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Narrated by Keith Nobbs
Cynthia KadohataUnabridged — 4 hours, 43 minutes
Narrated by Keith Nobbs
Cynthia KadohataUnabridged — 4 hours, 43 minutes
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Newbery Medalist Cynthia Kadohata commingles shadow (Y'Tin helps dig a mass grave) and light (his gentle care of his little sister and the elephants) in this finely drawn portrait of a boy trying to find hope and direction in an upended world. This remarkable work of historic fiction powerfully evokes a specific time and place while exploring issues pertinent to any war.
—The Washington Post
Newbery Medalist Kadohata (Kira-Kira) shows that truth has as many shades of gray as an elephant in this emotionally taut survival story, set in war-torn South Vietnam. After American troops leave his village, Y’Tin, his family, and his neighbors are left to fend off their enemies themselves. But Y’Tin’s mind isn’t on war. It’s on his pet elephant, Lady, and his dreams of opening an elephant-training school. His hopes vanish when North Vietnamese soldiers devastate his small village (Y’Tin helps dig a mass grave at one point). Y’Tin manages to escape into the jungle with a friend, where he reunites with Lady, but separated from family and friends, his thoughts grow dark. As the days go by, he becomes angrier and less trusting, wondering “if he would ever feel safe again or if safety was gone from his life forever.” Illustrating the wisdom of Y’Tin’s father’s words—“The jungle changes a man”—Kadohata delves deep into the soul of her protagonist while making a faraway place and the stark consequences of war seem very near. Y’Tin’s inner conflicts and changing perception of the world will haunt readers. Ages 10–up. (Jan.)
War has never been far from Y'Tin's life. He'd grown fond of the jovial American soldiers his father had helped over the years, and now, in 1973, the North Vietnamese army is menacing South Vietnam-even his isolated Montagnard village. Still, "[a]ll his father thought about was the war, and all Y'Tin thought about was elephants." While it's true that Y'Tin, a matter-of-fact 13-year-old with an easy confidence, obsesses about Lady, his hardworking elephant charge, she becomes only one of his many concerns. In a clear-as-a-bell third-person voice, with warmth and humor, Kadohata fully rounds out the character of Y'Tin-the way he loves and thinks, often measuring his own responses to the world with those of his ever-deliberating, never-wrong father. As he and Lady escape from the massacre that kills half the village, Y'Tin sees that between right and wrong are "a million shades of gray," like the elephant's hide, like the jungle in the dim light. A fascinating window into post-Vietnam War history and a wonderfully intimate character study. (author's note) (Historical fiction. 10-14)
Set in the mid-’70s, this historical novel follows the struggle and ultimate destruction of a remote village of Dega people living in the hills of South Vietnam. Y’Tin wants nothing more than to be an elephant handler, and his dream is realized when, at the age of thirteen, he is assigned the all-important task of caring for Lady, one of the tribe’s three elephants. Although the Americans have left Vietnam, the war rages on, despite the mandates of the Paris Peace Treaty, and when word reaches the small village that the North Vietnamese Army is about to attack, the entire community prepares to embark into the jungle where they have no hopes of survival. The NVA do arrive, and Y’Tin witnesses their extraordinarily violent attack on his home and neighbors; he and his friend Y’Juen manage to escape and soon find the elephants and the third young handler in the jungle. The latter part of the story follows the three boys and the elephants as they deal with the realization that half their village has been brutally murdered while the other half is hidden somewhere in the hills, starting a guerilla defensive in hopes of standing up to the much stronger North Vietnamese. The internal conflict among the boys is abundant, with alliances shifting and suspicion constantly on the rise. Because Y’Tin’s father worked for the American Special Forces, the other boys blame him for the trouble; Y’Tin withdraws to his elephant but she, too, is demonstrating a shift in alliance, as she keeps disappearing to spend time with a herd of wild elephants. The relationships are strongly crafted, most notably that of Y’Tin and his father, a man whom he trusts above all others, and the dialogue between the two of them is particularly loving. The strong characters set against the backdrop of volatile events makes for a riveting read, and fans of both history and relationship stories will find plenty to
take in. A brief author’s note is included. — BULLETIN, March 1, 2010
