Table of Contents
I.
Self-Interrogation 1
Thirst 2
In Which the White Woman on My Thesis Defense Asks Me about Witness 4
Fuck Your Lecture on Craft, My People Are Dying 5
I Once Looked in a Mirror but Couldn't See My Body 6
Breaking [News] 7
Palestine 8
Broken Light Bulb Flickering Away 10
Self-Portrait as Arab/Muslim Teenager in an All-White High School 11
Good Muslims Are All Around Us 13
Breaking [News] 15
A Day, A Life; When a Medic Was Killed in Gaza, Was It an Accident? 16
Grief Symphony 18
Breaking [News] 19
I Buried My Brother Last Winter 21
Breaking [News] 22
All My Plants Are Dead 23
II American Beings
Confession 27
A Prayer 28
A Question 29
USCIS Trip #1: A Revision 30
A Quick Study of the Word Existence 31
Tapping on the Glass 32
USCIS Trip #2: Violation 33
The Dream 34
USCIS Trip #3: A Test 35
A Chaos of Semantics 36
A Home 37
USCIS Trip #4: A Photo 38
III.
Poem in Which My Mother Tells Me Not to Get a Pap Smear Because It Might Tear My Nonexistent Hymen 41
Virginity for Sale 42
In a Dream, I Get Married in an Abandoned Mall 44
Dangerous Business 46
I Should Have Broken Up with My Ex 48
Summertime 49
I Call My Mother from the Moon 50
The She 11 of a Cactus Fruit 52
Ode 56
Dabke 57
IV.
Pledging Allegiance 61
Acknowledgments 65
Notes 66