I want what I can't have …
This thing with Justin was more than an experiment or a phase. It was real. Real love. With a man.
Can't happen. The secret happiness in our dorm room was bleeding into my real life, and I can't let that happen.
I blame the guys. Steven and Mason. If they hadn't barged in my room that day, made me experience a forbidden pleasure, I wouldn't have let Justin touch me. If I didn't watch them find love with men, I wouldn't want the same thing.
I wouldn't crave affection from a man I don't deserve.
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A First Time Gay erotic short. Book 8 of 12.
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Books included in this series:
Doing Two Masked Strangers (The Straight Roommate Book 1)
Doing My Gay Roommate (The Straight Roommate Book 2)
Doing My New Lover (The Straight Roommate Book 3)
Doing My Lover and the Strangers (The Straight Roommate Book 4)
Doing the Big Guy (The Straight Roommate Book 5)
Doing My Two New Boyfriends (The Straight Roommate Book 6)
Doing Shorty's New Boy (The Straight Roommate Book 7)
Doing the Big Guy in Public (The Straight Roommate Book 8)
Doing Our New Girlfriend (The Straight Roommate Book 9)
Doing Studs in a Gay Club (The Straight Roommate Book 10)
Doing Two Hot Italians (The Straight Roommate Book 11)
Doing the Black Adonis (The Straight Roommate Book 12)
