divorce. It was an agonizing journey to put her emotional perspective into words sometimes experiencing the memories in a physically, gut-wrenching process, while managing them in a lighter, clearer headspace.

The events in her life created experiences that remained unresolved would be a back seat driver that affected her mental health, her psyche, and her ability to live an unburdened healthy and happy life. She did the work in the Cognitive Behavioral Therapy program and follow-up counseling that would lead her back to her family and introduce her to life without the weight of self-prosecution, shame, and guilt. By travelling alongside her personal accounts, she hopes each chapter can open the door to discussions with your self-talk, your friends and family, and in groups and organizations that support and promote foundations for better mental health for women, men, and children, all in the hopes of normalizing therapy. She challenges you to bust the myth that if something is not documented, it did not happen. You are the documentation. You are the evidence. Your story is your foundation whether it is told immediately or when you are healed. The important thing is that we survive and are alive and well.

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Dung Bag Road: A Personal Account of Depression and Recovery

Dung Bag Road: A Personal Account of Depression and Recovery

by SaBrina Beck
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In their book, "What Happened to You?" Conversations on Trauma, Resilience, and Healing, Dr. Perry and Oprah Winfrey raised the question of 'What Happened to You?' instead of 'What is Wrong with You?' This allowed the author, SaBrina Beck to unblock her mind and open her heart to revisit the emotional drawings made while participating in a cognitive behavioral therapy program back in 2008. It would take 13 years to document her traumatic experiences that up until that time shaped her mental health and wellbeing. 

In Dung Bag Road, A Personal Account of Depression and Recovery Beck digs deep to answer that question for herself as she describes what happened to her beginning with her early memories at 8 years old visiting her mother in the hospital, as a teen being awakened by the shouting and fighting between her sister and mother, how she felt when her sister became pregnant as a teen, the time she took too many pills, the experiences of being a runaway, an absent and creepy father, a much too friendly neighbor, divorce with no kids, stuck in the Midwest after divorce with kids, to a remarriage with another attempt at divorce. It was an agonizing journey to put her emotional perspective into words sometimes experiencing the memories in a physically, gut-wrenching process, while managing them in a lighter, clearer headspace.

The events in her life created experiences that remained unresolved would be a back seat driver that affected her mental health, her psyche, and her ability to live an unburdened healthy and happy life. She did the work in the Cognitive Behavioral Therapy program and follow-up counseling that would lead her back to her family and introduce her to life without the weight of self-prosecution, shame, and guilt. By travelling alongside her personal accounts, she hopes each chapter can open the door to discussions with your self-talk, your friends and family, and in groups and organizations that support and promote foundations for better mental health for women, men, and children, all in the hopes of normalizing therapy. She challenges you to bust the myth that if something is not documented, it did not happen. You are the documentation. You are the evidence. Your story is your foundation whether it is told immediately or when you are healed. The important thing is that we survive and are alive and well.


Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781956203066
Publisher: Sabrina Beck
Publication date: 08/01/2022
Sold by: Barnes & Noble
Format: eBook
Pages: 228
File size: 6 MB

About the Author

Sabrina Beck has been on the run emotionally since she was 16 years old. The Dung Bag Road is her first published book, and it is fitting that she should write about how she benefited from cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) in the hopes of helping others. She has been called many things, but author and artist had never made it onto that list until now.Sabrina has been a resident of Illinois since 1994. She received a Bachelor of Science degree in Workforce, Education, and Development in 2003, and an Applied Science degree in Health Information Technology in 2016. For many years, she has been a housewife, holds a substitute teacher certification, is a volunteer track throws coach for the local high school, and is currently a caregiver for her brother.She is Mom to three daughters, Nana of twin granddaughters, and a wife to Rob for over 22 years. She has served in officer roles for Zeta Zeta Sorority and has been a member since 1996. In 2014, she received the Massac County Helping Hands Award from United Way-Metropolis. Sabrina was a Massac County Drug Awareness Coalition (MCDAC) member from 2012 to 2020 and served on the Executive Board for many years. She was an integral part of the Drug-Free Communities Support Program federal grant committee, which was awarded to MCDAC in 2020.Sabrina reads and listens to books for fun and therapeutic benefits, practices sewing, enjoys walking, and participates in Senior Olympics. In January 2008, she fulfilled a dream of being on stage by playing a lead role in The Underpants at the Market House Theater in Paducah, Kentucky. She has participated in the Senior Olympics and finished fourth place in both discus and shot put at the 2019 National Senior Games in Albuquerque, New Mexico.Her story is filled with rough little edges, but she is courageous and committed to better mental health for herself and her children. She has overcome many obstacles in life, reaching a point in her journey battling depression where it is safe to share her story. She hopes to help others along their healing journey.

Table of Contents

Acknowledgments ix

Preface xi

Introduction xv

Part I

Girl-Child 1

Where Did She Go? 3

Sibling Rivalry 10

I Don't Like Pills 18

Runaway 23

Neighborly 29

Birth Certificate Guy 35

Part II

Woman-Girl 45

My First "I Do" 47

My Choice 55

Date Night 60

My Second "I Do" 67

Georgia on My Mind 73

Back Home 81

Illinois Bound 88

TKO Love 94

Now What 101

Part III

Broken-Woman 113

The New Guy 115

The Last "I Do" 120

Working Overtime 131

Part IV

Soul-Broken 137

Identity Crisis 139

Blue Folder Drawings 147

Backstories for the Drawings 174

Part V

Healed-Soul 187

Discharge Plan 189

Dealing with the Past Now 190

Discovery 195

Conclusion 203

Bibliography 207

About the Author 211

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