War has never been far from Y'Tin's life. He'd grown fond of the jovial American soldiers his father had helped over the years, and now, in 1973, the North Vietnamese army is menacing South Vietnam-even his isolated Montagnard village. Still, "[a]ll his father thought about was the war, and all Y'Tin thought about was elephants." While it's true that Y'Tin, a matter-of-fact 13-year-old with an easy confidence, obsesses about Lady, his hardworking elephant charge, she becomes only one of his many concerns. In a clear-as-a-bell third-person voice, with warmth and humor, Kadohata fully rounds out the character of Y'Tin-the way he loves and thinks, often measuring his own responses to the world with those of his ever-deliberating, never-wrong father. As he and Lady escape from the massacre that kills half the village, Y'Tin sees that between right and wrong are "a million shades of gray," like the elephant's hide, like the jungle in the dim light. A fascinating window into post-Vietnam War history and a wonderfully intimate character study. (author's note) (Historical fiction. 10-14) –Kirkus Reveiws
* Newbery Medalist Kadohata (Kira-Kira) shows that truth has as many shades of gray as an elephant in this emotionally taut survival story, set in war-torn South Vietnam. After American troops leave his village, Y’Tin, his family, and his neighbors are left to fend off their enemies themselves. But Y’Tin’s mind isn’t on war. It’s on his pet elephant, Lady, and his dreams of opening an elephant-training school. His hopes vanish when North Vietnamese soldiers devastate his small village (Y’Tin helps dig a mass grave at one point). Y’Tin manages to escape into the jungle with a friend, where he reunites with Lady, but separated from family and friends, his thoughts grow dark. As the days go by, he becomes angrier and less trusting, wondering “if he would ever feel safe again or if safety was gone from his life forever.” Illustrating the wisdom of Y’Tin’s father’s words—“The jungle changes a man”—Kadohata delves deep into the soul of her protagonist while making a faraway place and the stark consequences of war seem very near. Y’Tin’s inner conflicts and changing perception of the world will haunt readers. Ages 10–up. (Jan.) –Publishers Weekly STARRED REVIEW
Gr 6–9—All Y'Tin, 13, ever wanted was to be an elephant trainer, and when he was 11, he became the youngest handler ever in his village. His life revolves around Lady and the other elephants in their small herd. But this is Vietnam in 1975 and the North Vietnamese are a threat to the Dega people of the Central Highlands now that the American forces are gone. The feared attack comes and half the village, including Y'Tin, is captured. He witnesses the murder of a fellow elephant keeper and, when he is ordered to help dig a mass grave, he knows escape is his only hope. When the chance comes, he and his friend Y'Juen slip into the jungle. They manage to find Lady and the other elephants, but the stress, fear, and anxiety about the war never leave Y'Tin. Even when he is reunited with his family, he cannot let go of the constant strain and despair for the future. When he is sent into the jungle to track down a lost Y'Juen, he spends a desperate night in fear. At this point, he decides the best thing is to try and make it to Thailand to find his future as an elephant trainer. Like a child in any war, Y'Tin has to cope with a situation that he doesn't understand, one that has completely overturned his life. Kadohata depicts the questions, fears, confusion, and apprehension skillfully. Y'Tin is a thoughtful young man searching for clear answers where there are none.—Terrie Dorio, Santa Monica Public Library, CA
Newbery award winner Cynthia Kadohata's story begins as the American Special Forces ask Y'Tin's father to help with one last mission in the jungles of South Vietnam. Keith Nobbs tells this affecting story of the cost of war on the civilians left behind through the experiences of Y'Tin. Thirteen years old, Y'Tin is on his way to becoming the youngest elephant handler in his village when the American withdrawal changes everything. Nobbs has a calm delivery that holds the listener rapt as he describes the North Vietnamese invasion of Y'Tin's village and the horrors of war and occupation experienced by civilians young and old. His depiction of Y'Tin's journey to maturity celebrates the human ability to hope and survive in spite of unbelievable odds. N.E.M. © AudioFile 2010, Portland, Maine
| BN ID: | 2940171148287 |
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| Publisher: | Simon & Schuster |
| Publication date: | 01/05/2010 |
| Edition description: | Unabridged |
| Age Range: | 8 - 11 Years |
1973, Central Highlands, South Vietnam
Y?Tin Eban watched Tomas fasten the rope around Lady?s neck. Lady was the smallest of the village?s three elephants, but she was also the strongest, so she was much in demand as a worker. Today Lady would be dragging logs for the Buonya clan. The Buonyas? house had caught fire and they were building a new one.
