Black Love Who Stole the Soul?: "In Search of Identity" Book Ii
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Black Love Who Stole the Soul?: "In Search of Identity" Book Ii
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| ISBN-13: | 9781546245469 |
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| Publisher: | AuthorHouse |
| Publication date: | 07/19/2018 |
| Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
| Format: | eBook |
| Pages: | 226 |
| File size: | 3 MB |
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CHAPTER 1
My Story
Since I am writing on such critical issues that affect Africans all over the world, I think it would be favorable to tell you about myself.
I am 35 (revised from 1994 to current 2018) and the oldest of nine children. Both parents successfully reared nine children, disciplined and never hungry. I had a great childhood. My mother's mother and her husband had 13 children, all living and healthy. My father's mother and father had 8 children. I write this to show you I believe in family. I think children should be loved and allowed to play and be children; happy, discipline children and always loved.
I have been divorced and have a son who is 13 years old and who is close to his father, even though we are apart. Boys need their father. I encourage this unity whether the father has money or not. Money can't measure the love and friendship between a father and son, nor a daughter and father. I love my father and my mother. When you bring a child up in the way he or she should go, the child will never depart. I've seen this in all the generations on both sides of my family, and you can rest assured, when choosing your mate, the fruit don't fall too far from the tree. So yes, I was brought up in a love filled home and one that required discipline and respect by the parents.
When my mother enrolled me in the 1st grade in 1967 at Walton Elementary School, while standing in line this white woman shouts, "I don't want my child to go to school with these niggers". I looked at her with a stare as her child began screaming and hollering. This incident has stayed with me all my life, not a negative affect because even then I knew that was not my problem. I was a loved child. I don't remember any other incidents accept 1 or 2 paddling's in school. I failed the 2nd grade, which made me work harder with my son and he did not fail in the 2nd grade and he is now in the 7th grade. "Got a medal in reading", 1993, and in 1996, he is an honor student.
During this time, I did not know school integration was going on. I went to about 3 different elementary schools before my parents moved to a better neighborhood. When I was in the 5th grade, I noticed riots at the nearby high school in 1971 or 1972. My high school days in 1977-1979 were good. We had a 50/50% ratio black-white. We got along well. I received my Associate in Arts degree from Utica Junior College and transferred to University of Southern Mississippi, a real culture shock. I noticed a lot of unconcern teachers in the School of Nursing. They did not motivate students. It was common if you failed a test or a class, they tell you to change your major. Bad advice when choosing classes for one semester. I admit my grades were not perfect, but the attitudes of the Instructors did not help the stress I was under. I remember one day in my junior year, one of three incidents, an Instructor offered me a ride back to campus. On the way she stated, "God blessed her to be born white and the Lord really shined on her". "It must be hard to be black" she stated. I said nothing. I was surprised she said that, even though I knew that several of the Instructors were prejudice. I'm a loved child and I have no reason to be ashamed of being black. I love my dark skin daddy. Being that I was confident with myself and my family history gave me identity and whoever had a problem with that, I felt they had a problem. Also, I was brought up in a Christian home. I accepted Christ and was baptized at age 10. I was a Sunday school teacher at 14 and I knew with all my heart that Jesus is love and I know that when people don't know who I am and form an opinion, then they are lost and do not know Jesus themselves. The Instructor said "the Lord smiled on her when she was born white". I really felt sorry for her. Racism continued even after I received my Registered Nurse license.
One thing I could never understand is that with a long history of lynching and injustice by Caucasian men, why do black men marry Caucasian women in record numbers? Is there a mental block when it comes to history and reality? This topic on the Caucasian is one that I wanted to avoid. My interest was blackness and how to promote unity.
The research kept crossing over into incidents in which a Caucasian was created became an instigator of troubles from Genesis to Revelation. It seems that in documented history, the white man has used the white woman to keep disunity among black men and women. It is the number one tool being used today and is working. It is becoming more prevalent to see black women with southern red necks and it's not beyond reasoning because now we have a younger and more miseducated generation of northern and southern blacks. In 2018 interracial relations in being promoted in the media and commercials. Why such a push? The soul. Many non whites do not have a soul so they ritualistic engage in intimate relations with blacks to gain control of their soul. Biblically it is forbidden but blacks knowingly or unknowingly sale their souls for fame, love and fortune. Advertisement of interracial love is exploited in animated films and movies for children. The movement to divide Africans and African Americans by subliminal viewing (T.V./ Movies) is working primarily on the younger generation.
