Table of Contents
Preface 12
Introduction 19
Part One: The Early Years
The Beginning 23
The End of the Beginning 27
The Decision 30
Part Two: The Move to Israel
A New Home 33
Young Romance 35
Kibbutz Yiftah 38
The Bonds of Training 42
The First Notice 46
The Fight for the Tryout 49
Officially a Soldier 51
Part Three: Special Forces Selection
The Tryout 57
The Almost Tryout 61
Paratroopers Selection 64
Draft Day 70
The Final Tryout 73
Part Four: Training Begins
Basic Training 83
I Can't Believe They Are Giving Us Guns 84
Being a Lone Soldier 87
Frags and Family 89
The Making of a Soldier 93
Tear Gas 100
The Paratrooper's Oath 102
Jump School 106
A Beautiful Prison 115
Part Five: Advanced Training
Sunday Mornings 118
Guard Duty 119
Training Continues 125
Duvdevan 129
Navigation Begins 135
Confronting a Façade 140
The Navigation Final 141
The School of Counter-Terrorism 148
The Death of a Dream 154
Givati: Reconnaissance Infantry 157
New Beginnings 161
The Life of a Soldier 163
Navigation Begins...Again 167
Counter-Terror Training 172
The Final Test 174
Part Six: Life as a Combat Soldier
The Gaza Border 184
The Enemy 186
A Chance Meeting 188
Operation Pillar of Defense 189
From Me to We 197
The Quiet After the Storm 299
The Arrest 200
The Beginning of the End 205
Rocks 207
The Last Patrol 211
The Final Sunrise 213
Part Seven: Love and War
The Weddings 217
Operation Protective Edge 220
The Bomb Shelter Capital of the World 222
Reserves 224
Epilogue 233
Acknowledgments 235
Endnotes 237