Y?Tin stood just in back and to the side of Tomas. Sometimes Tomas got annoyed at how closely Y?Tin stood, but Y?Tin didn?t want to miss anything. On the other hand, Y?Tin didn?t want to annoy Tomas too much or he might refuse to train Y?Tin further. At fourteen Tomas Knul was the youngest elephant handler ever in the village, but Y?Tin hoped to beat that record. Y?Tin was only eleven, but he was confident that he would be a fine elephant handler someday.
?Stand back,? Tomas snapped. ?Or I won?t let you work with the elephants today.?
Y?Tin dutifully stepped back. He did whatever Tomas told him to do. There were other kids who hung around the elephants, but Y?Tin was the one Tomas had chosen to train. Tomas had assured him that when the time was right, Y?Tin would become Lady?s handler. Y?Tin didn?t want him to change his mind.
One of the kids who hung around got too close, and Y?Tin snapped, ?Stand back,? just as Tomas had snapped to him.
Tomas glanced at Y?Tin. ?I was thinking I?d let you ride her into the village today. I?ll walk beside you. Do you think you?re ready??
?I?m ready,? Y?Tin said. He had been ready for months. He patted Lady?s side; she ignored him.
Tomas looked at him thoughtfully. ?I think you want to be an elephant handler even more than I once did.?
?Sure thing,? Y?Tin said in English. He had learned that from one of the American Special Forces soldiers his father knew. The Americans had many words for ?yes.? ?Sure,? ?okay,? ?right,? ?affirmative,? ?absolutely,? ?yeah,? ?check,? ?Roger that,? and ?sure do, tennis shoe? came immediately to mind.
Y?Tin walked around to Lady?s trunk to have a talk with her. ?I?m going to ride you in today, Lady. You need to behave yourself.?
As if in answer, Lady pushed him to the ground with her trunk. And she didn?t let him up. It was embarrassing. He tried to get away, but Lady was too strong. ?Tomas,? he said. ?Uh, can you help me??
Tomas rolled his eyes. ?Lady!? he said sharply, and Lady let Y?Tin up. ?You?ve got to be firmer with her,? Tomas scolded Y?Tin. ?Use your hook to keep her in line.?
?But I want her to like me.?
?You want her to respect you. Now help get those logs attached to her rope.? Y?Tin and one of the Buonya boys tied logs to the end of the rope attached to Lady?s harness. She would haul the logs to the building site.
When the logs were secure, Y?Tin said, ?Muk, Lady.? But she refused to kneel. ?Muk!? He noticed Tomas looking at him. ?Muk!? he said again. Y?Tin could feel his face growing hot. He took his stick with the hook and poked her with it. She still didn?t respond.
?Lady, muk,? Tomas said mildly, and she immediately knelt.
Y?Tin climbed aboard her, his legs straddling her back. ?Lady, up,? Y?Tin said, and for once she listened.
?Lady, nao,? Tomas said, and she calmly followed him, dragging the three huge logs behind her.
Y?Tin felt a rush of happiness. When they reached the gate to the village, he sat up with his chest sticking out proudly. Lady followed Tomas to the site where the new longhouse would be built. The Buonyas were one of the biggest clans in the village, so they were planning a house one hundred meters long. That translated to a lot of logs.
And so it went for the rest of the afternoon, with Lady and Y?Tin going back and forth from the jungle to the site. At one point Lady actually knelt when he told her to. It was just about the best day of Y?Tin?s life.
That night as he lay in his family?s room in the clan?s longhouse, the others slept while he stayed up going over and over the whole afternoon. He could see Lady clearly when he closed his eyes. He felt giddy. Everyone kept saying that he was too young to know what his future held, but he knew as well as he knew anything that he would spend his life as an elephant handler. Still, his father had told him to always think about ?the other hand.? So, on the other hand, he had been working with Lady for many months now and he didn?t seem to be making much headway with her. Today when she knelt and stood up on command were the first times she had ever listened to him.
Tomas always warned him not to become too friendly with her or she wouldn?t respect him. He liked to remind Y?Tin of the time a few years ago when Lady went into a rage for some mysterious reason. Y?Tin still remembered the huge gap in the fence that she had stampeded.
Y?Tin?s father was sleeping fitfully, mumbling about the Americans. His father had a lot on his mind lately. He worked with the American Special Forces and had been talking to Y?Tin?s mother about the possibility of becoming a Christian. He hadn?t made any decisions about it yet. He often took a long time to make a decision. For instance, it had taken him nearly two years to allow Y?Tin to work with the elephants, and it had taken him a year to decide to work with the Americans.
