Table of Contents
Prologue: My Real Birth Day ix
Part I Hippieness to Happiness
1 Losing the self to Find the Self 3
2 Into the Land of Oz 6
3 A Natural High 13
4 Feelin' Guru-vy 22
Part II Blissed-Out
5 Home to India 41
6 Melting in Maharishiville 53
7 Bees to Honey 62
8 Maharishi Merry-Go-Round 68
Part III Open-Ego Surgery
9 From Bliss to Blitzkrieg 81
10 A Sacrificial Lamb 92
11 Wham Bam, Ego Slam 102
12 Heights of Heavenly Hell 109
Part IV Maharishi's Spell
13 Eye of the Hurricane 123
14 Under the Influence 129
15 The First Shall Be Last 138
Part V The Beatles' Guru
16 The Beatles Invade India 153
17 And They Write a Lot of Music 167
18 Dropping the Beatles Bomb 174
Part VI Inevitable and Inescapable
19 Shattered, Shaken, and Stirred 187
20 Frog-Hopping to Enlightenment 198
21 Riding the Indian Express 209
22 Guru Tricks and Celebrity Treats 217
Part VII Ridiculous to Sublime
23 From Tear-Filled to Fear-Field 239
24 Into the Heart of God 250
25 Letting Go of the Dream 258
26 Now Miracles Could Begin 266
27 How to Spot an Enlightened Master 273
Epilogue and Epitaph 285
Appendix: Who's Who in TM 287
Bibliography 291
Endnotes 299
Acknowledgments 308
About the Author 309