Beast

Beast

by Chawna Schroeder
Beast

Beast

by Chawna Schroeder

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Overview

I am Beast. I serve the master.

For as long as Beast can remember, she has lived among her master's dogs. With them she sleeps. With them she eats. With them she fights and struggles to survive. But through hunger and cold she dreams of one day becoming her master’s favorite, earning bones with meat and a place beside the fire.

When her pack scatters after a surprise raid, Beast must defend herself against slavers, hunting down the loners.

They are so strong, and she is only a beast . . . or is she?

For anyone who has found a monster within, Beast is a tale of truth and transformation.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781683700265
Publisher: Enclave Publishing
Publication date: 10/14/2016
Pages: 255
Product dimensions: 5.50(w) x 8.40(h) x 0.70(d)
Age Range: 3 Months to 18 Years

About the Author

Chawna Schroeder loves stretching both imagination and faith through story. When she isn't reading or writing, she may be found practicing piano, reading biblical Greek or Hebrew, teaching on discernment, or working on one of her handwork projects while enjoying a movie.

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CHAPTER 1

Raid

I am Beast. I serve Master.

When he calls, I come. When he commands, I obey. When he rages, I cower at his feet. By his word I live; by his word I die. So I stay to the shadows, sleeping in the pen with Master's dogs and fighting them for the scraps that fall from Master's table. Sometimes I win. Most times I don't. Then long nights follow. Cold nights, when wind pierces the wood.

Tonight, Master's dogs curl up together in the corner away from the wind. I try to join them, but the Others growl and snap. I go away to the pen's far side and wrap my fur around me. It is long, but it covers only my head, and the extra coat Master gave me is full of holes. The Others' fur covers all of them. This is one reason why I am Beast, not an Other.

Light comes after a long time, but it is cold light, angry light. My insides hurt. I curl into a tighter ball, but the hurt does not go away. Maybe some of Master's pack will come, and he will call me to do the things only I can do. Then Master will laugh, I will have food, and the hurt will go away for a little while.

The house door opens — it creaks — and Master's mate calls. "Warrior, Mongrel, Huntress, Arrow."

The Others immediately rise, yapping and jumping against the pen's boards.

Mate does not call me, but I uncurl anyway. Pressing my forepaws into the dirt, I swing the rest of me forward, my useless hind leg dragging behind. I am not as quick as the Others, but they have four good legs, and I have only three.

Without looking at me, Master's mate tosses bones to the Others. Her mouth is thin. I wait by the boards, face to the ground. I do not know why I wait. A thin mouth says she is displeased, and my insides always hurt more when Master's mate is displeased. Day will be cold and long.

"Beast, come."

I raise my head. She called me?

Her fingers grasp the gate, her mouth thinner. She did call. I bound forward.

Mate opens the gate enough for me and me only, then closes it on my useless leg. I yelp and roll forward. My leg, my leg! I curl into a ball, forepaws to my useless leg, water running down my face.

"Quit your whining." Mate hits my back with a stick. "Hurry up."

I slink toward Master's house but not fast enough. Mate's stick finds my back twice more before I reach the flat rock by the door. She raises the stick to strike again. I cower.

The door opens. "Enough, woman!" Master steps between his mate and me. "Get back to your work."

She scowls but turns away.

Master pats my head. "Don't worry about her, Beast." He goes into the house. "Come, girl."

I swing myself across the stone floor, and Master shuts the door behind me.

The inside is warm and thick with the smell of food, and I would thump a tail if I had one like the Others. My movement must be fast so that no one steps on me, for both strangers and the men of Master's pack fill the room. But perhaps more people will mean more food.

A stranger-man at the long table snorts and points at me. "What's that?"

"Beast." Master pulls out a chair, and it scrapes against the floor.

"But what is it? Human? Animal?"

"Neither. Both. It's a beast. Watch." Master breaks a loaf of bread and tosses part to me.

I catch it in my mouth. The bread is dry and hard, but it is food, and I feast.

Master breaks off another chunk. "Beast, catch." He throws it across the room.

I bound over the uneven floor and leap to catch the bread as it bounces off the wall.

Some of Master's pack chuckle, and a stranger says, "Impressive."

I think that means I did well. I chew on my reward.