So far the remoteness of the village had saved it from the worst of what the Americans called the Vietnam War and what his father called the American War. Y?Tin hoped the war would be over by the time he was grown. North and South Vietnam had been fighting since well before Y?Tin was born. The Americans fought with the South.
All his father thought about was the war, and all Y?Tin thought about was elephants. Y?Tin knew he was different from the other boys in that he did not want to be a farmer. That?s why his parents worried about him so much. There was just one thing that he wanted: to be an elephant handler. Meanwhile, Y?Tin did so poorly in school that his parents were disappointed in him. His older sister, H?Juaih, got highest marks. He was proud of her, but that didn?t mean he wanted to be like her.
?Y?Tin?? his mother called out from the darkness.
?Yes, Ami.?
?I knew you were still awake.?
And, indeed, she often did know when he was awake, though he didn?t make a sound. He never knew whether she was awake or sleeping. Either way, she was silent.
?Are you daydreaming again??
He didn?t answer.
?If you spent as much time on your homework as you do on your daydreaming, your grades would be the same as H?Juaih?s.?
?Ami, I was just thinking. That?s different from daydreaming.?
?How is it different?? his mother responded.
?Daydreaming is thinking about things that aren?t true yet. Thinking is when you ponder matters that are already true.?
She didn?t answer, and he knew he had won the argument. On the other hand, maybe she just stopped talking because she was tired. He was tired also. He closed his eyes and watched Lady until he fell asleep.
? 2010 Cynthia Kadohata
Before sunup, Y?Tin woke to hear his mother shaking his father awake. ?Sergeant Shepard wants to talk to you,? she told him in a low voice.
?What?? Ama said sleepily. Y?Tin heard his father rustling, probably sitting up.
?Sergeant Shepard,? his mother repeated.
Y?Tin sat up too. ?Are you going on a mission, Ama?? he asked.
?I don?t know,? his father said. ?I?ll find out from Shepard. You go back to sleep.?
Instead, Y?Tin stood up. ?Can I come if you go on a mission? Remember when you told me someday I could??
?I said someday maybe you could.?
?Ama, I could track for you. You know I?m a good tracker.?
?I know. Go back to sleep,? Ama said.
?Go to sleep, Y?Tin,? Ami said.
Y?Tin waited until his father had slipped out of the room and then he followed. At the front porch Y?Tin stood just inside the door watching. Shepard nodded at him and he nodded back. A cigarette hung from Shepard?s mouth, as usual. Y?Tin?s heart speeded up, but not in a bad way. The Americans had announced that they would be leaving Vietnam soon, and this might be Y?Tin?s last chance to go on a mission with his father.
?You got cigarette for me?? Y?Tin?s father asked Shepard in English.
Shepard handed him a cigarette. Y?Tin knew his father thought the cigarettes that his tribe rolled themselves tasted better than the American cigarettes, yet for some reason he enjoyed smoking the American cigarettes more.
His father said ?Ahhhh? when he exhaled. He always did that when he started his first cigarette of the day.
?I get cigarette too?? Y?Tin asked in English.
?Your mother told me you don?t smoke,? Shepard said. ?She said you?re just a little boy.?
Y?Tin laughed. ?I old for my age.?
?How do you figure??
?Got too many responsibilities. Very stressful.?
?Go on inside, Y?Tin,? his father said. ?Go on, boy.? But he didn?t say it angrily or even very seriously. If he had, Y?Tin would have gone back inside.
The men climbed down the notched log that served as a ladder for the longhouse. Y?Tin followed. A couple more Special Forces soldiers were standing just a few meters away with two Rhade tribal members. Shepard, Y?Tin?s father, and Y?Tin joined them. Shepard squatted and put his cigarette out on the ground, then put the filter in a bag in his pocket. This way, he wouldn?t leave a mess on the Rhade ground. The Americans were very considerate.
Shepard turned to Y?Tin?s father. ?We got one last thing we need done. Y?Thu, we need you to be our tracker to a former enemy camp. We know loosely where there was a North Vietnamese Army company last week, and we need to see how many soldiers were there. We?re not expecting any contact with the enemy. It?s just a few klicks away, but it?s slow going. Very heavy jungle. You available to spend the night in the field??
Y?Tin?s father blushed. ?I got to talk to my wife first,? he mumbled. ?She thought I all finish with this stuff.? Y?Tin knew that since the Americans were leaving in a couple of weeks, his father had been told that he wouldn?t be needed for any more missions.
