Table of Contents
introduction to logosophia edition ............................. v
1. lost and found........................................................................1
2. rootsofecstasy....................................................................11
3. teenager on drugs................................................................49
4. higher education ................................................................. 69
5. “let the grecian dream”.....................................................91
6. writing the hasheesh eater ................................................122
7. american bohemian............................................................141
8. regula rhabits....................................................................179
9. novelist................................................................................197
10. the war between the states of consciousness............232
11. the overland stagecoach.................................................278
12. among the mormons...........................................................304
13. the hasheesh infant and the washoe giant................326
14. high society.........................................................................361
15. the pythagorean love triangle.....................................403
16. second chances...................................................................431
17. theopiumhabit..................................................................457
epilogue ................................................................................510
letters of fitz hugh ludlow...........................................527
poetry: published, printed or presented
during his lifetime ............................................................574
poetry: from a notebook donated to
union college by helen ludlow.......................................617
appendix i: the hasheesh eater covers ..............................689
appendix ii: newspaper clippings......................................693
bibliography ........................................................................700