The men hunch again over the table and stab fingers at something on it. I am forgotten, but I don't mind. The wind cannot bite here. I curl into a ball in the corner and watch the fire burning low in the hearth.

I think of a place where I am a favorite, where I lie by the fire and bones with meat are set before me every day. Could there be such a place for me? What would I have to do to earn such high favor with Master?

The men at the table become louder and louder. Master's pack is fighting the strangers. Fists pound. Voices yell. I huddle in my corner. Master is angry. I do not like it when Master is angry. Blood — usually mine — will flow.

One from Master's pack rises and stomps out the door. Outside. There I can hide until Master's rage goes away.

I slink toward the door. A stranger tips a chair over and a pot flies over my head, shattering against a wall. I dart behind pans by the hearth. My useless leg bumps a smaller pail. Gray powder spills across the floor.

"Beast!" Master's footsteps pound. "What are you still doing in here, you stupid animal?"

Whimpering, I flatten myself to the floor. Please, Master. Don't be angry. Please, Master. I'm sorry.

He grabs my fur and hauls me out from behind the big pots. "Out!" He kicks me outside and slams the door behind me.

Water from above splashes down on my head, and the wind bites hard. But Master's hand did not find his belt. That is better than I thought possible.

I drag myself off the stone by the door; neither Master nor his mate must find me here. The sky's water pelts harder as I crawl under some bushes near the edge of the woods. Master will not know I am here. The pack and strangers will leave. His anger will go away. Then I can return.

* * *

I sleep, but in my sleep I no longer lie by the fire or eat meat. Master is angry, so angry that he cracks his whip at me because I spilled the water bucket on myself. I am cold and wet, but Master does not see. He wants me to drink all the water I spilled, but the water rises faster than I can drink, and the more I drink, the more I thirst.

The water is to my neck. Master's whip cracks louder and nearer. I jump with a yelp, and the angry Master of my sleep goes away — I'm back outside under my bush, my whole underside wet from pooling water.

Crack!

My head jerks to the left. Fire! Not a little one like in the hearth, but a big one that eats the whole house with huge, crackling bites. The night is cold but not that cold. Why does Master surround his whole house with fire? And Master is not the only one who does this. Many houses of Master's pack have big fires.

Two shadows sprint around the house. The fire lights the faces — Master's mate is first, but the second is a stranger. The stranger grabs Mate. She screams. The stranger strikes her and drags her away beyond the fire.

He struck Mate! No one strikes Mate except Master himself.

Now other voices pierce the thickness of night. Loud voices. Scared voices. Strange voices. I cower under my bush. I don't know what's going on. The night is angry. The air smells wrong — thick and sharp. The wind blows hard and whips the leaves above my head. Where's Master? Why isn't he stomping around, yelling, beating back these strangers? Why is the night red instead of black?

Crack! Master's housetop drops into the fire.

I whimper and watch, unable to look away from this thing that should not be. Shadows jump against fires, shadows with no form, shadows with loud voices. One black form becomes two, then four, then more and more, until there are so many shadows that they blur back into one. Screams are fewer now, whimpers and yelps more — like the sounds that leave my own mouth. But they are Master's pack. I am Beast. Why do they act like me?

A whip cracks. A voice yells. The black blur of shadows moves, slinking beyond the red flames. A scream breaks out at the far end and then is suddenly silent. I shudder. I've heard that before, when I went hunting with Master. One of the Others caught an animal. It wiggled and screamed. The Other bit down on it. The scream stopped. So did the wiggling. Even when Master took the animal from the Other, it did not move. That night my insides hurt so much I could not eat.

My insides hurt the same way now.

The black blur of shadows disappears, and the crying weakens until only crackling fire is left. Then even that fades until there is only a little red left around the bottom. The sky lightens.

Black spikes stand where Master's house was. I wait for him to come stomping, yelling, with the belt in his hand.

He does not come.

I crawl out from under my bush, my useless leg dragging through the mud. It is quiet. Too quiet.

I creep to Master's house. Black and gray-white powder covers everything. The floor. The hearth. A few pots and pans. The black smears onto me as I swing across the floor. Still nothing moves or speaks. And I know.

Master is no more.

CHAPTER 2

Capture

Strangers.