?I understand. Go on and talk to your wife. Make sure to tell her this mission is supposed to be smooth sailing.?
?What ?smooth sailing? mean?? asked Y?Tin. ?Easy mission?? Y?Tin turned to his father and spoke in Rhade. ?Ama, you ask Ami if I can come too? I promise I?ll do my homework for a week.?
?Why not do your homework forever?? his father asked.
?Forever,? Y?Tin said solemnly, but his father just laughed at him.
His father jogged over to their longhouse and climbed up. His mother was already on the porch, watching them.
Y?Tin turned to Shepard. ?It bad luck to go now. You tempting the spirits.?
?Just this last mission. It?s no contact with the enemy,? Shepard assured him.
?I come too??
?Let?s see what your mother and father say.?
Y?Tin?s father climbed down again. ?Okay?? Shepard asked.
?Okay,? Y?Tin?s father said. ?You let my son come??
?Yep, if you want. It?s smooth sailing.?
Y?Tin?s heart fluttered. Riding Lady into the village and now this. What a week!
?All right, we need to get a move on,? Shepard said.
Y?Tin didn?t know what a ?move on? was and where they might get one, but he didn?t ask.
Shepard continued. ?We got the order an hour ago. We need you?you and your son?to find the camp and estimate how many were there. I don?t know what for, the powers that be just requested the information. And who?s the best tracker I?ve ever worked with??
?Ah,? Y?Tin?s father said, feigning modesty. Then he seemed to ponder for a moment before saying less modestly, ?I guess I pretty good, if I say so myself.?
?We took the liberty of packing for you. Canteen, PIR rations, ammunition. And here?s your rifle.?
?What I need rifle for??
?Nothing, but if we do need them, we should have them.?
?Gotcha, G.I.?
?Okay, let?s get started. Remember, no contact. You see anything suspicious, you let us know, and we?ll back off. Nobody wants to get hurt this late in the game.?
?Gotcha, G.I.?
Ama patted Y?Tin?s shoulder proudly. Then he looked worried. ?We make sacrifice first? My wife suggested.?
?The sun is starting to come up. It?s getting late,? Shepard said.
?Don?t say I no warn you.?
?We won?t.?
They all entered the jungle together. Y?Tin?s senses seemed so alive, he felt almost inhuman. Everyone said he was part elephant, and maybe that was true.
Y?Tin walked by his father?s side. He felt very proud. And he really loved to feel very proud. And he loved walking in front of the other men.
He put his whole being into tracking, just as if he were stalking prey. He walked so quietly that he couldn?t hear himself, and that made him feel proud as well. They moved very slowly for several kilometers. Then Y?Tin saw them: several tracks, crossing their pathway. He noticed before his father did. He dropped to his hands and knees and studied the tracks. Six different soldiers. They made six distinct prints: One walked with his toes pointed slightly in; another had small feet?possibly a woman; one left different tread marks from the others; one came down hard on the heels; another had the second smallest feet; and one made a telltale scuff as he lifted his feet. Y?Tin?s father squatted down beside him and then nodded in encouragement. ?Six soldiers,? Y?Tin said. He stood up and his father followed suit. Then Y?Tin saw the pride in his father?s face as he looked at Y?Tin.
As they followed the tracks, there were times when Y?Tin almost lost the trail. The others kept waiting for him silently?he always took a little longer than his father to figure out what the tracks were telling him. His father had once told him that every trail told a story and the important thing was not to read the story the fastest but, rather, the most accurately. Y?Tin knew that Ama could read faster and more accurately than he could.
The six soldiers had sanitized their tracks very well. But you could never sanitize your trail completely. A broken twig, a bent blade of grass?there would always be a sign of where you were going, of where you?d been. Y?Tin glanced back at Shepard and at Ama?s friend Y?Bier Hlong, who was sanitizing their trail. With about 100,000 members, the Rhade?Y?Tin?s tribe?was one of the biggest Dega tribes in Vietnam, and many of the Rhade worked with the American Special Forces. In Y?Tin?s village, however, there were only a few men who worked with the Americans. Who knew why?
The trail disappeared, but Y?Tin and his father continued in the same direction as before. After about forty meters they picked up the trail again. Y?Tin?s father gestured with his hand, and they turned right, just as the trail did.
