Table of Contents
Foreword vii
Preface ix
Acknowledgements xiii
Part 1 Sexual abuse changes lives
1 Survival and recovery: the journey begins 3
2 The impact of child sexual abuse 14
Part 2 'It must have been my fault'
3 'Why me?' 35
4 'Why didn't I tell?' 46
5 Silent ways of telling 61
6 'What happened when I did tell' 75
Part 3 Tackling the problems
7 Buried feelings 89
8 Anxiety, fears and trauma 102
9 Depression and low self-esteem 127
10 Eating problems and body image 142
11 Sex and sexuality 160
Part 4 Feelings towards others
12 Children 189
13 Mothers 213
14 Abusers 231
Part 5 Breaking free
15 Overcoming the problems 259
16 Working towards prevention 280
17 The journey continues 302
Appendix 1 Keeping safe, how to breathe properly and how to manage panic attacks 311
Appendix 2 Survivors speak out 318
Sources of help 334
Further reading 343
Index 344