Like a sharp bark, the warning splits my sleep. My fur bristles; my body stiffens. I do not move, do not even open my eyes. Only breaths slip in and out, as if I still sleep. But I am awake, taking in everything around me. The light of a half-gone day warms my back. The smell of dirt and heat and sweat mixes with the taste of fire. The snap of twigs and light thud of steps come near me.

"What is it?"

I should run. I should hide. But there is no time. The strangers are almost at my side.

"Is it even alive?"

Bad Beast. Stupid Beast. I should have smelled them, felt them long ago, before I heard their voices so clearly. The least of the Others would have. But the night — it was so long. I only wanted to curl up by the hearth for a few breaths. Instead sleep took me to places where I was a favorite, a place that can no longer be. Master is gone.

A foot nudges my back. I lie still and do not whimper. Maybe the stranger will think I am nothing and go on by.

"I think it's dead. We should keep moving." The voice quivers, like a brown leaf barely holding to its tree in the wind.

I wait, coldness lapping at my middle. Only one voice has spoken, yet there is another. I feel him, smell him.

"She lives. Take her." The second stranger speaks, and his words command like Master's.

Now my body trembles. They will not pass me by. Only one thing is left to do.

"Are you sure? I mean ... it looks dead to me. And even if it is alive, what would such a scrawny ... thing do for us?"

"I said take her."

"If you say so." A hand brushes me. "But if anyone asks, it was —"

Attack!

I spring to my feet and snap at the stranger. My teeth miss the hand, but I am close enough to taste the dirt on it.

A short man of fire-hair yelps and bolts away from me. He fears me. He should. I have fought the Others and won. Crouching low, I flatten my paws against the blackened stone and deepen my growl.

Fire-Hair scrambles back, behind the second stranger, a tall man of the night's darkness. This Nightman shows no fear and even dares to laugh. "Take her, Alaric. What can 'such a scrawny thing' do to you?"

I want to set my teeth in Nightman, but I must wait. Too soon or too late and my attack will do no good.

Fire-Hair creeps forward, hand outstretched. "There, there. Be a good ... thing and calm down." He still fears me, no matter what Nightman says. I can smell it.

I lower my head in preparation. Wait ... wait ... wait ...

"That's right. We won't hurt —"

I ram into his chest.

He stumbles backward. His hands fly about like a bird in a net. I snap at them and claw his face, trying to get my teeth at his throat. Fire-Hair howls.

"Quit squawking. She didn't even draw much blood." Nightman grabs my middle and lifts me up before I can snap at him.

I snarl and claw air.

Nightman laughs. "You'll have to kick harder than that."

Fire-Hair rises, blood streaked across his face. "That thing has an evil spirit. Maybe the Devil himself. Let me destroy it." Something silver flashes — he points a knife at my exposed underside.

I fall still.

Fire-Hair approaches me. "You know what this is, devil-child? Good." He raises the knife.

"Put that away before you cost us a year's profit."

The knife stops and Fire-Hair's eyes narrow. "What do you mean?"

"I know a dozen men who collect oddities. A child with animal instincts like this would fetch a pouch of gold from them, even more on the auction block."

Fire-Hair watches me; I watch the knife. "How much?" he says.

"At least three times more than a healthy slave — and since you helped captured her, you'll receive an additional share."

"For this thing, this devil-child?" The knife point grazes my cheek.

Yelping, I jerk my head back.

Nightman growls. "More, if you quit damaging the goods."

Fire-Hair flattens his mouth, his eyes still narrow. I don't move, the knife too near. Finally he steps back and tucks the knife away, though closer to his hand than before. "I still think we should kill it. There'll be no restraining the Devil."

"Enough superstition, Alaric." Nightman drops me.

My useless leg reaches the ground first, and pain splits up it. The rest of me sprawls across the stone. But I am free and leaving now.

Before I can get my legs under me, Nightman pins me to the ground with his knee. No. He can't have me. I twist and swipe at his leg. Nightman catches both of my forepaws and yanks them behind my back, tying them together. Then he shoves me away and rises; I am not a threat to him anymore. "Bring her. We're finished here."

Squirming, I try to get my good hind leg under me. Yet what good will it do? My forelegs are bound, and without them I cannot run or even walk.

Fire-Hair stands over me. "Don't give me any problems, devil-child, or you'll regret it."

I snarl and receive a boot to my side for it.

"Enough, both of you." Nightman doesn't even look back at us.

Fire-Hair mutters words I don't know and slings me over his shoulder with a grunt.

