Table of Contents
Foreword Tommy Hilfiger xi
Preface xv
Part 1
1 A Bite of Crazy 1
2 Fashion Fairy Tale 9
3 "Off to See the Wizard…" 15
4 Scared Heart and Growing Pains 27
5 To Pee or Not to Pee 39
6 Valium and Helicopters: "Ze Doctor Vil Zee You Now" 47
7 The Green Lollipop Excuse 55
8 Painting, Chanting, and Pitching Films to Famous Actors 65
9 In Angel's Wings… and Handcuffed 79
10 Deal with the Devil 93
11 Wilfred and the Burrito Incident 103
12 Turning to Judaism in a Karaoke Nightclub 115
13 From the ER to Bungalow 8 121
14 Commencing Countdown, Engines On 127
Part 2
15 One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest 141
16 The Purple Goddess 151
17 Nights in White Satin 161
Part 3
18 The Battle Begins 173
19 In the Blood 181
20 Brain Fog, Herxing, and Don Hill's 189
21 Dad, Light the Nag Champa 199
22 Straight to the Heart 207
23 Smelling Like Garlic and Loving the High 217
24 Head, Shoulders, Knees and.… Fingernails? 223
25 Happy Birthday, Ally 227
26 The German Protocol 235
27 The Man All in Black and a Wide-Brimmed Hat 247
28 East Meet West and Closes the Door 255
29 Highway to Heaven 271
30 Not at All What I Was Expecting 277
Epilogue 281
Appendix 1 Two Doctor's Opinions 283
Appendix 2 Focus Wheels and Written Intentions 291
Notes 296
Acknowledgments 297