Twenty minutes later the trail split in two. Y?Tin studied the split and noticed that nobody had even stopped to talk: One trail of five prints simply went to the right, and the other trail?of just one soldier?went left. He thought about that, knelt, and studied the fork. He looked at his father. One way or another, his father had to make a call. Ama opted to follow the trail of five over the trail of one. That?s what Y?Tin would have chosen as well.
After about an hour Y?Tin realized they?d made a mistake when he saw the trail of five men heading out of the jungle. His father always said you had to tell the truth when you made a mistake, because in life when you told one lie, that always led to two lies, and the two lies led to four, until your whole life became a lie. Y?Tin thought that was an exaggeration, but he got the point.
Ama turned to the men and held himself proudly as he gestured with his hand that they were turning around.
When they reached the fork again, they followed the tracks of the one soldier this time. His trail led deep into the jungle. It was late afternoon when they reached the end of the trail. There was no debris left, but this was where the enemy had gathered. The area was full of disturbed vegetation and dirt. Y?Tin stepped in a patch of undisturbed ground and compared it to the footprints he was examining. His fresh print slowly recovered, but some of the succulent plants he?d stepped on were permanently broken. Ama signaled the others to stop as he circled the site and slipped in and out of the abandoned camp. Y?Tin saw that his father was counting every print, but Y?Tin used the averaging method. He split the camp into quarters and counted the number of people in one quarter. It took Y?Tin three hours to count and feel sure he was close to correct. He tried not to feel the pressure, but he wished he could work faster. It was growing dark by the time he finished. His father had finished a half hour earlier, but everybody waited for Y?Tin. Finally, he turned to his father and said, ?About one hundred fifty.?
His father nodded. ?That?s what I came up with. One hundred twenty-five to one hundred fifty.?
Suddenly, and clearly, they heard talking, and the whole group?seven of them in all?melted into the forest. That is, Y?Tin knew the others melted into the forest, as he did. The only one he could see was Shepard. Then whoever had been talking fell silent. Y?Tin could just barely hear the other men gingerly walking backward. He wondered whether the Special Forces soldiers would open fire, but they didn?t. None of his group moved for a full hour. Then all hell broke loose. Shooting exploded behind Y?Tin, before him, and above him. His group was doing some of the shooting. Then Y?Bier Hlong staggered into sight. His chest gushed blood as he dropped his rifle. Y?Tin picked it up. He?d never shot a gun. He pointed it toward an enemy soldier but hesitated?he wasn?t sure where everybody was and didn?t want to accidentally hit one of the friend-lies. Then a North Vietnamese soldier was aiming at Shepard?s back, and Y?Tin fired. The bullet shot upward, and the backfire was so strong that Y?Tin fell to the ground. By the time he scrambled up, the firefight had ended. Shepard was taking Y?Bier?s pulse. Fortunately, someone else must have shot the soldier who?d been aiming at Shepard.
Silence. Shepard hung his head, and Y?Tin knew that his father?s friend had died, shot in the chest and head. Y?Tin stared at him. He had never seen someone killed before.
They walked until it was pitch dark, with Shepard carrying Y?Bier. After a while Shepard said one word: ?Here.? The men lay on the ground for sleep. Y?Tin stared into the darkness. Soon he heard a soft, soft sound and realized it was his father crying. Y?Tin fell asleep to the sound. He woke up just once, his face clammy with dew, and he still heard the sound. Ama had worked for the Special Forces for several years, but he?d been lucky?this was the first time anyone had been killed on one of his father?s missions. Y?Tin knew it was his fault. If they hadn?t waited for him to finish counting, Y?Suai never would have been shot. Was the guilt he felt part of war? He could feel that Y?Bier?s three souls had already left the body. Y?Bier was the nicest man in the village. He always gave away all of the delicious cantaloupes that he raised every year. Y?Tin?s family grew the best tobacco, but they didn?t give it away like that. No one did, just the Hlongs.
The next morning Shepard carried the dead man on his back all the way to the village. He gently laid Y?Bier in the graveyard just outside the fence.
?Get a blanket, Y?Tin,? his father told him.
Y?Tin half flew to his longhouse and scrambled up. Nobody was there?they were all no doubt working in the fields. He ran back to the cemetery to lay the blanket over Y?Bier?s body. But he saw he was too late. Somehow, Y?Bier?s wife had already heard and was weeping over the bloody body.
Y?Tin wanted to tell her that it was all his fault, but instead, he just stared at her.
? 2010 Cynthia Kadohata
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