Alone in the Trenches: My Life as a Gay Man in the NFL

This is Esera Tuaolo's own searing story of terror and hope. A Samoan raised on a Hawaiian banana plantation, he had a natural talent, football. He went on to play for five NFL teams: the Green Bay Packers, the Minnesota Vikings, the Jacksonville Jaguars, the Carolina Panthers, and the Atlanta Falcons in the 1999 Super Bowl. But for the nine years he played professional football he lived in terror that when his face flashed upon the TV screen, someone would divulge his darkest secret. Esera Tuaolo is gay.


Alone in the Trenches takes you inside the homophobic world of professional football and describes fears that almost drove him to suicide. He evokes heartbreak--how his older brother, Tua, died of AIDS--and hope when, Esera, a deeply devout Christian fell in love and started a family.


"Tuaolo emerges in these pages as a complex, intellectually curious and fascinating individual defined neither by his choice of career nor by his sexual orientation." --Booklist


"Tough, tender and brutally honest." --Robert Lipsyte, former New York Times sports columnist


"Even I was not prepared for his amazing life story." --Billy Bean, author of Going the Other Way

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Alone in the Trenches: My Life as a Gay Man in the NFL

This is Esera Tuaolo's own searing story of terror and hope. A Samoan raised on a Hawaiian banana plantation, he had a natural talent, football. He went on to play for five NFL teams: the Green Bay Packers, the Minnesota Vikings, the Jacksonville Jaguars, the Carolina Panthers, and the Atlanta Falcons in the 1999 Super Bowl. But for the nine years he played professional football he lived in terror that when his face flashed upon the TV screen, someone would divulge his darkest secret. Esera Tuaolo is gay.


Alone in the Trenches takes you inside the homophobic world of professional football and describes fears that almost drove him to suicide. He evokes heartbreak--how his older brother, Tua, died of AIDS--and hope when, Esera, a deeply devout Christian fell in love and started a family.


"Tuaolo emerges in these pages as a complex, intellectually curious and fascinating individual defined neither by his choice of career nor by his sexual orientation." --Booklist


"Tough, tender and brutally honest." --Robert Lipsyte, former New York Times sports columnist


"Even I was not prepared for his amazing life story." --Billy Bean, author of Going the Other Way

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Alone in the Trenches: My Life as a Gay Man in the NFL

Alone in the Trenches: My Life as a Gay Man in the NFL

by Esera Tuaolo
Alone in the Trenches: My Life as a Gay Man in the NFL

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Overview

This is Esera Tuaolo's own searing story of terror and hope. A Samoan raised on a Hawaiian banana plantation, he had a natural talent, football. He went on to play for five NFL teams: the Green Bay Packers, the Minnesota Vikings, the Jacksonville Jaguars, the Carolina Panthers, and the Atlanta Falcons in the 1999 Super Bowl. But for the nine years he played professional football he lived in terror that when his face flashed upon the TV screen, someone would divulge his darkest secret. Esera Tuaolo is gay.


Alone in the Trenches takes you inside the homophobic world of professional football and describes fears that almost drove him to suicide. He evokes heartbreak--how his older brother, Tua, died of AIDS--and hope when, Esera, a deeply devout Christian fell in love and started a family.


"Tuaolo emerges in these pages as a complex, intellectually curious and fascinating individual defined neither by his choice of career nor by his sexual orientation." --Booklist


"Tough, tender and brutally honest." --Robert Lipsyte, former New York Times sports columnist


"Even I was not prepared for his amazing life story." --Billy Bean, author of Going the Other Way


Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781402249457
Publisher: Sourcebooks
Publication date: 06/01/2007
Sold by: Barnes & Noble
Format: eBook
Pages: 296
Sales rank: 704,653
File size: 425 KB

About the Author

Esera Tuaolo lives with his partner and their two adopted children in Eden Prairie, Minnesota. He travels the country giving talks about intolerance and is putting together a one-man show of his life, which he hopes to bring to Broadway. John Rosengren is an award-winning writer whose work has appeared in more than 75 publications ranging from Reader's Digest to Sports Illustrated. He is the author of Blades of Glory.


Esera Tuaolo lives with his partner and their two adopted children in Eden Prairie, Minnesota. He travels the country giving talks about intolerance and is putting together a one-man show of his life, which he hopes to bring to Broadway. John Rosengren is an award-winning writer whose work has appeared in more than 75 publications ranging from Reader's Digest to Sports Illustrated. He is the author of Blades of Glory.

Table of Contents

The Torments of Success

God Bless My Daddy

Baby Fridge

Who's Esera Tuaolo?

Killer Beavers

Road to the Draft

Lombardi's House

A Samoan in Green Bay

Mississippi Brawling

My Brother Tua

If You Make the Team

Play through the Pain

A McDonald's Wedding

The Past Can Destroy the Future

Champions for Christ

We're Going to Miami

Super Bowl XXXIII

I Can't Lose This Man

That's the Big Secret

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