Table of Contents
Acknowledgments xiii
Part 1 How It Came to Be 1
"I lay my body down…" 3
For Calling the Spirit Back from Wandering the Earth in Its Human Feet 4
"For any spark to make a song…" 7
Rabbit Is Up to Tricks 8
"Listened to an alto sax player…" 10
No 11
"Humans were created by mistake…" 13
Once the World Was Perfect 14
"When I woke upfront a forty-year sleep…" 16
Cricket Song 17
"After years you realize…" 18
Entering the Principality of O'ahu by Sky Roads 19
"Each human is a complex, contradictory story…" 20
We Were There When Jazz Was Invented 21
"This is only one of many worlds…" 24
Reality Show 25
"When I blow my horn…" 27
Beautiful Baby, Beautiful Child 28
Part 2 The Wanderer 29
Talking with the Sun 31
"'One way to look at it,' he told me…" 33
Spirit Walking in the Tundra 34
"Where we lived, the settlers built their houses…" 36
Mother Field 37
"Let's not shame our eyes…" 39
Walk 40
"Midnight is a horn player…" 41
Charlie and the Baby 42
"When I walk over to join you in the two-step…" 44
Had-It-Up-to-Here Round Dance 45
'"Through these doors walk some of the finest…'" 49
One Day There Will Be Horses 50
"When I returned to my ancestral grounds…" 52
Goin' Home 53
"OurMvskoke new year is inherently…" 55
The First Day Without a Mother 56
Part 3 Visions and Monsters 57
Falling, Falling 59
"Imagine if we natives went to the cemeteries…" 61
In Mystic 62
"This is the kitchen table university…" 64
Listening to Blues in a Fish Joint, Downtown Denver 65
"I would do anything for you, baby…" 66
Indian School Night Song Blues 67
"Do not feed the monsters…" 70
Suicide Watch 71
"We all have helpers…" 74
This Morning I Pray for My Enemies 75
"Ah, but what about being…" 76
Conflict Resolution for Holy Beings 77
"The first horn I played…" 85
Forever 86
"And then I argued with myself…" 88
I Am Not Ready to Die Yet 89
"Whenever a saxophone begins…" 91
Report from the Edge of a Terrible Regime 92
"In one house lives the sun…" 93
From DFW Airport at Dawn 94
"What kept me going was that perfect song…" 95
The Last World of Fire and Trash 96
Part 4 The World 99
You Can Change the Story, My Spirit Said to Me as I Sat Near the Sea 101
"Those who could see into the future predicted the storm…" 105
Sunrise Healing Song 106
"I knew there was no way…" 107
It's Raining in Honolulu 108
"The day went on as it always had…" 110
Praise the Rain 111
"Time is a being, like you, like me…" 112
Rushing the Pali 113
"I thought of all the doors…" 115
Surfing Canoes 116
"I returned to the city of country swing…" 117
Speaking Tree 118
"I heard a raven cry the blues…" 120
Everybody Has a Heartache 121
"Everyone comes into the world…" 126
For a Girl Becoming 127
"I keep thinking of my boyfriend…" 132
Fall Song 133
"My friend Sarita went visiting…" 134
For Keeps 135
"I confided in him the longing…" 136
Equinox 137
'"What are you doing there, soul…"' 138
Sunrise 139