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ISBN-13: | 9781571317551 |
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Publisher: | Milkweed Editions |
Publication date: | 08/10/2023 |
Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
Format: | eBook |
Pages: | 91 |
Sales rank: | 604,600 |
File size: | 998 KB |
About the Author
Ama Codjoe is the author of Bluest Nude. She is also the author of Blood of the Air, winner of the Drinking Gourd Chapbook Poetry Prize. Her honors include a 2017 Rona Jaffe Foundation Writers’ Award, a Creative Writing Fellowship from the National Endowment for the Arts, a NYSCA/NYFA Artist Fellowship, and a Jerome Hill Artist Fellowship. Codjoe’s work has twice appeared in TheBest American Poetry. She lives in New York City.
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Blueprint
As I lay on the prickly grass, grasshoppers chattered
in my hair. I stroked the ground like a beard. No one
sang. The whole sky was watching. It’s animal
piss in the dye pot that makes indigo blue. Blue
seeped out of me, but I wanted to forge it myself.
I was obsessed with making. The yellow leaves
browned; the sugar pine needles refused
to shed. I couldn’t get the pigment right, it kept turning
to mud. I had attempted this before, making wine
from another’s body, stamping and stomping
my grape-stained feet. When I rose, I left the print
of a woman behind. I noticed the pear tree, how it gave
without question; I asked anyway, was asking
again, collecting broken seashells and tiny
elephant figurines. I needed a herd of blue.
I soaked black beans for the color they left. My blue
was a habit, a kind of river I stepped into—sometimes
crossed—because it held the sky so perfectly.
I swung the axe. I swam with my arms.
I hammered nails—though crookedly. Timber
was my sacrum, timber were my metatarsals,
timber was my lungs’ pink flesh, timber was my skull.
I was a blueprint, blue on blue, mapless
but for those warm bones and my red heart barking.
—And when I turned without making my skirt
a basket, when I turned from all the fallen
pears, the sky was full of shaking: wet
with river-water. It wasn’t rain that fell—whatever it was
I collected in the cups of my hands.
On Seeing and Being Seen
I don’t like being photographed. When we kissed
at a wedding, the night grew long and luminous.
You unhooked my bra. A photograph
passes for proof, Sontag says, that a given thing
has happened. Or you leaned back to watch
as I eased the straps from my shoulders.
Hooks and eyes. Right now, my breasts
are too tender to be touched. Their breasts
were horrifying, Elizabeth Bishop writes. Tell her
someone wanted to touch them. I am touching
the photograph of my last seduction. It is as slick
as a magazine page, as dark as a street
darkened by rain. When I want to remember
something beautiful, instead of taking
a photograph, I close my eyes.
I watched as you covered my nipple
with your mouth. Desire made you
beautiful. I closed my eyes.
Tonight, I am alone in my tenderness.
There is nothing in my hand except a certain
grasping. In my mind’s eye, I am
stroking your hair with damp fingertips. This is exactly
how it happened. On the lit-up hotel bed,
I remember thinking, My body is a lens
I can look through with my mind.
Poem After Betye Saar’s The Liberation of Aunt Jemima
What if, Betye, instead of a rifle or hand
grenade—I mean, what if after
the loaded gun that takes two hands
to fire, I lay down the splintered broom
and the steel so cold it wets
my cheek? What if I unclench the valleys
of my fist, and lay down
the wailing baby?
Gonna burn the moon in a cast iron skillet.
Gonna climb the men who, when they see my face, turn into stony mountains.
Gonna get out of the kitchen.
Gonna try on my nakedness like a silk kimono.
Gonna find me a lover who eats nothing but pussy.
Let the whites of my eyes roll, roll.
Gonna clench my toes.
Gonna purr beneath my own hand.
Gonna take down my hair.
Try on a crown of crow feathers.
Gonna roam the wide aisles of the peach grove, light dripping off branches like syrup, leaves brushing the fuzz on my arms.
—You dig?—
Gonna let the juice trickle down my chin.
Gonna smear the sun like war paint across my chest.
Gonna shimmy into a pair of royal blue bell-bottoms.
Gonna trample the far-out thunderclouds, heavy in their lightness.
Watch them slink away.
Gonna grimace. Gonna grin.
Gonna lay down my sword.
Pick up the delicate eggs of my fists.
Gonna jab the face that hovered over mine.
It’s easy to find the lips, surrounded as they are in minstrel black.
Gonna bloody the head of every god, ghost, or swan who has torn into me—pried me open with its beak.
Gonna catch my breath in a hunting trap.
Gonna lean against the ropes.
Gonna break the nose of mythology.
—Goodnight John-Boy—
Gonna ice my hands in April’s stream.
Gonna scowl and scream and shepherd my hollering into a green pasture.
Gonna mend my annihilations into a white picket fence.
Gonna whip a tornado with my scarlet handkerchief.
Spin myself dizzy as a purple-lipped drunkard.
Gonna lay down, by the riverside, sticky and braless in the golden sand.
Aint gonna study war no more.
Aint gonna study war no more.
Table of Contents
I.Blueprint
On Seeing and Being Seen
Two Girls Bathing
Marigolds of Fire
Labor
Poem After Betye Saar’s The Liberation of Aunt Jemima
Diamondback
“After the __________, I yearned to be reckless. To smash”
Detail from “Poem After Betye Saar’s The Liberation of Aunt Jemima”
Primordial Mirror
Le Sacre du printemps
“After the __________, I had the urge to dance”
II.
She Said
III.
Posing Nude
Burying Seeds
At the Fish House
Why I Left the Garden
“After the __________, I mothered my mother”
Facing Off
“After the __________, time turned like a mood ring.”
Resembling Flowers Resembling Weeds
Of Being in Motion
“After the laughter subsided the crying kept after we held hands”
Heaven as Olympic Spa
IV.
Bluest Nude
Bathers with a Turtle
Slow Drag with Branches of Pine
Lotioning My Mother’s Back
Aubade
A Family Woven Like Night through Trees
Etymology of a Mood
Poem After an Iteration of a Painting by Lynette Yiadom-Boakye, Destroyed by the Artist Herself
Head on Ice #5
After a Year of Forgetting
“There is a scar near my right eye no lover ever noticed”
Notes