Table of Contents
Preface ix
Introduction xi
Chapter 1 Somebody Needed to Say It-Afghanistan Failure. Thirteen Service Members. First Video 1
Chapter 2 I'm Looking for Purpose-Soccer. Accounting. Marine 11
Chapter 3 I'm Going to Be an Infantry Officer-Officer Candidate School. The Basic School. Infantry Officer Course 19
Chapter 4 Is This How Counterinsurgency Works?-Beirut. Ramadi. Frustrations 29
Chapter 5 Post Traumatic Work Life-Walter Reed. Lost Gear. Kids 53
Chapter 6 Why Are We Still Here?-Afghanistan. Flash Flood. Pakistan 67
Chapter 7 What If Leaders Have the Wrong Focus?-Expeditionary Warfare School. Reawakening. Company Command 89
Chapter 8 I'm a White American Male with a German Last Name. Am I Evil?-The Basic School. Equal Opportunity. Standards 103
Chapter 9 Why Do We Allow Leaders to Treat Us Like That?-Command & Staff. MARSOC. 6th Marines 113
Chapter 10 You Should Probably Watch the Video-Hit Post. Fired. All In 131
Chapter 11 Who Are You Calling Crazy?-Second Video. School Bus. Public Affairs 141
Chapter 12 It Was a Metaphor-Hospital. Lawyers. Media 155
Chapter 13 The Labor Force Is America-Labor Day Weekend. Third Video. Divorce 171
Chapter 14 Accountability Is a Two-Way Street-Fourth Video. General Awakening. Gag Order. 183
Chapter 15 Are All People in Jail Bad?-Final Post. Jail. Cold Showers 197
Chapter 16 With Friends Like That, Who Needs Enemies?-Investigation. Betrayal. Narratives 205
Chapter 17 Why Does The Oath Mean Something Different To Them?-Court-Martial. Letter of Reprimand. Narcissistic 217
Counterarguments 239
The Way Forward 245
Endnotes 251
Acknowledgments 253