It used to amaze me to see Klansmen on televisiono talk shows bragging about the fact black people destroy each other and they no longer have to do anything. We're doing it for them. However, in a speech by Malcom Shabazz, he discusses how Caucasians instigate problem situations between races and act as a mediator. "This is an old trick" and our people are still falling for it. This is called living in darkness. I suggest you wake up to the light. The true light. It is sad that black men are labeled an endangered species, but it's sadder to see the death and destruction of black men right before your eyes. This must STOP!
I give you my story also because I ask myself often, Why is there racism? Why hasn't after 400 years of living in North America, mating with white folks, making enormous contributions to society and the world (often go unrecognized) that Caucasians can't get use to the fact that black people are here to stay. That we exist, and yes, we are a brilliant origin of Nubians. "They know it". What's the problem? What I found in research is that the problem stems far beyond skin color. It's not all because you inherited carbon, melanin or blackness from the creators. Caucasians know and understand ancient history of blacks far better than blacks. The fact is we are kept in the dark by miseducation, by our churches and schools in order to keep us chained mentally. Welcome to 21st Century slavery and the science of tricknology!
Black people are no more than puppets for the survival of Caucasians.
I see this every day. Whatever Caucasians ask you to do, you do it without question. "I am talking about everything from traditional holidays to religion. Have you truly researched the truth?"
CHAPTER 2Identity of Self — "The Nubian"
One of the most prevailing topics to be presented in this series of books is that of the African American. Just who are we? Throughout history we have been known by many names, African, Negro/Niggers, Afro Americans, blacks and now African American. So what does African American entail? We are Africans who live in America of Africans born in America. That's an understatement. Sure, we were born in America, but are we African? Researchers like Dane Callaway have noted that If a White person born in Africa is African. Then if that person moves to America and become a citizen then they become an African American. So African American does not denote our race. Then what is our race? If we don't know after 400 years then there is a conspiracy to keep us in blinders. Thus we are a blind race of people. Really an X for 400 plus years. Genetically, we are of African descent. But a European can be African. Africa is a continent with many countries. So what country would we be from? If life started in that region then we would be of carbon or melanin creation. The term African did not exist at that time neither did the Caucasian that claim they know it all. We are descendants from the original Nubians brought here 400 years ago. Many researchers today are finding that possibly we were already here and joined by the Africans brought over in ships. Some say as early as 1555, most say 1615. But what about our identity? Where does it start? Because we are descendants, we have to go beyond the slave ship to find our identity. Thou the blood has been mixed with many races, we are still in majority of Nubian descent. Oh. By the way Nubians are a race of people and there is a culture in Africa. Now, if you are from Africa and born African, you are 100% bloodline African. You are a thoroughbred. But that does not eliminate one who is of descent from claiming the history of Africa. Without a claim in African history, African Americans would be no more than descendants of slaves brought in 1555 and our roots would only be in America. What am I getting at? Without Africa our roots would label us nonexistent. Peoples with no history and no culture before 400 years, a tree without roots beyond the slave ships, and so we are disrespected as a people for this very reason. A tree, without roots, is a dead tree. For this reason, our race is continuously stomped on and abused by others, and most often today, we abuse ourselves because we lack knowledge of our true roots. We lack knowledge of the ancestors brought over on a ship, called Jesus, by Europeans. We fail to acknowledge that they did not even speak English, had different names and most certainly served a different God. But when the African became a slave, the African gained a new God. The slave Massa or the slave master had been a God then and is a God now. Any God that can be the cause of such a tragic history of a people can be no more than Satan himself, and you'll find later in this series that Satan is manifested in the flesh. So, if this God/Slave master formed your education, formed your religion, it's no wonder we don't know anything and that's just what I found when I began to question and self-reach knowledge. I knew nothing beyond the slave ships. Sad, isn't it? There are many more people of African descent who fit the same description.
I've researched for 20 years and most of what I learned in school was a bunch of crap except mathematics and science. The real story is not told and all too often true black history beyond the slave ships are not taught. So we lose because there is still a gap in our identity as people of Nubian descent who live in America. Your level of concern always depend on your genetic background, because, all that claim to be black are not. ... consciously.
Scientist have come to the conclusion that Eve was black. There have been many civilizations and, thereby, civilizations on top of civilizations all over the world. So when archeologist dig and say they found a skull/ skeleton and named it Lucy; who is "supposed" to be Eve. I wonder was this skull just marked Eve. Why didn't they just call the bones Eve? In the Smithsonian museum Lucy is a monkey. We are not monkeys. Not even close. Lucy is a lie. The Caucasians who found her are liars and they know who the monkeys really are.