"Quit cursing. Camp's not that far."

"You're not the one carrying the Devil." Fire-Hair stumbles away from the house.

His shoulder presses into my middle, and my head feels as if bugs crawl inside it as ground already walked passes by. I twist and lift my head.

The deep forest closes in on us; the leaves swallow the remains of Master's house and all I've ever known.

* * *

"Camp," as Nightman called it, is only an open place in the deep forest. No houses. No pens. No paths. Only many strangers together in small packs, and much noise. I do not like it. I want Master's man-pack. I want my pen. I want the Others.

Fire-Hair dumps me on the ground beside people bound with rope. Stragglers, Nightman called them. They all move back one step from me, with hisses of "devil-child."

In the center of the camp, a man-pack gathers around a big fire, as Master's pack would after a good hunt. One man there comes toward us. "Tracker." He nods at Nightman. "I see your hunt for strays has not been wholly unprofitable."

"No indeed. I even caught an oddity that should bring a handsome price on market day." Nightman nudges me with his foot.

I push myself forward with my good hind leg and bite at his ankle.

The stranger rubs his beard. "Spirited, isn't it?"

"That's what makes her so valuable." When I snap at him again, Nightman presses his foot down on my back, pinning me to the ground. "You can take the others and chain them up with the rest of the slaves. I'll handle this one personally."

"As you want." The stranger shoves one of the stragglers forward. "Let's go."

"Alaric." Nightman shifts his weight. "Grab me a sturdy rope from the supply wagon." He points to a wood box nearby.

With his eyes on Fire-Hair rather than me, Nightman lifts his foot up, no longer crushing me to the ground. I twist from under him and roll-tumble toward the trees any way I can.

"Not so fast." Nightman grabs my fur, snapping my head back. "I'm not done with you yet." He yanks upward.

I yelp and shove my good leg beneath me. That eases some of the pain.

"You learn quickly. Good. Now understand this: running only makes it harder for both of us." He hooks my foreleg and pulls me across the camp.

I hop along on one foot, but I am not as fast as he is. Often my leg falls behind and drags across the ground, stones scraping it.

Nightman tosses me at the roots of a tree and takes a coil of rope that Fire-Hair holds out to him. I growl and snap; Nightman only pushes my face to the ground and loops the rope around my neck. Does he fear nothing?

After he ties the other end of the rope to the tree trunk, he cuts the rope binding my forepaws. He is not wise. I spring to my feet and lunge at him, despite the stingers prickling my paws.

The rope snaps taut, cutting me short.

But I need only a little further! Nightman is not more than a step away. I yank and pull and stand on my hind legs to claw the air with my front ones. The rope bites into my throat.

Nightman shakes his head at me, his shoulders drooping. "You might as well save yourself. Pulling all night won't get you anywhere I say you can't go." Then he turns his back — he knows I cannot reach him or he would not do such a thing.

(Continues…)


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Table of Contents

Cover,
Title Page,
Dedication,
Acknowledgments,
Chapter 1: Raid,
Chapter 2: Capture,
Chapter 3: Tabby,
Chapter 4: Border Town,
Chapter 5: For Sale,
Chapter 6: The Highest Bidder,
Chapter 7: Training,
Chapter 8: The Tournament,
Chapter 9: Flight,
Chapter 10: Reunion,
Chapter 11: An Offer,
Chapter 12: A New Home,
Chapter 13: Tracked,
Chapter 14: Winter,
Chapter 15: A Wager,
Chapter 16: In Enemy Hands,
Chapter 17: Failure,
Chapter 18: Stowaway,
Chapter 19: Infiltration,
Chapter 20: Plans,
Chapter 21: Penetration,
Chapter 22: Interception,
Chapter 23: Gwen,
Chapter 24: Cornered,
Chapter 25: A Demand,
Chapter 26: Negotiations,
Chapter 27: Survival,
Chapter 28: Betrayal,
Chapter 29: Forgiveness,
Chapter 30: Proposition,
Chapter 31: Preparation,
Chapter 32: A King's Ransom,
Chapter 33: The Hunt,
Chapter 34: Majesty,
Chapter 35: The Gorge,
Chapter 36: Forced Entry,
Chapter 37: Metamorphosis,
Epilogue: One of the Pack,
Copyright,

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