Well, there is something available that is much more valid than Lucy. It is Genesis in the old testament of the bible, which, when understood in its context is only black history, or in other words, African history about the arrival of Gods on earth and their descendants who were all incarnated into beings. From celestrial to New beings i.e Nubians. We are not born black. We are born with color in our skin called carbon or melanin. It causes the skin to be brown or dark brown. All of us are not black and black only denotes a color, not a race. To be called black is really an insult. But that's what we identify with until the real truth is found and accepted. Society equates anything negative with the color black. I really think when we entered the "Black and I'm Proud" era, whites quickly developed a way to curse our proudness. In any conversation or event where something negative occurred, the word black is most often used. We are under a curse. We as a people need to search our roots and use the correct name to call ourselves. This is the purpose of this Chapter, to clarify our identity. So scientifically, our skin color is carbon or melanin, not black. That's just as bad as being called a nigger, which really denotes ignorant character, which at the time, in the 50's and 60's, the most of us were ignorant about ourselves and racism that surrounded us. Lack of knowledge makes one ignorant. Remember, the people perish because they lack knowledge. That is costly and it has costed people of African descent a big price, lives! It has been found that genetics have always been a factor in creating one human after another. It has been proven that Adam & Eve were not the first humans on earth. They were the first humans placed in the enclosed Garden of delight, in Africa. They also had parents who had parents. Prove this, I shall in another series. I want you to get over the shock. The bible was not written first in English. It has been translated in many languages and mistranslated as well. Books have been left out of the bible and so have passages that would help you better understand. I'm briefly taking you through the Genealogy so you can understand how your identity came about and why. The purpose of Genesis is to describe the Genealogies of families as they occurred in their generations, (Note Genesis 2; 7) and God formed man of the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul. So this God was on earth to make a creation.
Many of us use the fact that man was created from the dust of the ground to prove man was created black. But, actually this scripture is referring to black mud/black loam in the Koran. This is what I mean by mistranslation of scriptures. If you change words in Arabic to English, it should be done correctly, since these worlds would influence the lives of many, or was that the purpose of the bible in its current form? According to literal facts, the bible known as King James was written at the request of King James. Now, what would a white/Caucasian King want with a book about Nubian history? Also, according to literature, the bible was written as a playwright, not written in its actual form which could account for repetitions, gaps in stories like the land of Nod, mistranslations, allegory themes which make it most difficult to interpret and read, but ever controversial.
Back to the scripture: Don't be annoyed by scripture. There are people who want to dispute the bible but will reach back to it to make a point.
And breathe into his nostrils the breath of life. When anyone is born, they must inhale and exhale in order to continue living, so this is a natural process after a child is born.
And man became a living soul. Literature states the Nubians have a soul. That is why this book is entitled "Black Love, Who Stole the Soul".
Genetically from Adam and Eve to you and me, we all have parents. Verses 10-14 describes the geographical location of the Garden of Eden. Listed are:
(1) Pi-son (2) Havilah (3) Ethiopia
In this search for knowledge, the land that is most important in our identity, is that of Havilah, as stated in Genesis 2; 12 and the gold of that land is good: there is bdellium and the onyx stone. If you look up Nubian in your encyclopedia, it will tell you all about the land of Havilah and its inhabitants, Nubians. Egyptians were called Nubians when it was inhabited by Nubians. It is pseudo-Nubia today. Just like in most areas where blacks have lived and milked down the race, the area become pseudo-black. We are almost to that point in America, that's why there is so much disunity. There are "blacks" and "pseudo-blacks". Pseudo - means false.
Researchers today call them Black Caucasians. Classed as sub-humans, black with a white conscious. Why sub-human? If celestrial beings created or became the first body forms, then they are not human form. They are extraterrrstrial. The Most High is not of the earth. So the first beings are not human. This is why Blacks are considered 3/5 of a man. Correction we are man others are mankind. ... a kind of a man.
So when I indicate man was created by sperm and ova of his parents, the bible characterize them as Gods. I know, but you're not ready. You need to understand before you can overstand.
(Continues…)
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Table of Contents
Introduction, vii,
My Story, 1,
Identity of Self — "The Nubian", 5,
Loss of Your Identity "Slavery", 12,
Spirituality, 21,
The Soul, 23,
Losing the Hierarchy of Power, 31,
Racism And Confusion, 39,
The Basis For Racism, 41,
A Mother's Love, 49,
Morality vs. Immorality, 68,
The Silence of Women, 85,
Conclusion, 129,
The World Can't Take it Away, 130,
Divorce According to Jesus, 133,
Single Life Today and Sexuality, 141,
African American Communities in Danger!, 144,
Diseases and Vaccines, 150,
Responses from Black Men and Black Women, 153,
Responses from Black Women about Black Men, 156,
Wanted, 180,
Responses from Black Men about Black Women, 184,
Living in Confusion, 194,
Picture Credits, 196,